Leave Your Lover

Vivian's POV



Liam picked me up about twenty minutes before, and we were still driving. The car ride was quiet, Liam peaked at me every now and then causing me to look down and blush. The atmosphere in the car was something I couldn't describe. It was thick but welcoming. I couldn't help but think about the kiss we shared only a day before. It was on repeat in my mind. I thought about how in that moment, it felt like I loved Liam. Then I thought about the night before, when it felt like I loved Louis. There's something about Liam that makes me want him, there's something in Liam that draws me to him. With Louis, I have all that too, but I know him better than I know Liam. Louis' words from the night before came to mind. Why can't I get rid of the locket?

"You alright there?" Liam's voice snapped me back to reality.

"I am," I nodded.


"You look beautiful," he spoke as he looked at the rode ahead of us. I looked down at my dark blue top and skinny jeans. Did he always compliment me when I didn't look good at all?

"Thanks," I muttered with a smile. The awkwardness between the two of us was known. I blamed it on the kiss we shared.



My hand made its way to my mouth, tracing my lips where two men had kissed me.


"We're here," Liam's voice frightened me. He chuckled at my jumpiness and stepped out of the car. As soon as I did the same, flashes went off in our direction. I stumbled against Liam's car and closed my eyes as I covered my face. In seconds, arms held me tightly. I sunk into them and allowed them to walk me away from the scene. "Are you alright?" Liam whispered in my ear. I nodded in his chest and held on tighter. "They're gone," he chuckled. I blinked a few times before pulling away from his touch, immediately missing the warmth and the feeling of his touch. After my eyes was no longer blinded due to the flashes, I took in the scene in front of me. It was a open field next to a dam. There were a few people, most of them being paps. I hadn't noticed the picnic basket in Liam's hands until he put it down and threw a blanket out on the grass right next to the dam. He placed the basket on the blanket and took two wine glasses along with a wine bottle from the basket. "I'll be right back," he smiled at me before he walked away. I turned around and looked at him until he came back with a guitar in his hands. He placed it down on the blanket, too, before sitting down. He held his hand out for me to take, and when I did paps popped out from behind a bush a few feet from us. Flashes went off as Liam helped me sit on the blanket. "Bloody paps," Liam mumbled.

"They're everywhere, aren't they?" I asked him.


"Yeah well, that's what this is for, right?" He shook his head. A pit grew in my stomach due to his chosen words. I knew that this started out only because of the media that needed to see us together, but I actually wanted to spend time with him. Did he not want to spend time with me?

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We ate brunch and had small talk in front of the paps. Most of them left, but others packed their own picnics and joined each other about 10 meters from Liam and I. Liam played guitar for a few minutes; or well he tried. He told me he was no good, and when he played, I agreed. We drank half a bottle of wine and two bottles of orange juice. We didn't keep track of time, and before we knew it the stars were out. I was so caught up with the stars, that I didn't hear Liam talking.


"Vivian?" He called for me. I turned my head and looked at his frowning face.

"Yes?" I asked. He looked at me for a brief second, then at my locket, before looking back at the stars.


"Did you have any other memories again?" He asked. I frowned at the question and looked at the stars too.


"No," I paused. "It's frustrating actually," I sighed. My sigh was so heavy, I almost missed Liam's sigh. "What?" I softly asked him. "Should I remember anything now?"


"We came here the day I asked you to be mine," he smiled small. "We were exactly on this spot, doing exactly what we're doing now," I frowned at his words. Most of the time, something happens for me to have a memory. Like when I made the white sauce for the lasagna and when Louis sang me the words to a song yesterday. I sat up and turned to Liam with wide eyes.


"Do something!" I told him eagerly.

"What?" He frowned.


"I mean, whenever something happens I get memories, it's not the places, it's what happened," he stayed silent for a while.


"So you want me to do something I did that night?" He questioned.

"If you don't mind," I shrugged. Liam smiled before pushing me down to the blanket.


"Close your eyes," he whispered. I do as I was told. My heartbeat's pace got faster as I wished for a kiss. I heard Liam moving around before he let out a breath. His hand took mine, it touched his lips. "I asked you to close your eyes when we were watching stars," he whispered, his breath hitting my hand. "I made you a ring from grass," he chuckled, making me smile at the beautiful sound. "I placed it on your finger after kissing your hand," he continued as something slid onto my finger. "And asked you to be mine,"









"I can't, Liam," I shake my head and open my eyes.

"Why not?" He frowns.


"I'm not ready," I sigh.

"You said you liked me yesterday, I don't understand," he continues frowning.


"But I do," I smile at him. "I'm just not ready for marriage."


He freezes with big eyes as he stares at me. "God, no," he bursts out in laughter. "I'm not asking you to marry me, Vivian," he chuckles. "I'm asking you to be my girlfriend,"


I frown and look at the ring on my finger that is made from grass. My face burns, clearly the colour red is taking over. "I'm sorry," I mumble.


He chuckles once more before taking my hand in his once more. "Will you?" He asks with hopeful eyes.

"Yes," I whisper. He moves closer, his lips touching mine. I kiss back.







"Did they just get engaged!?" Someone yelled. Liam pulled away from my lips, looking in the direction of the voice. Flashes once again went off in our direction.


"Y-You kissed me," I whispered as I brushed my lips. Liam looked back at me with a confused expression.


"I thought you wanted me to-"

"No," I nodded. "I mean, yes I wanted you to but I already had the memory," I blushed.

"I'm sorry," he sighed. He didn't look at me as he packed the picnic basket.


"Liam?" I whispered. He turned around and looked at me with a cocked eyebrow. "Please kiss me again," in that moment, Liam was all I wanted. I wanted his lips against mine again. In that moment, I didn't care about what the paps saw or how many pictures they took.

Liam. I wanted Liam.


He looked at me for a few seconds before dropping the basket, causing the glass bowls to rattle, and pulled me to his chest. His lips met mine, they were once again soft and warm. The kiss lasted a few seconds; his hands on my hips, mine tied behind his neck, before he pulled away.


"I love you," he whispered onto my mouth. "Please, Vivian, say it," he begged with closed eyes. I swallowed hard and closed my eyes too.













"I love you, Liam,"

Notes

CAN ANYONE GUESS WHO VIVIAN WILL END UP WITH?


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