Looking Forward

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your song by janet or ellie
unconditionally by Katy Perry
1+1 by beyonce
it's over by Jesee McCartney
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Jenna p.o.v

The ride home was silent. - very silent.

Harry tried to make conversation but I didn't say anything. Half way home he gave up and fell asleep.

Probably from the beating he took earlier.

I took one hand off the wheel and let my mind drift off to the series of events that have happened during these past few days. Who would've thought that I, would be here in this car, with Harry at my right, and Charlie in the back (seat).

Not me for sure.

After all of the things that I found out about Harry, and the things his done to me, I never thought that I'll find myself crying my eyes out for a boy who holds of the features of my past, and has such of a scary reputation that I normally run away from.

I once fell for a boy like him.

The boy with the good looks, strong character, bold/nasty attitude and quite the womanizer.

I once been drawn in to a boy like him.

A boy who made me feel safe. Happy. Loved.
A boy who made me feel like his one and only.
A boy who made me feel like I was the only girl in the world.

A boy who I can trust and open up to.
A boy who listens and cares.
A boy who helped me escaped the world when I needed to.

My shoulder to cry on.
My motivation, when I needed one.
The heart, that gave me love.
- When I had no one -

I once fell for a boy like him.

A boy who I gave my heart to.
A boy who took it with open arms.
A boy who used me for his own good.
A boy who took my soul and burned it.

A boy who said " I love you"
But didn't mean it.

A boy who I thought I loved.
And I did.

He just didn't love me back.

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I pulled up in the driveway and rested my head back on my chair after turning off the engine.I closed my eyes and tried to remember the last time I felt this confused.

Not that it took long, for I've been lost all my life.

"Jenny"? a small voice said behind me making me snapp my eyes back open.

I turned around to find a tiny sleepy figure. I vwatched as she rubbed her eyes with her small hands, yawning.

"Hey baby" I said quietly.

"hi" she said smiling showing her cute little dimples, like Harry's. (only cuter)

"You tired"? I asked stupidly already knowing the answer.

She simply nodded her little head in agreement.
I undid my seat belt and got out the car. I open her door and undid her car sit seat belt.

I carried her onto my arms and closed the doors behind me. I took out my key from my back poket as I made my way to the door. The door abruptly open just as I position my key to its entrance.

"where have you been? Do you know how worried I was? I almost called the police." Pam started saying as soon as she saw me.

"Yea okay I'm sorry, I'm sorry but...." I whispered pointing to charlie as a quite hint for her to stop screaming.

Thank goodness she took it and shut up. I started handing her Charlie but stopped when I realized she wasn't looking.

"Pame--"

"What's he doing here?" She asked looking past me.

I turned around to find a tall dark figure standing behind me.
When did he get out the car?

"Um h-he was h-hurt and h-his parents are out of town so I t-told him h-he could stay with us?" I said hoping she'd buy it.

"That's if you don't mind of course." I finished.

She stared at Harry for quite sometime with hate in her eyes but agreed. She took Charlie from my arm and I helped Harry in.

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"The shower is over there and I think I may have some clothes for you to wear" I said to Harry as I took care of his wounds.


"Thank you" he said.

"You're welcome. I mean a doctor could've done better but--" I started saying before Harry cut me off with his laugh.

"Not for that. I mean thank you for that but.........thank you" he said looking at me.

"You're welcome" I whispered keeping my gaze in his wounds.

"I'm sorry".

"Harry there's no need to. "

"No really I'm sorry. I should have told you the truth. " He said.

I hesitantly loked up to find him already staring me. I looked deep into his eyes and let, myself go to a world of dreams and wonder.

I looked for regret in his eyes and I found it. He really meant every word he was saying but....

"It's okay" I whispered to him after what seemed like forever.

"Do you think that there's a chance for us?" he asked looking at the floor.

My cheeks turned bright red at the thought of him and I. Together. I know that dispise the incidents we've had in the past, a part of me really wanted to be with Harry. But the other didn't.

A part of me kept reminding me of the things that had happened in the past when I let myself fall for a boy like Harry, while the other played images of new beginnings and a brighter future.

I know better than to say yes but there was something drawing me into Harry that I just couldn't explain. I know that I should just walk away right now but...I kept thinking.

"What if".

What if he'll change for me?
What if he was the one to show me something better than brfore?
What if he stays after I said yes.

What if his the one to love me unconditionally.

"Maybe" .
"Okay" was all he said.

We stared at each other for what seemed like eternity. I watched him as he lean closer to my face and put a strain of my hair behind my ear, making me blush a little.

"You know, you're beautiful when you blush." he whispered leaning in.

"So I've been told." I said.

"Cause it's true." he said before putting his soft lips on mine.

I grabbed the back of his hair, pulling him closer to me, deepening the kiss. He wrapped his large/muscular hands around me as I did so. Our kiss quickly got kore passionate more intense.

I kissed him with a hunger I didn't know I had. He bit my bottom lip as he slowly slipped his hands under my shirt. He pulled me closer and quickly lifted my legs so they were wrapped around his waist.

He left my lips and made his way to my neck. He started kissing me right below my hear and slowly made his way down to the crook my neck. He stopped there and bit hard on it making me moan in pleasure but gasped in pain at his intensity.

I felt him smirk when I moaned but he quickly recovered and crashed his lips back on mine. He tongue ask for entrance and I happily granted it. i felt his tongue into mouth, exploring each and every part of it.

I slowly started grinding my hips on him making him moan, as our tongue fought for dominace. He broke away to take my shirt off and I took his before he kissed me again.

He ripped my bra off before putting my breast into his mouth, sucking it like it was fresh fruit. I felt his snake of a dick against my thigh, totally hard, and felt the taste of his mouth, the touch of his hands.

He flipped us so he was on top. He kissed me some more before getting up to undo his pants, leaving him in his boxers only. He helped me undo mine before getting back on top me and sucking the hell out of my tits making me moan in pleasure.

Just as was pulling my underwear down,my phone rang. I really didn't want to take it but I had to.

"B-b-babe, I uahh ne-need to ta-take it" I said in between breaths/moan.

"just leave it" he said as he traced his fingers over my area making me , oan louder.

"It's Ch-Charlie's doctor I I I have to" I said.

He kissed me some more before letting me grabb a phone I thought was mine. I looked at thr screen randomly hitting the 'view' button to find a picture that just let a world of hopeful wonder crashing down.

I dropped Harry's phone and quickly got off the bed. I scrambled to get my clothes on the floor ignoring Harrys calls. I didn't bother to wipe the tears that were streaming down my face.

"Jenna what's wrong, what happened? " Harry kept asking.

"JENNA" He screamed in my face after he'd got a hold of me.

I snatched my arms away from him and scurried to the door.

"Jenna baby what's wrong, babe what happened? " Harry asked me with concerned but I only heard the lies and selfishness in his tone.

"Don't. You. Ever. Touch. Me. Again." I said fliching when he had tried to touch me.

"Babe what about us?"

My body tensed at the word us. I took in a deep breath before I answered him.

"There is No Us." I said before running to my room.

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