I don't know what to do
To do with your kiss on my neck
I don't know what feels true
But this feels right so stay a sec
Yeah, you feel right so stay a sec
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"You know Lenny, we have to come up with some sort of agreement between the two of us." I frowned at him as I slip on my jeans that laid on the floor a few minutes prior.

"Agreement? I thought this was our agreement. Fun. Are you not having fun, Harry?"

"No no no! I am. I just feel like we need to more a title on it than just fun." He pulls the blanket down, showing his naked beauty. I bite my lip and he stalks closer to me. "I like titles, Len." He leans downs and gently pecks my lips. It was so soft, it barely felt like it was there.

"I know. I have to think about it and I'll get back to you." He nods and walks into his bathroom. I sigh and slouch on the edge of the bed. My head is spinning from so many things. "Harry," he peaks his head out from the door. "I have to go. I have to meet Lily for lunch tomorrow." He nods and smiles at me. "I'll call you." With that, I leave.

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"Okay. I have a shit ton of clothes, my Nike shoes, a heavy sweater, my technology. What else am I missing?"

"Nothing. You're all packed. Now come on, El! The guys are waiting for us!"

"Okay, okay! I just want to be prepared."

"We are only camping for 5 days. And we are going to be staying at a cabin by yours truly anyways." I roll my eyes at Lily and follow her out to the large van that was rented so all of us can fit in one car. I get sandwiched between Harry on the right and the door on the left. He smiles at me and gives my hand a squeeze. "You excited?" He asks. I nod and bring my knees up to my chest, resting my head on them.

My eyes jolt open when I hear someone shout. Niall is yelling at traffic. "I knew we should've left sooner! Now we are stuck with all these people driving with their finger up their ass!" Lily laughs and soothes him down.

"We'll get there, babe. It's early morning on a Thursday. People are trying to get to work."
"We are almost there anyways, mate. From here, it's like 15 more minutes." Harry reassures Niall.

Exactly 15 minutes later, Niall is pulling up to a beautifully large cabin. Trees surrounding the house, making it our own personal space. Everyone rushes out of the car to go see the cabin. Harry and I stagger behind. He smiles at me as I look at the house in awe. "You like it, love?"

"Like it? Harry this is gorgeous! I mean look at it. It's like no one on earth exists." He drapes his arm around my shoulders, kissing the top of my head.

"I wanted to take you here a long time ago. I just never got the chance." I look up at his breathtaking green eyes. He leans down and softly kisses my lips. "Now we're here." He whispers against my lips. Someone yells for our names. "Unfortunately with a disturbance." I giggle and we head inside.

The inside is bigger than the outside and much more breathtaking. Everything is in wood and it feels like home. The smell of Mother Nature takes over a natural smell in the house. Lily grabs my hand and leads me upstairs to the bedrooms. There are 4 in total. Lily opens a bedroom with one big room. "This is my room!" She squeals. Her smile is big and her eyes are bright brown. I laugh and set down my bag.

“Then where is my room then?”

“Oh come on. We both know you’ll be staying in Harry’s room.” I blush but don’t deny her. We both know it’s the truth.

We both plop down on the bed at the same time. ”Thank you, Harry." She sighs. I prop up on my elbows and look at her.

"Can I ask you something, Lil?"

"Yes, he is head over heels for you. But you are too stubborn to realize how much he cares for you. I can see it by the way he looks at you. Like you are the most valuable thing on this galaxy let alone planet." She opens one eye and looks at me. "Was that your question?"

I sigh and lie back down. "We just use each other for sex, Lil. I'm not going to deny that I care about him, because I do. But our relationship is just clearly physical."

"Honey, the only thing clear about your relationship with that boy is the love that he shares for you."

"Love?" It comes out like its a foreign word to me.

"Yes, El. Love. That boy loves you no matter how hard you try to change it."

The rest of the day is a little slow because all of us are unpacking. I find a spare bedroom and I finish mine, finding Harry to help him with his. Knowing him, he'd just keep his things in his bag without actually unpacking. I find the room he is staying in. The room is big. It's just as beautiful as the rest of the house. He is standing in the balcony with his back to me. I open the doors quietly and wrap my arms around his torso. He doesn't jump like I'd expected him to but he smiles and holds my arms that are around him. "Hey, baby." He turns around and meets my eyes. I lean up on my toes and place my lips on his. We don't kiss. We just stay wrapped in each other's arms.

"I missed you." I say against his lips.

"We just saw each other-"

"I know. But we haven't been able to be with each other for a bit. Like really be with one another since that one time." I blush at the memory of him and I at my parents house about two weeks ago.

"Oh yeah. That was hot." He smirks. I laugh and hit his shoulder. "You were so controlling. Fuck, you were so sexy." He moans against my lips. He leads me back into the house and the back of legs hit the bed. "God, I remember how good you tasted that night from all that wine you drank." He gently pushes me down on the bed, kissing my neck. "If only I can just fuck you right now." He grinds his hips on mine and I can feel his bulge.

"Eleanor! Harry!" Lily yells.

"Soon, baby." He whispers, giving me a deep kiss then pulling away. I am breathing heavily even when he leaves the room. I throw my head back and my thoughts swarm my mind.

The night comes quicker than expected and all of us are sitting around the fire in the middle. Billy and I are making jokes about people like we always do. Lily and Harry are in a deep conversation about god knows what. The rest are all in their own conversations.

"You know Ellie, mum really likes Harry." Billy takes a sip of his beer and gives me a suggestive look.

"Well mum also thinks that dad is attractive so mums mental process is a little off."

“I'm serious, Eleanor. Mum and even dad. We all like him. When are you going to stop being so protective? One day, he's going to realize that you don't want anything more and he's going to move on."

"Billy, you're my brother, I love you. But I am a big girl. I think I know what I'm doing." He sighs and takes another sip of his beer. "Did Lily set you up to this?"

"No Lily did not set me up. It's just what I see."

"Harry and I are just friends."

"Friends don't shag with one another, El."

"We do not-" I sigh and shake my head. "We don't shag, Bill."

“Eleanor, I know what you were doing in the bathroom when we all had dinner a couple weeks ago.”

"Okay fine yes. Harry and I do hook up from time to time but that doesn't mean we aren't friends."

"Friends with benefits, Ellie. There's a difference." I roll my eyes and wrap my hoodie tighter around me. Actually, it's Harry's hoodie.

The wind starts to pick up a bit and everyone is getting sleepy. I change out of my clothes and into my nightwear. Lily laughs at my fuzzy cloud pants and my cat shirt. "It's comfortable, Lil. Okay? Sorry I don't sleep in satin like you do, Princess." She raises her hands up in defense.
I toss and turn all night and can't seem to get some sleep. I walk down to the kitchen and get a glass of water. The light is already on and Harry is sitting on one of the island stools. "Can't get any sleep?" He asks. I nod and pour myself a cup of water.

"Maybe it's because I'm in a unfamiliar place."

"Or maybe because you can't sleep without me?"

"Maybe." I sigh and bite the inside of my cheek.

"Do you want to go swimming? No one else is up and it'll just be the two of us."

"Now? It's 2 a.m. Harry."

"So? It'll be fun." He gives me a sly smile that I can't resist.

So here I am, in a freezing lake with a boy who I cannot control myself when I'm with. We splash a round and play for a little bit but then he grabs my hips and pulls me closer to his chest. Our laughing dies down and our eyes lock. He kisses my lips softly and pulls me even closer, if that is even possible. My fingers tangle in his hair, deepening the kiss. His lips trail off down my jaw and my collar bones. "Harry no teasing. Take me right here." I moan. He kisses me once more and we exit the lake.

He kisses me once are out of the water and takes off my bikini top, dropping it on the floor. I gasp and look at him. He has that stupid smirk plastered on his lips. I lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his torso; he leads us into the house and to his room. He lays me on bed and then locks the door. "Let's hope these walls are sound proof." He removes the bottom of my bikini suit and throws it on the ground. I lean up on my elbows and watch him kiss the inside of my thighs. He kisses very close to my heat but skips over it and licks up my navel.

He starts to kiss down my stomach and pecks my pelvic bones. Without any warning, he starts sucking on my folds. I groan and lift up my hips. He holds them down with his arm, creating a bruise on my hip from his grasp. His tongue enters me and his finger is playing with my clit. I throw my head back from the pleasure and grip the sheets below me. He continues the sinful act and I near my edge. "I'm so close." I mange to gasp out. Harry abruptly stops, kissing each of my nipples then my lips. "I want you to come on me." He pulls down his swimming trunks, his member hitting his lower abdomen.

I grab him, stroking him. He moans and bites down on my neck. "Fuck, babe. I'm so hard." He flips us and I am on top of him. I align him up with my entrance and sink down on him, both of us moaning. He is big, bigger than I ever had. There is only like three that I could compare him to but none of them compare to Harry. I adjust to his size for a bit but then start moving my hips. It doesn’t matter how many times Harry and I have had sex, I will never be used to his size when he first enters me. His hands are all over my body and they feel wonderful. He spanks my ass, rings adorned on his fingers and leaving stings on me. Harry's hips jolt up when I rise. He hits a spot that makes me throw my head back and let out a loud moan. He sits up and takes control, holding me to his chest while he thrusts his hips into mine. My nails are scratching down his back and his fingers dig into my hips.

"Oh god Harry. I'm so close." He nods and kisses behind my ear.

"Me too baby. Just let go. I'm here." His fingers start to rub my clit. My climax reaches further than expected and I come on him, shaking from the release. A few thrusts later and he comes too.

We stay wrapped up in each other for a little bit. Our breathing slows down and he pulls out of me. He places gentle kisses around my face, moving my hair behind my ear. I place my lips on his and peck his lips a few times. I roll off of him after a few minutes and catch my breath. "That was great." I say after what felt like hours of silence.

"It was amazing, babe. You're amazing." He strokes my cheek and traces my lips. I get lost in the green of his eyes even though it's dark outside. My mind trails off to what Lily and Bill say. I look down at my hands, shaking my head. "What is it?"

"I'm tired. I'll see you in the morning." I start to get up but he stops me.

"Stay. With me tonight."

"People are going to suspect something happened."

"So what? We don't have to tell them shit."

"Harry, come on. We won't hear the end of it. I think it's best if I just stay in my room." I give his hand a squeeze and find a shirt of his and a pair of boxers. "I'll give these to you tomorrow." He chuckles and watches me dress the leave.

I awake the next morning and shower then change. I head down stairs where I hear all the noise. "Hey sleepyhead." Niall ruffles my hair. I slap his hand away and sit on one of the island stools, next to Lily. She hands me a cup of coffee and the sugar. I pour the amount of sugar I like and then take a sip of the hot substance.

"Hey guys?" Billy says from the door leading out to the back. "I found this outside. Who's is it?" He holds up my bikini top. My eyes widen and I look at Harry who is sitting at the table. Oh fuck. I rush over to Billy and snatch it out of his hand.

"Mine, sorry." I mumble and quickly take up to my room. I slowly descend from the stairs and try my hardest to make myself noticeable. But all else fails when they all rush to ask me questions.

"Were you skinny dipping?"

"Who were you with?"

I step back and look at Harry and Lily for help. "She was with me." Lily finally says. "We went swimming last night and we had a little too much to drink." They all nod and go back to their previous actions. I sigh and sit on the sofa, drinking my coffee.

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