Alyssa,
The lads told me how great it was to be on tour again, but the screaming, oh gosh, all they heard was screaming. Around 5:30, Omari announced that she had to leave,something about hanging out with some friend that was turning 20.

She hugged me goodbye and left the room. Around 8:30. a nurse came in and said that anyone who wasn't staying the night had to leave. I hugged Liam, Niall, Louis, and Harry. But Zayn stayed put in his chair. As Harry was walking out the door, he asked "Zayn aren't you coming?"

Zayn shook his head and his attention went back to the T.V. "Zayn what are you doing? I know you don't want to stay here." I said.

Zayn looked at me and responded "Alyssa, I'm gonna stay with you. I care about you. I love you." But he quietly murmured "But you don't love me."

After a few minutes of watching T.V, Zayn walked into the hallway and called a doctor to our room. "Could you help me put this bed closer to her's? I'm staying with Alyssa."

The doctor smiled and nodded, helping Zayn push the bed towards mine, so we were side by side. As the doctor was about to walk out, she asked Zayn "So are you two a couple?"

I shook my head and Zayn exclaimed in a happy tone "But I wish we were."

Zayn and I talked for awhile, I told him what happened between Jake and I, he told me about the tour and how dedicated the fans were.

It was around 10:30 and I questioned Zayn, "Can you sing me a song? I can't fall asleep."

Zayn nodded and answered "Pick a song from us (One Direction) and who's part to sing." I nodded and thought of a song I really loved by the boys.

"Moments, and sing your part." I requested. Zayn looked surprised but nodded.

"Flashing lights in my mind, going back to the time. Playing games in the street, kicking balls with my feet. Dancing on in my toes, standing close to the edge. There's a pile of my clothes, at the end of your bed. As I feel myself fall, make a joke of it all."

I closed my eyes replaying Zayn's voice and his part. I soon fell asleep, thinking of Zayn.