Harry's P.O.V

I opened my eyes and strong lights from the sun was let trough the curtains by my windows. I sat up and turned to the girl who was laying next to me. Lucy. Anxiety swallowed my body when flashbacks from yesterday started to play in my head. No, no, no. I did not..I did. I had sex with my best friend last night. Fuck.
I snuck out of the bed and dressed myself in some sweats before I went out to the kitchen, where Louis was sitting. ''There you are, damn Hazza how are you feeling today? I haven't seen you that drunk since..'' I cut him off ''don't talk to me right now'' I groaned as I laid down on the counter hiding my face in my hands. Louis let out a loud laugh and shoved some cheese doodles in his mouth ''so, did you get some last night?'' he smirked. I looked up at him and my face must have gave it away because Louis literally ran to my bedroom door. I got up as quick and ran after him, standing between him and the door. ''Come on, I just wanna see who it is. Is it that blonde you were talking to earlier yesterday?'' 'can you just let it be and forget about it?'' I said quiet, praying to god that she had not woken up in there. Louis let it go and I sighed relieved. Suddenly the door opened behind me. I locked eyes with Louis who looked chocked when he saw who was standing behind me. ''Oh'' was all he said ''I'm gonna..go. See ya later'' he said and left my flat.

Lucy's P.O.V

Without looking at Harry I started to walk to the bathroom. ''Uhm, maybe we should talk?'' he said talking to my back ''uh-huh'' I said and locked myself in the bathroom. I was wearing Harry's t-shirt which I had found on the floor beside the bed. I met my own eyes in the mirror and took two deep breaths. Okay, I have had sex. With my best friend. My first time was with my best friend. I felt the panic spreading trough my body and slapped myself hard across the face trying to prevent myself from having a panic attack. A million thoughts were circling in my head and I couldn't wish for anything other that our friendship wasn't going to be over when I left this room. Okay Lucy, you have two choices. Either you go out there pretending that you don't remember what happened at all, or you go out there risking your friendship with Harry. The first alternative sounded compelling but I knew what I had to do. And I couldn't lie to him. We don't do that to each other.

Harry's P.O.V

I was sitting in the sofa when I heard the bathroom door open. She wasn't in a hurry and finally she sat down beside me, at the other end of the sofa. The silence between us was everything else but comfortable. ''I'm sorry'' she looked up at me surprised to hear me speak ''I shouldn't have..I knew that you..that you hadn't'' I couldn't finish the sentenced. I felt such shame over what I had done. ''Wait what? Why are you apologizing? It's not like the responsibility was all on you? she sounded pissed ''I'm just like the other guys you've talked about'' I said and felt tears threatening to come out. ''No, Harry. Don't say that, you're not like them. You asked me if I wanted to and even when we were doing it you kept asking if I was okay. The difference between you and those other guys is that you care and they didn't. And that's it''. I nodded slowly, relieved that she didn't blame me, even though I kind of still blamed myself. We were quiet for a couple minutes before I spoke ''so what do we do now? I mean, us, like does this change anything?'' I held my breath, not really sure what I wanted her to say. ''Go back to normal of course, it was a drunken thing. You're still my best friend'' she laughed and I smiled at her. ''Well, I should probably get going'' she stood up and headed for the door. ''Wait, uhm I don't think we used a..'' she cut me off ''I'm on birth control'' she waved goodbye and with that she was gone. I was relieved that we solved it in a good way and that we were still best friends, but something in my stomach didn't feel right. But I couldn't figure out what it was.

Lucy's P.O.V

''Surprise'' I had opened my front door to find my childhood friend Tess at the door. She was wearing her usual snapback, a black t-shirt with some band print on and skinny jeans. ''What..what are you doing here? You're in London?'' I stuttered when we'd flew in each others arms hugging tightly. We hadn't seen each other in four months since she left in June, but it felt like it was yesterday we hugged each other goodbye. ''You need to tell me everything about what has happened since we last saw each other. And how's Harry? God I've missed you guys so much'' she said as we sat down in my sofa. Oh, Harry. We hadn't seen each other in four days since that day I left his flat. We had been texting like everything was normal though, we both had just been busy these last few days. But I still had a weird gut feeling. And I couldn't figure out what it was all about.

Notes

A shorter chapter, sorry about that!
So now Tess is in the story, we'll see if she figures out what happened between Harry and Lucy. She is after all one of their closest friends.

Hope you enjoyed it anyways :)

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