*** Harry’s pov ***

I was awakened by the doorbell. Is it worth getting up from bed?
No, it’s certainly just one of the kids in the neighborhood who rung the doorbell and then run away, hoping to show their friends how incredibly cool they are. I can promise you that it has happened at least fourteen times during those last few days for some strange reason. At times we’ve even been so unmotivated to respond, so we ignored to open the door and to see who is was, because of that.

I’ve been completely disconnected from civilization during these days, as both my phone and my computer have been turned off. Apart from that time when Louis had gone so far as to call my mom's phone, hoping to get a hold of me. During that very evening we had been on for two hours, talking about everything, but especially about her.
About my girl.
About Sarah.

But I’ve just remained in my bed for days and felt generally depressed. I have such periods sometimes, usually when I feel like everything in my life is tearing apart at the same time. When it’s too much to handle, I’d just simply… I don’t know, stay out of it somehow.
Usually the guys tell me that the thing I need, is to get out and spend some quality time with them, and not to confine myself and malting in my thoughts.
But the truth is that I am a person who needs time for himself when things turn around. I just simply haven’t had the energy for anything else, to be honest.


The sentences Megan told me that afternoon still echoes in the back of my head.
‘You deserve better than Sarah, you deserve someone who deserves you. I even heard rumors that say that she was dating another guy at the beginning of your relationship, the super girl. Or how was it?’
She had a devilish grin. The smirk that I would normally have found tempting, but in that very moment I got even more disgusted than I already was.
Her opinion really made me open my eyes and ask myself of what I'm doing.
Her opinion indicated only on the wines I really am.
No, she doesn’t deserve me.
She does not deserve this.
She deserves so much better than this.
So much better than me.

But when she came into my life and made me realize what true love is, you can all forget that I'm going to let her go.
I love her too much.
She said she needed time to herself, which is why I intend to give her the time she needs, and more.
It has been difficult. She has been the only thing that existed in my mind. When I'm awake, she’s all I’m thinking of. When I asleep, I dream of her.
Sometimes I have nightmares about me losing her.


I finally got up from the bed for the first time of the day, and I immediately felt dizzy. I walked towards the front door, and I wasn’t expecting anything special either. I got up from the bed mostly because of the daily physical activity's sake.

I looked out the peep-hole and expecting to not see any at all.
I saw someone, or something, that was walking away. It didn’t look like anything else than just a bright spot. The last I concentrated felt like being ages ago.
I backed away from the peep-hole and rubbed my eyes, hoping that the dizziness would be removed.

I approached the peep-hole one last time, and this time I was able to at least determine that it was a man who slowly but surely was about to walk away from the staircase and out into the yard.
I backed away and unlocked the lock, and then I opened the door quickly.

That's when I felt I lost my breath. It was the long, shiny, blonde hair that I had seen as a bright dot earlier. The long blonde hair which I’ve ironed my hand through so many times.

"Sarah" I said that, what I experienced to be, almost a whisper.
But I had said it loud enough for her to hear.

She froze in just half a second, and at that moment I didn’t know anymore if the oxygen content.

The assessment of the way she was standing, she was probably reflected deeply on whether she should’ve run away, or if she would’ve turned around.
I wonder what thoughts went through her head at this very moment.

She finally turned around, and I met her beautiful eyes. The special and original shade between blue and green. Just as special and original as she herself.

Notes

Ugh, such a short chapter, I know I know. Please don't hate me.
But I thought that you'd like to have an update or so.

Will she forgive and forget, or..?
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