Two months later

Lucy's P.O.V

''Gosh Cara, I'm exhausted'' I said and crashed down on the couch in Cara's livingroom ''life of a model, dear'' she crashed down next to me. I had been working non stop since I got home from the US two months ago, I guess I had taken a lot of extra work just to forget about the fact that I miss Harry. I mean we text all the time, facetime sometimes but I haven't been in his arms or felt his kisses in two months. That could really fuck your head up sometimes. As if Cara had read my mind she asked, ''do you miss him?'' I sighed ''all the fucking time''. A lot had changed in two months, at least for me. I hang out a lot with Cara and she have given me her lovely vocabulary, I wasn't a big swearer before but now it seems to slip out more often. I had also seen Eleanor a couple of times but she's working a lot too. A positive with the model thing is that I train five times a week and Cara and I eat so much healthy food. I haven't been better, physically, ever. Mentally I seem to be having some dark thoughts lately, I think it comes from the nightmares I have. It's all about losing Harry in numerous different ways, like he finding someone else or dying. I know it sounds weird but it scares me. The media also likes to spread rumors, if Harry or me is photographed with someone of the opposite sex we are suddenly not together anymore or cheating on each other. It sucks. I haven't really told Harry how I feel, he seems to be doing so good on tour I don't want to bring down his mood with my problems. ''Two months is a long time..'' Cara smirked, I laughed and threw a pillow on her ''oh, shut it''. ''What? I'm just telling the truth, I mean it's easier for us girls but how do you think Harry's doing?'' that stupid smirk didn't leave her face ''I believe he's doing pretty good, since you know there's something called camera phones'' she made a shocked face ''you're sending nudes to each other?'' I blushed, ''You're totally sending nudes to him'' she clapped her hands laughing.
''Well -'' I protested ''not full front, but teases'' it was my time to smirk. ''Oh my god, Lucy. You're so not the good girl I thought you were. You are rad''.

As something that had become quite a habit, we were going clubbing tonight. I mean if I had a regular job I wouldn't be clubbing on weekdays but hey, model life. Also it helps me get my mind of Harry. Speaking of Harry, my phone rang.

''Hi babe, how's tour treating ya?''
''It's amazing, we still have like two months left US-part. Actually I wanted to talk to you about that, you know how I said tour might be longer than five months?''
''Yes?'' am I a bad person for hoping that the tour won't be longer?
''We got Australia and New Zealand too'' I could tell by his voice he was so excited
''Wow, that's amazing. So how long will the tour extend?'' I tried my hardest sounding happy
''Well, depends how it goes in Australia and New Zealand we might get booked for Asia too. But we will definetly be done by October'' October? Is this a joke.
''Oh''
''Yeah, oh sorry they're calling my name from stage. I gotta go. I love you'' he hung up.

''Was that Harry?'' Cara asked when I came back to her bedroom, ''yeah, he said he might be gone until October'' ''shit'' I nodded. ''I'm about to cry so can we just do shots, I need to get this of my mind'' .
We arrived at the Funky Buddha and I was ready to just forget. We got to our Vip table which was full of models and random hot guys. And I drank, and I drank, and I drank.


Harry's P.O.V

''Thank you Chicago'' I yelled as we walked off stage. Another great show had ended. Tour life was the best part of what we're doing, to actually see the fans that support us, buys our music and pretty much dedicate their lives to us. And people think bungee jump is a kick, try performing in front of millions of people who know the words to something you've been sitting writing down on a paper.
After we all had showered we headed for the tour bus, our next stop was going to be Nashville and then Atlanta. I sat down on the couch between Niall and Louis and just leaned back. Niall was as usual holding a guitar in his hands and soon he played the tunes to 'save tonight' making us all sing along. ''Go on and close the curtains, cause all we need is candlelight. You and me, and a bottle of wine. To hold you tonight'' this was the best part of being in the tour bus, just sitting with four of my best friends a guitar and sing. ''Save tonight and fight the break of dawn, come tomorrow. Tomorrow I'll be gone''.

I had just crashed down in my bunker bed, it was two in the morning and I was exhausted. It's almost 8am in London then and Lucy is probably on her way to a photoshoot so I decided to call her.
''Hello?'' she sounded tired
''Hey, it's me. Are you asleep?''
''No, I'm just super tired. How are you?'' she let out a yawn
''I'm good, just exhausted. How was your day yesterday?''
''You know the usual, me dressed up in ten different outfits for eight hours'' she laughed
''Sounds fun, hey is that Cara?'' I swear I could hear Cara's voice in the background
''Oh yeah she's complaining she's hungover'' on a Wednesday?
''Were you guys out last night?''
''Yeah, I'm actually quite hungover too''
''Uh, why are you drinking on a weekday?'' I hope this wasn't something that she had started to do
''Oh it's nothing, we were just celebrating a friend's birthday'' on a Wednesday, yeah right
''Okay, but it's like two in the morning here I should probably sleep''
''Do that, babe. I love you''
''I love you too''

Notes

Okay so a looot of dialogue in this chapter, I just wanted to have their phone calls in the story. So, Harry doesn't seem to like that Lucy is drinking in the weekdays, and we all know he doesn't really like that Lucy is hanging out with Cara either. But what can he do, there's a whole ocean between them.
Next chapter might be a little weird, it's basically short 'stories' about Lucy and her kind of spiraling out of control. Lol.


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