Leave Your Lover

Louis' P.O.V







"Earth to Lou," Vivian giggles as she snaps her fingers in front of my face.


I look at Harry and he's already giving me a worried look. By the way she's acting it's obvious that she doesn't know we were talking about her, and Harry and I both know it's best that way. Harry clears his throat and Vivian lifts her eyebrow at him.


"Out with it!" Vivian speaks louder than before as she puts her hands as the sides of her hips looking from me to Harry.


"Erm," I scratch the back of my head. What am I going to say?


"Lou has a crush on someone," Harry tells her.


Her smiles grows wide and it reaches her eyes. "Tell me!" She jumps up and down and sit down next to me.


I look at Harry and he throws his hands up in surrender as he out of the room. I sigh. "It's just someone," I tell her as I look for my phone hoping she would just drop the subject already.


"No it's not. Why haven't you told me? I've never heard you say you like someone before," that might be true, 'cause I never really liked someone until.. Shit.


"Cause I don't know if I really like her," I tell her as I give up searching for my phone realizing that it must be in my room.


"Who is she?" Vivian asks as she shifts closer to me. "I won't tell anyone," she whispers with a smile. "You can trust me, you know that right?"


"I know," I scratch my head again. "Look, just let me be sure that I actually like her, then I'll tell you, ok?" I try to convince her


"Promise?" She pouts.


"I promise," I sigh.


"Good," she jumps up in excitement. "Let's get going then!"


She grabs the keys of her car from the coffee table.


"Where's Liam?" I ask her. "His mom called him, his aunt is in the hospital again so he's going there tonight," she tells me.


"Alright then," I nod.


We get into her car and she puts my belt on for me like always, knowing that if she didn't do it I never would. She's the one person that knows me better than anyone else. Maybe even better than I know myself. When did these feelings start? I can't remember the first day these thoughts came to mind, I don't know if it has been a year ago, two nights ago, I just don't know.. Maybe they've been there for a while, I just decided to push the thoughts aside. I remember the night she stayed over when her parents came to have dinner with us..

--flashback--


We laid laughing on my bed for what seemed like an hour when she started feeling sleepy. She didn't want to sleep and suggested we play a game or something. I like spin the bottle, so that's my first option always. She doesn't always agree but that night, she did.
"Ok, spin!" She laughed as I spinned the bottle. It landed on her and I gave her a smirk. "I'm always first," she pouted at me. "Losers first," I sticked my tongue out at her. "Truth, dare or command," I asked her pointing the bottle to her face. She hit the bottle away and pretending to be thinking hard. "Truth," she told me with a wide smile. "You always choose truth!" I yelled at her laughing. It's true, she always takes truth. "It's not safe playing dare or command with you," she whispered toe me with a serious tone and look on her face, looking around the room as if making sure no one heard. I cocked my eyebrow at her and started laughing. "Fair enough," I told her. "Mm, let me see," I tapped my chin with my index finger. "Just before you and Liam dated, you went to a party with me and Zayn back in NY, remember?" I asked her. She frowned but nodded. "Remember that Daniel guy?" I asked her with a smirk growing on my face. Her eyes grew wide. "Yes," she whispered leaning closer to me. "Well, tell Dr. Lou what happened between you two that night," I asked her in my best shrink voice I could manage. "Dr. Lou, I think I need pills for these sort of things," she started laughing. "Anyway, may I go sleep now?" She asked me. "First, watch a movie with me?" I asked her motioning towards the bed. "Ok ok," she threw her hands up in the air and got into the bed. I put toy story on and it played for about half an hour when I wanted to ask Vi if she wanted anything to eat or drink, but when I turned to face her she was fast asleep. She looked uncomfortable in her clothes so I decided to undress her and dress her into some of my clothes. After undressing her I stood there for a while admiring her body. She looks so sweet and peaceful when she sleeps. She always has a small smile on her lips when she's sleeping.

--end of flashback--


"LOUIS!!!!" Vivian yells at me as I snap out of my trance.


"What?" I yell back.


"We're here!" She rolls her eyes at me. "Come on,"


I open the door and step out of the car walking next to her to the front door of her parents' house. She opens the door with her key and walk in waiting for me. I close the door behind me as she yells


"Mom! Dad!" They both come walking into the room with smiles on their faces. They exchange hugs and do the same with me, then we follow them to the kitchen.


"You wanted to talk to me?" Vi asks as she grabs two cans of soda from the fringe and throws one to me.


"Honey, sit down," her mom tells her. She gives me a worried look and takes a seat next to me. "Your fathers work wants him to move to Canada," she informs her daughter. Vivian sits quietly looking at her mother.


"And I have to move too?" She asks. I put my hand on her knee to comfort her. She gives me a small smile.


"Well, no," her mom smiles at her. Vivian frowns. "We don't want to sell the house because we're moving there only for a year, so we wanted you to stay here and take care of the house for us," she informs Vivian and her father nods.


He's always quiet with these sort of things. I guess that's because Vivian's mom is way better at these sort of things.


"When are you going?" Vivian asks her mom.


"3 weeks from now."





--2 hours later--




Vivian and I are sitting outside next to the pool for a few hours now when she brings up the last thing I wanted to talk about.


"Tell me about her!" She playfully slaps my shoulder. She's been trying to get me to tell her about the girl I like for a while now.


"Well, she has beautiful eyes," I look at her and smile. I lean closer to her and whisper in her ear "The kind you could get lost in. And I guess I did," I tell her.

Notes

"One day it will all make sense."