The Ending.

Samanthas POV

“Well that went well. Looks like I will have my girlfriend serving me sometime.”

“Oh haha. Harry, I don’t know if I can do it anyway.” I looked down and saw my black boots even more ruined than they were a couple days ago. His slender fingers lifted my chin back up and his eyes deepened into mine.

“Of course you can. And you heard what she said, they will be there to help you if you get stuck.”

“And the pay is good.” I smiled up at him nervously.

“And the pay is good.” He whispered into my lips before they caressed against mine. His tongue gently ran over my healing cut and I winced slightly. Looking into his eyes I saw them show an apologetic look. Not wanting to make the situation worse I entwined my fingers with his and softly moved my thumb up and down his soft skin.

“Shall we go shopping Green eyes?”

“Lets do it.”

We made our way over to the shopping centre and stepped passed the glass doors. It was huge, escalators running up and down the middle. Going higher and higher up the floors. Shops and more shops were everywhere. I could see a faint sign in the distance showing that there was also a Cinema.

Surprisingly even though I had lived here all of my life I had never been into the shopping centre. In fact I had never been anywhere near this town. Even when my parents were alive we always ate at home or when we went out it was somewhere far from here.

Coming to a stop I watched Harry try and single out a suitable store for my clothing looks. Small kids suddenly ran past us and I felt my face sadden, thinking of how I could have been a big sister and walked around here with Bella. Taking her into different toy shops and doing her hair every day.

I should have been there. I should have been there.

Harry’s gaze fell upon my distant one and I felt his strong arms wrap around my small body.

“I know what you are thinking Sam, it wasn’t your fault.”

“But it was Harry, if I hadn’t gone out every night I would have seen my mum being depressed and stopped what happened.”

The same strand was tucked behind my ear softly and his eyes met mine. I knew we were causing a slight scene.

“Sam you nee-“ He was cut off by a girly voice behind us. I recognised it instantly. Tanya.

“Samantha can I talk to you?” I turned to face her. Her brown hair was lightly curled however she had still applied more makeup then was every needed on her perfect skin. Remembering back I saw how she had glared at me and told me to go away when I had tried to help her.

“Uhhh sure I guess.” My face turned towards Harry and he ushered me to go talk.

“I’ll get us some drinks.” I felt his lips graze my cheek softly before he walked off towards a stand.

“What’s up Tanya?” I said trying not to sound too bothered by her presence.

“Look I’m sorry about what I said to you. How I told you to go away and all.” She looked sad, even though her eyes were surrounded by blackened makeup I could still see this.

“It’s alright, I was glad you did. It felt better once I was out of there.” I nodded at her expression.

“I was also wondering if you wanted me to come shopping with you. Help you pick out some new clothes. I mean Harry dresses attractively but he is still Harry.” We laughed and I looked over at him still in the cue.

“Of course, it would be nice to actually get some fashion guidance in my life.” Tanya had known Harry much longer than I had. I still couldn’t get the fact that me and Harry barely knew each other and we were already this close. But I knew I was just being dramatic.

“Car girl!” I heard someone shout behind me. Harry must have heard too because when I looked at him he was laughing at Louis running towards me and Tanya.

“You forgot this.” He handed me my leather jacket and I felt myself giving him the biggest hug.

“Oh my god thank you Louis. I’ve been feeling so lost without it. It’s my baby.”

“It’s good Sam, I texted Harry asking where you were and he said here. So me and the guys came to watch a movie at the cinema but drop off your jacket at the same time.”

“Well thank you Louis.”

“Welcome, see you later. And you Tanya.” She smiled towards him and I shrugged my leather jacket over my shoulders. It felt like home.

As Louis walked off he fell into conversation with Harry and I felt Tanya dragging me towards H&M.

“Boys will be boys. But whilst that goes on we have some serious shopping to do.”

“Wait I have no money.”

“Don’t worry about it, my dad gives me money every day as though it’s my religion.” I laughed at her comment and we made our way into the store. Luckily Harry had seen us and nodded for me to go on.

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We had spent a good hour trying on clothes and placing them into a basket for them to be bought. I still couldn’t believe Tanya was doing this for me, but every time I protested she would just tell me to shut up about it. So I had learned not to discuss it again. So far a few pairs of jeans, jumpers, cardigans and t shirts were waiting to be purchased.

“Oooh I like that on you.” I looked in the mirror and saw a tight black dress hugging at my curveless body.

“I dunno Tanya it makes me look even more like a stick…” She stood up and put my hands on my boobs.

“See you have amazing boobs. And in this dress they look so good. Guys would be running up to you in no time.”

“But I already have a guy.” I looked at her and raised my eyebrow confused.

“Sam, you don’t play the game very well. Even if you have a guy you gotta want people to be running after you. It’s the way the world works.”

“Well I don’t think it’s the way Harry works.” Turning back around in the changing room I slipped off the black dress and changed back into my other clothes.

As I exited I saw the shop assistant smiling in my direction. “Just these then?” Her arms ushered towards the overflowing basket of clothing items.

“Oh yes and the dress.” Tanya said taking the small black dress from my hands and chucking it onto the pile. I gave her a glare and she smiled right back at it.

“What?” She said chewing on her gum as she walked out of the changing room. I followed out behind her and saw Harry talking to a girl outside the store window. Jealously suddenly flushed into my cheeks. I found myself walking out towards them until Tanya’s hand dragged me back.

“God you can be annoying.” She moaned as we were served at the till. I’m glad we were back to hating each other. For some reason this relationship suited us better than the empathetic one we had encountered previously.

“You know Harry quite well don’t you?” I asked as she took out her credit card and was about to pay.

“Well we did date for 6 months.” Wow that’s a long time I thought to myself.

“Would he ever cheat on someone?” At this moment she turned around and looked concerned in my direction.

“You think Harry’s cheating on you and you’ve only been in a public relationship for what a day?”

“No no I am just curious…” I trailed off taking the bag of clothes from her.

“Look I know for a fact that Harry would never ever cheat on someone. He’s not that kinda guy. People always give him such shit even though he is one of the nicest people you could ever meet. A lot of girls would kill to have a guy after them who is like Harry. So I would just accept that he likes you.”

“It wasn’t that I don’t acc-“

“Hush now Sam.” I silenced at her held up finger and we walked out the shop to see Harry and Chris standing there now.

I couldn’t help but notice Harry looking angrier than earlier. Was it because of Chris? But Chris was Harry’s friend?

“Chris!” Tanya exclaimed next to me as she gave him a big hug and practically blossomed in his arms. I felt Harry’s strong ones wrap around my waist as he pulled me into a hug. His breath skimmed over my ear as he leant down and I felt him whisper into it.

“We are getting out of here Sam.” My gaze locked onto his green eyes, his sunglasses now placed in his brown curls.

“What why?” I said quietly to him.

“I don’t like Chris being near you.” His lips grazed my neck softly and he placed small forced kisses onto the skin. Did Harry know that Chris was Donny’s mate? Did he know what Chris use to do to me?

“Harry we don’t have to go I can look after myself now.”

“I’m not risking seeing you the way you were with Donny again.” His voiced choked out into my ear as though he was about to cry.

“Okay we will go.” I surrendered and entwined my hand with his. When I looked over Tanya and Chris were in full on touchy feely mode. It made me feel slightly sick but then again how did me and Harry look to other people.

“We are just gonna head off now guys.” Harry said sternly almost tired with the problems to do with me in his life.

“What!? No me and Sam have only just started shopping. It’s sexy underwear time now.” Tanya quickly grabbed my arm and yanked me free from Harry. My teeth clenched from the pain of a bruise there and I could tell Harry saw my hurt.

“Get off her Tanya. She is not a toy.”

“Alright alright Jesus. You guys won’t be able to have amazing sex though without hot underwear. Just saying.” I felt my head feel airy at the thought of having sex with Harry. He probably still though I had, had sex before. But what if he finds out I’m a virgin? What will he think of me then? A weak girl.

I need to put my walls back up. I need to be strong. Be the person I wasn’t when my mother needed me.

“Actually sex with Harry is the best sex I’ve ever had.” Everyone turned to look at me, completely stunned by what I had just said.

“You…and…Harry have had sex already?” Chris questioned, smirking towards out hands tightly held together.

“Yes we have.” I spoke proudly. I had never lied like this before. Lying about sex to someone who’s opinion I didn’t really care about. I felt Harry look away from Chris’s amused expression. I had upset him. I could tell. Once again I was putting my walls up and making Harry embarrassed by me.

Harry moved a little next to me and released my hand from his before he walked off out of the shopping centre. I felt myself go dizzy. Harry had just left me. For no apparent reason. I shouldn’t have said what I said. Telling people me and Harry had done it even though we hadn’t even done anything sexual with each other at all. Did he hate me? Probably.

“Obviously he didn’t want you to say anything.” Tanya grimaced towards me and her and Chris ran off to the underwear shop.

I looked at my trembling hands and turned around to see if Harry was still in eye sight.

He wasn’t.

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