Samanthas POV
“I’ll go with you.” I said, trying to sound strong but the wobble in my voice implied how weak I was. I couldn't leave Harry. I would never want to. But Tanya’s life is on the line. And I would do anything I had to, to make sure people were safe. This was my punishment after all. Not hers.
“No. She’s not going anywhere!” Harry shouted and I felt his arm around my waist as he pulled me into him. His head rested upon the top of mine as his hands caressed up and down my back slowly. I let out a small sob and his lips pressed delicately against my grazed forehead. “I’m not letting you go…” He barely whispered to me and I found myself crying even more.
“You have to Harry. It’s Tanya’s life…” His hand cupped my cheek softly and he breathed heavily, I put my hand to his chest automatically and rested it over his heart. Hoping it would calm him. But it did nothing but make him worse. Knowing our time together was shortening.
“Hurry up and say bye already.” Max said bored. His gun still pointed between Donny’s eyebrows but when he looked to us for a second Donny grabbed onto his arm, twisting it behind his back and grabbing the gun from it. He pointed it at the guy holding Tanya and then back and forth between him and Max.
“Let Tanya go. Now.” His voice was sharp and angry. I noticed the small glisten of sweat on his forehead. Suddenly the guy dropped Tanya and the gun was also grabbed out of his hand by Liam. He then pointed it straight at him as Tanya crawled to me and Harry.
I instantly dropped to help her and I pulled her into my hold on the floor. I stroked her hair quickly and told her it was alright as she cried hastily into me. Harry was gone, he was sending punches into Max’s face and everyone ran into the fight.
“Sam get out of here now!” I heard him shout as Max grabbed him by the neck and forced him down. My heart thudded hard and I quickly got up pulling Tanya with me.
“Harry!” I shouted in the daze of bodies throwing kicks and punches. I saw Niall with a bloody nose and I gasped running to help him. He pushed me away and then suddenly around 5 more men walked through the front door. Holding knives and guns. Everyone froze in their spot as the guns were pointed at each of them.
Max stood up awkwardly and wiped the blood from his lip with the back of his hand.
“Now then.” He smiled an ugly smile. Grimacing from the state everyone was in. “We will kill all of you if I don’t have my prize. So Samantha. Come here now.” He shouted the last bit and me and Tanya both jumped from it. I let her arms fall from around me and slowly I walked to him. A walk of shame. A weight pressing me down as my legs knocked against each other. My eyes watered with more tears when I saw Harry to my side. A gun pointed straight at his skull by the guy who had held Tanya. Another one on his back. He was breathing heavily. His chest rising up and down as fast as it could be. His tongue ran over his dry lips the way it normally would and I gasped when the hollowness started to break into my heart. Harry was going. I was leaving him.
When I reached Max he spun me around and held me to him, so I could face everyone. Niall was on his knees, Louis looking un hurt but still beaten as he stood still. Another gun jabbing towards the back of his head. Zayns knuckles were covered in blood as a tall guy with blood down his face pushed him further into the floor with his knife against his neck. Liam stood near Harry when I looked again. His fists tightened into furious balls. A black metallic gun also next to his skull. Then there was Tanya. Even in this scene she still looked beautiful.
Her dress destroyed, her red lipstick smudged against her lips. Her brown hair ratty and curled but they shook with her. As she stood effortlessly still almost dead in the middle of the crowd. Like a flower in a fire. No where to go. But burn down with the rest.
“I will kill her. If any of you think of finding us. I will kill her. Without hesitation. But before that we are going to have a little fun together aren’t we?” I tried to hurt him but I whimpered when his hold on my tightened. My eyes noticed Harry fidgeting. He was trying to so hard not to run to me. But if he took one step a bullet would pass his skull. And he would be gone, forever. There would be no hope.
And that’s what I knew would keep me going. Hope. If Harry was alive I knew I would caress his curls some time. And if I didn’t, the fact he was still breathing gave me something.
“I won’t do anything for you.” I said through gritted teeth and as his hand brushed a strand of hair from in front of my face. This set Harry off.
“You don’t fucking touch her like that. Or I swear to god-“
“You’ll do what? Because if I am correct my gang has a gun to everyone of your friends heads including your own. So what good would trying to kill me do.”
He froze and I squeezed me eyes shut not wanting to see the hurt in his eyes and tears pricking his waterline. Those green beautiful eyes that submerged my body into nothing but desire. How I wouldn’t see them again made me start cry more. My body shook and Max started to laugh at my reaction.
“Pathetic. That’s what you two are. Pathetic. You love her and you can’t even keep her safe.”
“Don’t…hurt her Max. You are giving her a punishment but don’t hurt her.” Tanya’s small voice sounded as she edged closer to us. No one was there to stop her. She was the only one free from a gun to her head. The flower untouched by the fire.
“Oh Tanya, maybe I should just take you with me. You could keep Sam company oh and Tom.” He smiled towards the guy who had been holding her and he grinned with amusement. He would hurt her badly. And the baby.
“No no just me. Take just me.” I said quickly and I felt a cool blade press against my neck. I gasped from the knife Max held to me and I closed my eyes quickly as it pressed deeper.
“You and your bother like knives don’t you.” I said gasping for air.
“Tanya please can you come here or I will cut her.” I watched Tanya move with hesitance towards us but stood before me with a shaking body.
I could feel every eye watching me. Every breath breathing unsteadily for the moment that we were encountering.
“You are coming with us aren’t you?” He pressed the blade harder and I cried out when I felt it pierce the skin. My legs kicking hard but he managed to hold them down easily as wriggled. Harry started forward but was kicked in the back onto his knees. He groaned from the hurt he had already endured and lay on his knees in front of me. His eyes met mine and I saw a tear press out slowly. Down his soft brown cheek and a long his structured jaw bone, onto the floor.
“Yes I am coming.” Tanya said shakily and I felt Max smile behind me enthusiastically. Donny flinched at Tanya’s words and started to talk.
“Tanya is not going. She can’t.”
“And why is that?” Max said whilst snickering.
“She’s…pregnant.” Tanya froze and my mouth fell with shock. Donny knew? All this time?
“How did you find out?” I said for Tanya who was completely rigid and un-moving.
“It became obvious after a while. The mood swings, the throwing up, the not eating and then you asked me if I would want a child one day. That’s when I realised. I’m going to have one.” His eyes never left Tanya. Harry’s head was hanging low, facing the floor. He didn’t dare look up but the intake of his breath showed he was as shocked as anyone else was.
“Even better.” Max sounded behind me and I felt myself being dragged out of the house as another man of Max’s pushed Tanya to follow.
“Wait! Give me some time with Sam. Please just let us say goodbye privately. I’ll do anything. I swear. I’ll do anything…” Harry said quickly as his breathing rose and he stared longingly into my clouded eyes.
“For gods sake. Fine!” Max pushed me without care into a random room and shut the door. Harry ran in after me and the guys with weapons all followed him. The door slammed shut and I heard Max shout.
“You have 10 minutes from now. Think about running and we won’t hesitate to shoot anyone.”

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Harry turned to me and a sob escaped my lips. We were in a small room. Coats were hanging up and a fireplace was against a red wallpapered wall at the back. He ran to me and his hands caressed my cheeks softly and passionately. I felt his lips press down onto mine hard and I felt more salty tears in our mouth as we both started to cry. My arms went around his neck gently but they so desperately pulled him closer to me wanting more. We gasped for air but then our lips pushed back against the others. I opened my mouth a little more giving Harry everything as he tasted me with haste. My hands ran down his cheeks and jaw bones quickly and he pulled his black t shirt off without hesitating. I felt along his muscles with the tips of my fingers as he brushed the hair away from my neck and began to kiss it desperately trying to find more. I moaned quietly and his hand caressed my head as it entwined within my thick hair. His fingers fumbled with the zip on my dress and slid down to the floor easily. The warm touch he had smoothed up and down my back as I curved into him, wanting to give him everything.
“Harry we can’t do this now. We can’t have sex here.” I said breathlessly but he carried on kissing along my neck shoulder with a burning desire for me. I felt his fingers hook into my bra clasp as he clipped it open quickly.
“Sam…I can’t let you go. I’ll die. He’ll hurt you. And I can’t even begin to think about that.” His eyes met mine as I was lifted onto his waist. My legs wrapped around him tightly and he moaned lightly from the pressure it putting against him.
“It’s not the end, we’ll find each other again Harry.” I cried into his lips and he stroked my hair softly and longingly.
“I can’t…I cant do it.” He said, as I saw the green flames his eyes possessed slowly turning off from the water now clouding around them. “I can’t bare it any more Sam. My body aches so much when you are gone. I can’t last a few seconds without you, let alone whatever this is.”
“Harry people will die if I don’t go. Tanya…she’s pregnant I have to go now that she is.”
“You don’t have to do anything.” He said strongly as he pressed his lips against mine again hard and ran my fingers into his hair and cured them around his fists.
“Harry…” I whispered delicately when we broke apart. I was scared he would shatter, as though he were glass.
“Yes bottle girl?” I watched his eyes take in every part of me, like I was disappearing on the spot.
“I’m afraid.” I wobbled when saying this and his arms wrapped around me tightly. Cuddling me into him. My head fell into the crook of his neck as I burst into tears.
“Shhhh you aren’t afraid. You are strong. Where’s the Sam who smashed a bottle into my back when we first met? Where’s the Sam who put a packet of cigarettes between her legs just so I wouldn’t get them. Where’s the girl who refused to let me see the broken part of her beautiful life? She’s in there. And she can do this. She can fight and I know she won’t let Max hurt her.” I felt more sobs escaping my lips as I took in these words Harry’s velvet voice spoke softly around me.
“Five minutes!” Max’s voice called through the door and we became frozen together. Like nothing would break us apart.
“Look at me.” Harry said and my gaze lifted up to his as I shook uncontrollably. He turned and I felt my back go up against the wall. My hands ran down his arms and his chest, trying to feel every part of him before he went.
"You are not afraid of heights, you are afraid of falling. You are not afraid of love, you are afraid of breaking. And you are not afraid of anything, but you are afraid of everything. I'm afraid of losing you but I will never be afraid to love you." My lip wobbled and I found myself kissing him hard. His hand was on my neck pulling me closer as he ran his other under my thigh to hold me up. I moaned a little from the touch in that area and he quickly carried me over to the sofa by the fire place. We were in complete darkness but that didn’t stop him from carrying on.
“Harry I love you. I love you so so so much. It already hurts and you haven’t even gone yet.” I whispered out as I wiped my eyes and he lay above me on his elbows. Gently his lips kissed over my collarbone and then down to above my heart. My hands knotted into his hair and tried to keep as much as the softness on the tips of my fingers as possible. His forehead fell and rested against my fast beating heart.
“One day I will marry you. One day I will hold you again. One day we will have a child together and I will be able to have you. You won’t be forced to go. You’ll be mine.” He looked up into my eyes and wiped the falling tears with my thumb as he did the same to me.
“I’m already yours green eyes. Ever since you took the cigarette from me. I was undoubtedly yours.”
Nothing but silence and racing heart beats.
“I will come and get you Sam. All of us. It will be soon. As soon as you walk out that door we will plan on finding you and Tanya. I’m not giving up on something that’s mine.” His voice growled protectively and my finger traced his jaw bone lightly.
“Promise me something.” I whispered to him as I looked into his eyes. The hollowness spread in my chest when I realised I would be leaving those green eyes behind.
“Anything.” His fingers brushed my hair behind my ear gently as his forehead rested upon mine.
“Look after yourself. And keep eating your pancakes which I’ll miss so much and…don’t stop singing. I know how happy it makes you. It will make me so happy to know you are still singing. No matter what happens I’ll listen to it again.”
“Times up!” Max shouted and the door flew open. Harry quickly pulled me against him and shielded my body as I was only in underwear. Tanya was then dragged in with a gun to her head and I kissed Harry’s cheek lightly and my head rested against him as I got up. My body shook and I clipped my bra up at the back. My hands went to get the dress but then I saw Harry’s top.
Tears welled up even more and I slid it over my head. It smelled of his scent and I cried hard when I was pushed out of the room leaving him behind. I didn’t care that I was half naked and being dragged out of a house into a black car.
I cared that I was leaving the person I loved behind.
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Harry’s POV
No. No. She’s gone. She can’t be gone. She won’t be gone. It’s a dream. It has to be a dream.
I ran out the door and saw the car speeding off of the drive as her hand was against the glass for me. My heart was ripping apart inside of my chest and I fell onto my knees.
“NO! She can’t be gone! She can’t be gone!” I felt more tears leak out of my eyes but I didn’t care one bit. I only cared for her. My breathing was fast and it kept building and building until I was about to break apart at the seams.
“Harry calm down, calm down.” I felt Louis comforting me as tried so badly to run after out the door after.
“HOW CAN I CALM DOWN?” My body raged with fury as I got up and smacked my fists into the closest walls.
“Guys!” I heard Louis shout behind me and suddenly more hands were restricting me from moving. My knuckles bled as the wall was replaced with my blood from my punches. I pushed the guys off of me and punched the wall again and again. For Sam. For Sam. I had to hurt myself, I had failed her.
My body was being pushed into another room, the living room I noticed through my blurry eyes and Donny was slumped on the sofa. His hands on his face and he wasn’t moving. He wasn’t looking at anyone but the darkness from his closed eyelids. He almost seemed dead. I wouldn’t be able to cope just by sitting still.
My hands found the vase and threw it hard, it smashed against the tv as both of them exploded into more small fragmented pieces. My mind flooded back to when me and Sam first met as she through the glass bottle at my back.
“No…” I felt my lips wobble as I said these words and I fell back onto my knees.
“Harry. Harry stop.” It was Liam’s voice now. He was knelt next to me and I glared past him into the room where she was taken.
A sudden sound and movement was heard from the front room.
“Oh Tanya darling you really shouldn’t leave the front door open.” A woman’s voice concluded and my heart completely died on the spot.
Tanya’s parents.
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Notes

thought i would treat you guys with another chapter ;)
Pretty emotional. Cried whilst writing this.
GOD DAMMIT HARRY AND SAM.

Anywaysss next chapter out soonnnnn :)

Katie x

p.s Jimmy the cat is fine.