Whiskey Lullaby UNDER EDITING!!

“I’m telling you Kendall.. I’m in the mood for no bitchy attitudes.’’ I mumble as I shut the car door. ‘’Oh Harry, calm down. They won’t get that way tonight.’’ She assures me as she also shuts her door.

I open Lily’s door and she smiles as she sees me. ‘’Dada.. Dada!’’ She blabs, holding her arms out to me. ‘’Hi Princess.’’ I smile as I talk in my baby voice. It was nothing much, I just made my voice higher and all that. She liked it, so hey, ya know.

‘’C’mere baby.’’ I say, normal voice from here on out though. I unbuckle her and she squirms, trying to lean up. I grab her and kiss her cheek once she was in my possession. ‘’Kee!’’ Lily says as she sees Kendall. She obviously can’t say full names.

For instance, she calls Niall ‘Ni’ and Liam ‘Lee’. But it was cute for her age, and it was adorable to them. Kendall smiled at her as I threw the diaper bag strap on my shoulder. ‘’Lets go.’’ Kendall says and starts walking up the walk way to the front door.

Kris Jenner’s New York home wasn’t as big as the one in L.A. But whatever, I didn’t care either way. Fuck her, fuck them, fuck everything. Ugh. I need to behave myself and act like I’m happy to be here. Wow.. that’s gonna be hard to pull off.

But we could even get to the door, it had opened, revealing Kendall’s mother. I roll my eyes as she holds her arms out for Kendall. And of course, they hug as if they haven’t saw each other in years. But really, Kendall was over here yesterday.

‘’Oh my goodness! Harry, is that you!’’ She says a little too loud. Kendall looks back at me and gives me that ‘just be nice’ face where she raises her eyebrows quickly and then turns back around.

‘’Yeah.. its me.’’ I say once I get up there to them. ‘’Oh my.. is this your little girl? Oh she’s so cute!’’ Kris says as she looks at Lily with a big smile. Kris didn’t bother me, her personality didn’t. I’ve met them all, thanks to Kendall’s surprise lunches, dinners, and all that other shit she pulls.

But none of them have met Lily, except for Kylie, she has. Kim didn’t bother me, she was nice. Khloe on the other hand was a bitch to me, for some reason I have yet to figure out. And Kourtney was nice too. They just are so fake, and I don’t mean their personalities, I mean their bodies.

“Yes Mam..’’ I mumble as she rubs Lily’s cheek with her thumb and index finger. ‘’Gosh.. she’s so pretty.’’ She whispers as Lily smiles at her. She smiles back and finally stops the gushing, not that I had a problem with it.

‘’Well come on in,’’ She says a she walks back in her house. Kendall and I follow and I stop when Kendall stops. She turns to me and leans to my ear. ‘’I’m sorry for anything that happens..’’ She whispers. ‘’Whatever.. it doesn’t bother me.’’ I mumble back and she nods with a sigh, knowing that was a lie.

‘’Well.. I lost my kids. They were all in the kitchen.’’ Kris says as she walks through a door I suppose leads to the kitchen. ‘’Kim!’’ She yells out, it echoes through the house. Moments, no seconds, later I heard the click of heels on hardwood floors. And then I heard the same sound, but on wood. I glanced towards the staircase that spiraled up to see Kim walking down it, holding on to the railing.

‘’Okay.. c’mon.’’ Kendall says and motions me to come with her. So I do. Kendall and I enter the kitchen, I was correct about the location the door lead to. ‘’Have a seat.. the others should be in here soon.’’ Kris says as she walks over to the stove.

“Can I have her?’’ Kendall smiles as she holds her hands out for Lily. ‘’Yeah.’’ I nod and let her take Lily out of my arms. We sit down, obviously Kendall sat beside me. The table was long, it could seat ten people.

The kitchen was big, but not extremely big. ‘’Well look at the cutie pie!’’ I heard Kim’s voice say as she opened the door. It take her long to make her way over to us and sit down on the other side of Kendall.

‘’My.. my.. my! She’s so darn cute!’’ Kim says as she admires Lily’s features. ‘’I know right.’’ Kendall smiles back. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I stick my hand in the pocket and grab it. It was Katie calling. So I answered.

‘’Hello?’’ ‘’Hey..’’ She sighs. ‘’Hey, love.’’ I reply. From the corner of my eye, I could still see Kendall and Kim awing over Lily, so I knew they wouldn’t pay attention to me. ‘’Is Lily okay?’’ She asks. ‘’Yeah. We just got to Kris’s house..’’ I tell her.

I glanced at the door just to see Khloe walk through it. Whoop-dee-do. But I continue the conversation. ‘’What’s Lily doing?’’ Katie asks. ‘’Kim and Kendall have her.. she’s enjoying the love though.’’ I smile gently to myself at the thought of that.

‘’Listen Harry.. I um.. just wanted to cut to the chase.. do you think I can.. stay at your place tonight? Trent is.. being.. I just.. never mind it was stupid to ask.’’ She sighs. ‘’No.. no.. you can. You have a key.’’ I remind her.

‘’But.. Kendall and all.. and I just.. Harry.’’ The way Katie says my name just lights me up inside and she just makes me feel alive, and I’m lucky that she still wants to speak to me. And I appreciate her for doing that, so much. Because with out her in my life, I would die.

‘’No.. she doesn’t stay there.. but it doesn’t matter.’’ I sigh. ‘’Are you sure?’’ She asks, her voice shaking. Something was up, but I’ll find that out later on. ‘’Yeah.. you know you can anytime.’’ I assure her. ‘’Okay.. when will you be back?’’ She asks. ‘’I’ll text you when I know for sure.. okay?’’ I tell her. ‘’Okay.. bye.’’ ‘’Bye.’’ I mumble before she hangs up.

The only reason I didn’t say ‘I love you’ is because Kendall was around me, and her family was too. And I never want to explain the reason I said that, and why I don’t say it to Kendall. But she knows it.. I just don’t want her family to.

‘’Okay.. dinner should be ready in half an hour.. so for the time being, lets just catch up on things.’’ Kris insists as she sits down at the end of table, I sat diagonal to her. ‘’I just think its rude to talk on the phone while you’re at someone else’s house.’’ I hear Khloe mumble to Kourtney as they sit down across from Kim and Kendall, too close to me.

Kendall heard it too. I know this because she glanced up at them, then looked over at me before focusing on Lily again. ‘’Shut up.’’ Kourtney sighs as she stares at her fingernails. ‘’So Harry.. I want to know more about that little Angel of yours.’’ Kris says directly to me.

‘’What do you wanna know?’’ I slightly smile, I wasn’t trying to be an asshole, I was just wondering. ‘’Oh just the simple things.. she got those dimples for you I know.. and those eyes.. but her eyelashes.. oh they’re so gorgeous and long!’’ Kris says with a smile as she looks over at Lily.

‘’She got those from her mother.’’ I tell her. Kris just smiles as she looks at Lily. And I think to myself.. I judged her way too soon. I mean, yeah I’ve met her several times before and she’s got the same personality.. but I mean.. just because her face isn’t real doesn’t mean she isn’t. But the others.. I would definitely protest that statement against them.

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