Famous

I woke up to some noise in the kitchen. I turn around and realise Harry is not in bed anymore I got up and walked to the kitchen. Harry was making breakfast
„Good morning.“ I said and Harry turned around and smiled. God his smile is pretty. Ella, what are you talking about? Focus. I schooled myself.
„Morning. Hope you are hungry.“ He said and I smile at him and honesty even if I wasn't hungry the smell would make me hungry.
„I am. Thanks. Do you want a cup of tea or coffee?“ I ask him.
„I'll go with tea this morning.“ He says I nod my head and put water on the stove so it can boil. While I wait for that I turn on TV and first that appears is E!. I go back to the kitchen and take some cups out.
„Harry Styles has a new fling.“ I hear and stop what I was doing Harry does the same and looks at TV.
„Yesterday he was spotted leaving the London eye and all over the Zoo he was with a mysterious blonde. Afterwards, the two went to Liam Payne's house. The two were spotted leaving and Styles was seen entering her building. The entire time they seemed quite close. Does Styles have a new girlfriend? And who is she?“ I just kept listening and watching there were pictures from the Zoo us going to Liam's house and us entering my building…
„Fuck!“ Harry said frustrated. I looked at him and he sat down on the couch his head in his hands. Was this that bad? „I'm so sorry.“ He said and I looked at him surprised.
„Why are you apologising to me?“ I ask him and he looks up at me.
„Because of this.“ He says and shows on TV. „It will be all over the media.
„It's not that bad they will forget about it eventually…“ I started to speak but he stopped me.
„No, they won't. They will be around all the time because they want to know who I'm with and they don't even care if that means that I don't have any privacy. I don't care for my privacy at all the problem is you are going to lose yours. If they found out what's your name you will get hate from fans and… Just fuck… I am so sorry.“ He said and put his head back in his hands. I think about what he said. Hate? Am I ready for that? It didn't end well last time. But I changed, I learned not to listen to that. I sit next to Harry and look at him.
„Can you pleas look at me?“ I ask him my voice calm. He picks up his head and looks at me he looks like he might cry and that breaks my heart. „I don't care what they have to say. I mean look at them just because we were seen together they think we are in a relationship. They know nothing. If some hate and couple of rumours are the price to have you and rest of the guys for friends then fine. You are a too nice person and so are the others. I am not giving up on you guys just because of that. I've been through worse. So stop being such a drama queen and finish that breakfast because I'm starving and you won't hear that often from me.“ I say and he laughs then he hugs me.
„You sure you are okay with that?“ He asks.
„Yeah, I'm great... Now go finish breakfast I was serious about that.“ I say and he gets up while laughing.
"I'm gonna pick up the pieces and build a Lego house
If things go wrong we can knock it down
My three words have two meanings but there's one thing on my mind
It's all for you…“
My phone rings and I answer It.
„Hello?“
„Hi baby.“ My mum says „Kako si? (How are you?)“ She asks and I smile. Haven't heard my language in a while.
„Dobro sam. Kako ste ti i tata? (I'm fine. How are you and dad?)“ I ask her. It feels weird talking in Croatian again. I got so used to talking in English. I look at Harry and he is looking at me like I'm talking on Chines. He looks so funny I smile at him.
„Mi smo dobro… Malo zabrinuti. Tko je taj dečko s kojim smo te vidjeli na televiziji? Molim te reci mi da to nisi ti. (We are good… Little worried. Who is that boy you were on TV with? Pleas tell me that is not you.)“ She says and I roll my eyes of course she couldn't just call me and ask how am I without criticising me.
„Mama on je samo prijatelj. Jako je drag i ako vjeruješ svemu što vidiš na televiziji onda nemamo o čemu razgovarat. I ti i tata se morate pomirit s tim da sada imam novi život zaboravila sam prošlost to poglavlje je zatvoreno. Ja ću vam vječno biti zahvalna na svemu ali sad trebam svoju slobodu. (Mum he is just a friend. He is really nice and if you believe everything that you see on TV then we have nothing to talk about. You and dad need to realise that I have new life now I forgot the past that chapter is closed for me. I will be greatfull to you forever but now I need my freedom. „ I said there was silence for awhile.
„Okay. Dobit ćeš ju. Ali nemoj zaboravit da se uvijek možeš vratiti kući. (Okay. You will get it. But don't forget you can come back home whenever you want.)“ She said and hung up. Well she took that well but she needs to stop treating me like a child.
„What was that?“ Harry asked me, I look at him and go to kitchen. I finish making tea.
„That was my mum and me talking in my language. Croatian.“ I say and hand him cup. I take a sip. „She saw me on TV and she wanted to know if it's true what they said.“ I explain.
„I'm sorry.“ He said aand I roll my eyes.
„Stop apologising. I told you it's okay. I explained everything to her and she is okay.“ I say and smile at him.
„If you say so. Here breakfast is ready.“ He says and I take a plate with eggs and bacon. I sit at the table and Harry sits next to me. This food is good. „This is great.“ I say and he smiles thanking me.
„So what are you up to today?“ He asks me.
„Well I think it's about time I unpack. School starts soon and my clothes is still in sutcaise.“ I say and Harry looks at me shocked.
„You still haven't unpack?“ He asks me.
„Well I was quite busy. I almost died on London eye then I walked around the Zoo found out one of my new friends got girl pregnant, ended up on TV because apparently I'm in a relationship with some famous guy… It was crazy couple of days.“ I say and he laughs.
„Okay I see your point. I'll help you. I am free to 3 pm then I have interview.“ He says and I thank him. In the middle of us eating my doorbell rings. Harry looks at me and I shrug. Who could that be? I get up and walk towards the doors. I open them and there is Louis standing behind him Liam and Niall.
„Morning is Harry here by any chance?“ He asks and I let them in.
„We were just eating breakfast.“ I say and they follow me. I sit down and continue eating. Harry looks surprised to see the boys.
„Why aren't you answering your damn phone?“ Louis asks him and Harry looks at his phone.
„Sorry it was on silent. What's up?“ Harry says.
„Well first of all you need to solve this thing with media and explane that you two are not in a relationship because she will get hate from fans and she told you how that ended up last time.“ Louis says and I look at him quite annoyed. Guess Liam told him.
„Hey! I'm right here. Don't attack him for that.“ I say and they look at me. „We already talked about it and no matter what he says media and your fans will have an opinion no matter if it's right or wrong. Trust me I know I'm part of the fandom. And yes in the past I had problems but I learned from them and I'm not going back to that.“ I say and get up. „Thank you for caring but this is why I don't tell that to people they treat me different later. I moved here so my parents could give me a break I don't need another father.“ I say and walk to my bedroom. I close the doors and do what I always do when I'm nervous or frustrated turn on the music and start, in this case unpacking. Harry walks in and sits next to me on floor where I was sorting out shirts. He started to help me I looked at him and he looked at me to.
„What?“ He asks „I told you I will help you. By the way great choice of music.“ He says. I was listening to Ed Sheerans album X.
„Thank you. Have I over reacted?“ I ask him and he looks at me and stops what he was doing.
„I get that you don't want us to treat you different but…“ He says and takes my hands in his „You can't expect from us to stop worrying. You are amazing person and I admire you but we have media attention on us for 5 years and we know how hard it can get. And we don't want anything bad happening to you. I don't know if you can or can't see this but we got pretty close to you. I have feeling like I know you for ages when in reality I know you for three days.“ He says and I smile at him and hug him. I get up from the floor and go back to living room I hug Louis.
„I'm sorry I over reacted. It's just my mom called me before you guys came and her and dad are sort of crazy since everything that happend… I can't really blame them but still… I am not child anymore… And then you came and I just… I'm sorry.“ I say and hug him again.
„It's okay. I was just really shocled when Liam told me the story this morning. And then I saw that thing on E!“ He says and I smile.
„It's okay… But don't you dare treat me different.“ I say and they all nod their heads.

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