I sit on the bathroom floor with a bottle of pills in one hand, and a glass of water in the other. I empty the bottle out into my mouth, followed by a gulp of water. I'm done... Finally out of any sort of pain I've ever had. I then started to cry, the revolting pain was too much to handle. Me, Madisyn Beer, the beautiful freak, committing suicide. I start crying even harder, gasping for air. I shouldn't have done this! I don't even know what love is or what it feels like! I've never had my first kiss, I haven't satisfied my mom, and Elliot won't have anybody to look up to as in older sibling... I hold my stomach tightly, and blow chunks all over the bathroom floor, and some on the toilet seat. I groan loudly in pain.

"Madi, may I come in? You sound terrible." I hear a voice from outside the bathroom door.

"No... I'm uh, fine. Just feeling a lit-" I'm cut off by my own spew of vomit.

"I'm coming in." She says, opening the door. I scramble to find the bottle, but it's too late. My mom's already contacted the ambulance. I reach out for her. Her gentle mom like hands tightly grab mine. A faint smile grows on my face. I'll miss her touch. Maybe I won't make it. Elliot appears in the doorway. His eyebrows furrow. Only 7 years old, witnessing his older sister, his influence, his guide on how to get a girl to like him back... Witnessing his older sister dying.

"I'm sorry Elliot..."

Notes

New story! Yes! I'm feeling super confident about this

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