It was a Choice
Chapter 3
*Samantha
That question was something I did not want to go over. The question that reminded me everything that happen to me ever since I left. As I looked into his green emerald eyes as they stare back at me hesitating if he actually wanted the answer, I knew he was not going to like the answer.
"U-uum I don't know how to tell you this" I say as a tear started rolling down my cheek.
"Just what happened to you Sammy? You seem so different." He looked concern and that's when I let it out. Everything that had happened to me came out and I couldn't take it back.
"When I walked in on you-know.." He looked guilty now as I continued. ".. I was there for a reason.." Now he seemed interested and worried for what was next. I took a deep breath and ".. I was pregnant, Harry."
I looked at him and he had tears coming out of his eyes. " S-Sammmy Please?! Tell me you are lying?! Where is the baby?! Where is OUR baby?!"
I sobbed as he noticed it wasn't the end and only the beginning. "I tried to tell you, but I walked in on that. I was so mad, Harry so I left. That was the biggest mistake I had made. I-I start-ted walking and..." Loud cries came out of my mouth as I struggled to continue. Harry now looked scared to know what had happened. "There was these guys, Harry.."
"No, no no no no" he kept on repeating as he was shaking his head. Like he knew what had happened next.
" I tried to ru-un, but they were too fast. They tied me down and-and I-I was in so much pain, Harry. There-there was blood e-everywhere and I didn't know what to do. I was scared. They touched me and-and I screamed and screamed, but nobody saved me. Why? I wanted help but there was nobody. The guys. They kept going even when I was crying and they didn't stop. When they finished I felt dirty. I was disgusted and-"
Sobs racked through my body as I relieved that day. The nighmare that had happened to me that never went away.
As I looked up at Harry I saw anger, sadness, guilt all in one but most of all regret. But it was too late. It happened.
"But one person did come for me.." I started as I remembered like it was yesterday.
"Nick found me beaten and used in an alley way and not once did he put me down. He healed me and I was forever grateful that after all that.." Tears were running fast, but this time I started to smile. "...he still loves me to no end. I am one of the luckiest girls alive and thankful for him. Without him I would have never been this happy in life than right now"
*Harry
I hated Nick. He treated her like the queen something I had never done. But mostly I hated myself. If I didn't cheat on her none of this would be happening. My Sammy was ra-raped. All because of me. I already knew because of the roughness of it, she had lost the baby. More guilt fillled me as I knew that was also my fault.
I had just gotten home from the park since Sammy had to go because Nick was surprising her with something. I recalled all the times I used to do things with her and make her smile. But I knew she moved on and loves him based on how she smiled just by mentioning him. I layed down on my bed and stared up at the ceiling as I thought about Sammy.
The arguments. The kisses. To me cheating. And her catching me in the act. The baby we would have had. The rape. Her in love with Nick. And as everything flooded in,
I realized I lost the one girl that gave me real love and I will never have her back. And that is when I sterted crying.
That question was something I did not want to go over. The question that reminded me everything that happen to me ever since I left. As I looked into his green emerald eyes as they stare back at me hesitating if he actually wanted the answer, I knew he was not going to like the answer.
"U-uum I don't know how to tell you this" I say as a tear started rolling down my cheek.
"Just what happened to you Sammy? You seem so different." He looked concern and that's when I let it out. Everything that had happened to me came out and I couldn't take it back.
"When I walked in on you-know.." He looked guilty now as I continued. ".. I was there for a reason.." Now he seemed interested and worried for what was next. I took a deep breath and ".. I was pregnant, Harry."
I looked at him and he had tears coming out of his eyes. " S-Sammmy Please?! Tell me you are lying?! Where is the baby?! Where is OUR baby?!"
I sobbed as he noticed it wasn't the end and only the beginning. "I tried to tell you, but I walked in on that. I was so mad, Harry so I left. That was the biggest mistake I had made. I-I start-ted walking and..." Loud cries came out of my mouth as I struggled to continue. Harry now looked scared to know what had happened. "There was these guys, Harry.."
"No, no no no no" he kept on repeating as he was shaking his head. Like he knew what had happened next.
" I tried to ru-un, but they were too fast. They tied me down and-and I-I was in so much pain, Harry. There-there was blood e-everywhere and I didn't know what to do. I was scared. They touched me and-and I screamed and screamed, but nobody saved me. Why? I wanted help but there was nobody. The guys. They kept going even when I was crying and they didn't stop. When they finished I felt dirty. I was disgusted and-"
Sobs racked through my body as I relieved that day. The nighmare that had happened to me that never went away.
As I looked up at Harry I saw anger, sadness, guilt all in one but most of all regret. But it was too late. It happened.
"But one person did come for me.." I started as I remembered like it was yesterday.
"Nick found me beaten and used in an alley way and not once did he put me down. He healed me and I was forever grateful that after all that.." Tears were running fast, but this time I started to smile. "...he still loves me to no end. I am one of the luckiest girls alive and thankful for him. Without him I would have never been this happy in life than right now"
*Harry
I hated Nick. He treated her like the queen something I had never done. But mostly I hated myself. If I didn't cheat on her none of this would be happening. My Sammy was ra-raped. All because of me. I already knew because of the roughness of it, she had lost the baby. More guilt fillled me as I knew that was also my fault.
I had just gotten home from the park since Sammy had to go because Nick was surprising her with something. I recalled all the times I used to do things with her and make her smile. But I knew she moved on and loves him based on how she smiled just by mentioning him. I layed down on my bed and stared up at the ceiling as I thought about Sammy.
The arguments. The kisses. To me cheating. And her catching me in the act. The baby we would have had. The rape. Her in love with Nick. And as everything flooded in,
I realized I lost the one girl that gave me real love and I will never have her back. And that is when I sterted crying.
Notes
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