Past The Ending

I look at Clint, his eye's lifeless, they no longer have their sparkle, dead. "Ten minute's left", he whisper's. We've already made one giant rectangle and placed them in already. DJ holding one hand of Winona's and Clint in the other. For a moment they looked peaceful, "I love you guy's and I'll miss you so much", I barely whisper, "I heard", he mouth's, now counting down his last second's with us. "5...4...3...2...1...", he then slit's his own throat. I turn around to see the face's looking at me worriedly, "help me", I mouthed, for I can not speak to break their peaceful silence. I see Liam just nod his head understandingly.

After we have covered them with dirt and put crosses on their grave's, Liam leaves with everyone else so I could sing to them. The first song I started off with was Sad by Maroon 5 (tried to fine the one most related to the moment right now.)

Man, it's been a long day
Stuck thinking 'bout it driving on the freeway
Wondering if I really tried everything I could
Not knowing if I should try a little harder

Oh, but I'm scared to death
That there may not be another one like this
And I confess that I'm only holding on by a thin thin thread

I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard
The words that you needed so bad
And I'm kicking the dirt cause I never gave you
The place that you needed to have
I'm so sad, saaad

Man, it's been a long night
Just sitting here, trying not to look back
Still looking at the road we never drove on
And wondering if the one I chose was the right one
Oh, but I'm scared to death
That there may not be another one like this
And I confess
That I'm only holding on by a thin thin thread

I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard
The words that you needed so bad
And I'm kicking the dirt cause I never gave you
The place that you needed to have
I'm so sad, saaad
I'm so sad, so sad

Oh, but I'm scared to death
That there may not be another one like this
And I confess
That I'm only holding on by a thin thin threat

I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard
The words that you needed so bad
And I'm kicking the dirt cause I never gave you
The place that you needed to have
And I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard
The words that you needed so bad
I'm so sad, so sad

(A/N: Sorry just want to say this; It's literally 1 o'clock in the morning right now, gotta go to bed :P continue the next part tomorrow)

After I sang that, I sang the song, the next song's I sang were, Stay by Rihanna, Turn Your Face by Little Mix, and How To Save a Life by The Fray. I took my last gaze at the grave, with tear's now falling freely down my face. Stopping the tear's, I stand up wiping the wet trail's of tear's away.

I gently open the door to the RV and walk in. I could tell that Karla told them to keep quiet, she knows what happens when I lose it, and I REALLY don't want to lose it right now. Looking around, I realize I have lost five people, six if you counted Angel. Louis start's the engine and turn's around the RV so now we would be heading to Florida.

My gaze land's on Zayn, rage filled within me, "you", I whisper pointing to him. I see everyone snap their head's at him, "It, it's your fault. IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT!" I raise my voice, "KARLA, I'M GONNA LOSE IT!" I yell. She throw's him in one of the room's, while I try to calm myself down. I sense that someone it going touch my shoulder, so I say through gritted teeth, "not a good time, I'll snap if I be touched." He ignored my comment, once I felt the slightest weight of his finger tip, I snapped like that, "LOUIS, I'M BAILING IF YOU DON'T HIT THE BREAK!" Louis slammed on the break's, and everyone flew forward, but me, I stood my ground, eye's shut tight, hand's clenched, and nail's dug deep in my skin.

My eye's shoot open and there stand Harry, eye's no longer their emerald green. I rush out of the RV, not wanting to look at anyone.

I'm out of the RV, whipping my head around, looking for something to punch. When Zayn grip's my arm, then before I knew it, everyone was holding at least one of my limb's, except Liam, he was nowhere to be found. I was surprisingly stronger than all of them combine, and I ripped myself away from them.

After repeating that three time's, I started to get more raged. I started thrashing around, kicking people, and punching them in the gut. Once I saw everyone backed away from me, I swear, I could feel the fire in my eye's, but they had much horrified look's on their face. What are they horrified of?

My question was answered when someone took a hold of my arm, I instantly spun around, fist aimed to the face, but froze at the sight of Liam. My fist was so close to his face, that it would've broken his nose.

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