My first month in London had gone by too fast but honestly I was feeling disappointed. School wasn't what I had imagined it to be and every day I had to walk in that building I got depressed. The courses I was taking didn't make sense, I didn't understand anything. I just sit there in class and feel dumb. I knew it was going to be difficult but I didn't expect it to be this hard, I think I could've managed if I had made friends though. But everyone looks at me like I'm the freak who doesn't know anything. I mean, I kind of am. You think children can be cruel but it's worse when you're an adult and other adults ignore you. The worst thing about this is that I'm feeling so alone in this town. Harry had been in the studio most of the time working on One Direction's new album and I was too shy to text Eleanor or Danielle. I was just not comfortable with the idea yet. Last time we all hung out, when Harry and I was in a fight, they called me but only because Liam had called them first. I didn't really felt part of the group just yet.

Harry's P.O.V

I had just finished my late dinner and crashed on the sofa when the front door opened. Lucy walked in and I saw on her face that something was wrong. I was just about to stand up and walk over but she was already heading for the sofa. ''Is something wrong?'' she shook her head and laid down her head on my lap. ''Can we just watch a movie?'' she said and I got that she didn't want to talk about it. Within a couple minutes in to the movie I heard her snuffle. ''Hey love, tell me what's going on?'' I lifted her so she was sitting and wrapped my arm around her. Her head fell instantly against my shoulder and her cry got louder. I didn't really know what to do so I just sat there shushing and holding her.
''I just want to go home'' she'd calmed down but tears were still streaming down her face. ''To your flat?'' ''No, home to Holmes Chapel'' I could feel my heart sinking ''Nothing is how I'd imagined it to be, I don't really fit in in school and I just feel so lost. And like I have one friend in this town'' I barely reacted since she was talking so fast but suddenly understood what she was saying. ''You have the guys, El and Dani too. And you can't just leave because things aren't what you expected them to be. If you don't like school, drop out? Why spend your life on something you don't like doing?'' I stroke away the last remaining tears from her face. ''But my parents are going to be so disappointed, they've given me everything and now I'm just throwing it away'' she stated ''no, throwing it all away would be if you packed up and went back to home. Now you're just changing your mind a bit. And I think that all your parents care about is that you're happy and doing something you like'' she nodded after taking in what I had just said. She decided to take the weekend to make a decision on whether or not continue at Uni.

Lucy's P.O.V

After my talk with Harry I felt so much better. Danielle and Eleanor had been texting me a lot and we hung out a lot more. I finally felt that I had people to call my friends here in London. I was really beginning to like it here. It was Friday and Harry had planned a party at his place, it couldn't have come a better time than this. I really needed to let loose and just live a little.

The party had already begun when I walked in at 9.30pm. At least 30 people were dancing in the living room and the music was loud. ''There she is, my best friend Lucyloose'' I turned around to see Harry and Louis with a red cup in each hand. ''And how much have you been drinking?'' I laughed as Harry attacked me with a hug. I hugged Louis before Dani and El walked up to me screaming of excitement of my presence. ''We need drinks'' El yelled over the music and I got dragged away to the kitchen. Dani mixed something in a red cup before giving it to me ''special mix from moi'' she said proud which made me laugh out loud. I swallowed everything in the cup in one take with the girls cheering at me. ''Can we do shots?'' El begged and Dani started pouring vodka in to shot glasses. Two shots, okay maybe five, later we moved to the living room to dance.

We danced like there were no tomorrow and I felt how drunk I was getting. ''I'm going to the bathroom'' I yelled to the girls and headed towards the bathroom. It would've been easier if the walls weren't moving but hey, what could I do? I passed the kitchen and grabbed another shot to throw in my mouth. A very bad decision. I got in to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. My face was blank and looked a little sweaty from all the dancing. I let out a loud burp causing me to burst out laughing. ''God I'm really drunk'' I said loud to myself. I walked out of the bathroom and in the living room again. I jumped El and Dani from behind and the screamed of laughter when they saw it was me. My dancing wasn't as good as before, my movements were rather sloppy due to my drunken state but I had so much fun I didn't care. ''Can I have this dance?'' Harry slurred at me where he now stood beside me. I laughed and put my hands around his neck and instantly he put his hands on my hips dragging me closer. We danced for a while but I'm sure it all looked like dry humping. ''Come'' Harry said and dragged me to his bedroom.

He closed the door behind us and we both started to laugh. ''God I should not have taken that last shot'' I groaned ''You always say that'' he laughed. When the laughs faded we stood just looking at each other for a couple seconds before I put my arms around his neck. He followed my lead and put his hands on my hips. I don't know who took the first step but before I knew it our lips were pressed against each other. Hungry kisses, groping hands and us falling down on the bed. Without releasing his lips I reached for his black t-shirt, with a quick movement i took it off just to let him drag me out of my dress. Clothing after clothing were ripped of and before we knew it it was just us and our bodies. ''Are you sure?'' Harry breathed heavily and I nodded reassuring him I wanted to before minimizing the space between our bodies and I reached for his lips again. We were sober enough to know what we were doing, but we were also drunk enough to stop it.

Notes

Uh-oh, what will happen between Harry and Lucy now?


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