Hey guy's! I'm SO SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT!!! I got my new charger, but it happen's to be the wrong one. I AM IN HELL RIGHT NOW! THAT DAMN CHARGER BLEW OUT MY FUCKING LAPTOP! D: SO right now I have to update from my brother's laptop 'till I get a new one!!! AND I WON'T GET A NEW LAPTOP UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY! You don't know when my birthday is, but I will just say it's in december.... it's one hell of a long wait..... I will tell you what happened today in the note's and tell how/why I threw my phone out a window since you probably want to get to the story now.....

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"So does that mean you'll forgive me?" Harry asks, "NO! AFTER YOU FUCKING CHEATED ON ME!" I slap Louis, hard. "HEY! WHAT WAS THAT FOR!" Louis and Eleanor yell at me. "BECAUSE LOUIS IS THE CLOSES TO ME AND I DON'T WANT TO SLAP HARRY SINCE I WOULD END UP SLAPING MYSELF!" I yell back. "SHUT THE FUCK UP! WE STILL NEED TO GET OUT OF THE HELL HOLE!" Zayn shout's, earning me to yell back, causing us all to yell at each other.

"EVER SINCE YOU BECAME A FUCKING LEADER YOU JUST BECAME A FUCKING BITCH!" Kit Kat screamed at me, "WELL IT ISN'T MY FAULT THAT I'M FUCKING DEAD!" I scream back. "HEY! I WAS DRUNK! WE WERE ALL WASTED!" Harry shouted. "YOU STILL SHOULD'VE KNOWN YOU MAN WHORE!" I yell. "OKAY GOT DAMN IT! THAT IS IT!" Liam and Jones finally kick in to the conversation. I stand still, while everyone else continue to scream at me. It was painful to hear all the insult's, but it didn't affect me, I rebuilt my wall's, and this time, I'm not letting them tear it back down.

I completely zoned out and didn't hear my name being called until they all stood still staring at me. "What", I said a bit harshly than I intended too. "Uh-oh, bad bitch coming back", I heard Perrie mumble. "I heard that", I spoke and walked away. "Where the hell are you going?" Liam asked, "anywhere, other than being close to you assholes", I walked backwards out of the building. When I faced around, I noticed that we were in the middle of nowhere.

I looked around, and sure enough, I was positive we were nowhere close to the safe zone. I walked in some random. "Seriously! WHERE ARE YOU GOING! THE SAFE ZONE IS IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!" I heard Sargent Jones voice call from a distance. I stopped and spun around on my heel's. "I'M NOT GOING BACK!" I yelled, then multiple what's came from the other's. "BYE!" I yelled and was about to walk away, but I collided with nothing and fell. "What the fuck!?" I say as I get up. "Your coming back with us. Look I still care for you, even though your acting really stubborn right now", I hear Harry's voice. "Harry. Drop the force field", I stand my ground, not facing him. "No", he simply state's.

"Harry", I warn, "or what? You'll threaten me like what you did with Niall?" he challenged. "As much as I want to take that offer, I can't." I roll up my sleeve. "Why not. Don't want to hurt me?" he once again challenged. I sighed, "I don't want to hurt myself. Just drop the force field. I want to visit my sibling's", I sighed. "Then let me come with you", he walked in front of me so that I faced him. "Alone. I want to go alone." I looked down. Just as he was about to say something, I heard Niall's voice, "what do you think they're talking about?" "NONE OF YOUR BUISSNESS, NIALL!" I shouted. I looked up at Harry's shocked face, "you could hear them from all the way over there?!" "Super sonic hearing", I walk past him. I noticed he dropped the force field and he didn't follow me, I ran fast, but I swore he whispered, "I still love you", just before I left.

I didn't actually plan on running to my sibling's grave, I just ran where my feet took me. I felt tear's stream down my face, but I didn't know why. I finally came to a stop and looked around. I was in the wood's. I sat down on a tree stump and thought about what I did to everyone. I just threw them out of my life over one fight. I feel like shit. My stomach growled but I didn't do anything I just sat like that for the rest of the day.

Notes

YAY! I UPDATED! I will make the next chapter A LOT LONGER to make up for the time I haven't updated, but since I'm using my brother's laptop, I will have to update within two day's or more :(

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STORY ON HOW/WHY I THREW MY PHONE OUT THE WINDOW:
Okay so I was in my room reading some random stuff that was pissing me off (I don't know why I read thing's that make me mad) then my brother older brother walked into the room, who bored out of his mind, which rarely happen's, decided to annoy me for fun. He started to poke my face, shouted random word's, and annoy the hell out of me. When i finally got fed up with him, I was so pissed off, and the only thing I had in my hand was my phone, so I threw my phone at him, he dogged it, and my phone ended up flying out the window.........Brother's are a living hell to me......
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STORY OF WHAT HAPPENED TODAY:
The door bell rang and of course I had to get the door, since my parent's are too lazy to move from their position's, took the box, opened it, took my new charger and began to charge my laptop. It was working, then, just as I was about to update a chapter on here, the damn thing shut down, and I wasn't able to start it back up. (Stupid me for actually trusting my brother to order the correct one) I complained to my dad, he told me I could take it up to a laptop shop up the road. I did, then told the guy about what happened, he told me some shit I didn't even know, but the only thing I did under stand was that he told me my laptop is "broken" (didn't know what word I could use, and again, stupid, idiotic me to trust my brother) I got back to my house and tortured my brother by annoying him to hell until he threw a solid pillow at my face.(it was a temperpidic pillow. It hurt like hell when my head collided with a wall) After that he let me borrow his laptop, since her has his own computer in his room. I have to give it back to him since he say's, "you'll end up breaking it like what you did to your laptop, so I let you use it every four day's", then in my mind I'm like, say's the guy who bought the charger, dumbass! YOU HAVE TWO FUCKING COMPUTER'S! LET MEH USE ONE!