Never Alone (Harry Styles Fiction)

Harry pulled away from the girl he was currently making out with on my couch, and looked up at me.

“Lynn.” He said, getting off the couch. “You're here early.”

“Aw, weren’t expecting me to walk in on you sucking this slut’s face, were you?” I spat at him.

“Hey, calm down.” Harry said, and I stared at him.

“CALM DOWN?” I asked loudly. “I just walked in on you cheating on me, and you’re asking me to calm down? What the fuck, Harry?”

He rolled his eyes. I couldn’t believe it; he was actually rolling his eyes.

“Look, I’m glad you found out. I’ve wanted to tell you anyways. I don’t love you anymore, Lynn. Honestly it's gotten to me and I just can't do this anymore.” he looked at the girl on the couch. “So pack your stuff, and get out. I don’t want to see you anymore. We’re over.” I stood there, shocked as I soaked in his words. He didn’t love me?

“You don’t love-”

“No. Get out.”

I stood there for a second longer, before turning around and running out. I didn’t even bother waiting to take my stuff; I just wanted to get away from him. I ran, blinded by the tears. I knew he was following me, still yelling.

“Run away Lynn, just like you always do!” He was saying, right behind me. I hurriedly crossed the road.
“Don't bother coming back Ly-”

But a loud screeching noise, and a painful cry cut off his yelling. I turned around to see a car speeding away as Harry lay on the ground, surrounded by his own blood. His arms and legs were bent at weird angles. His mouth was slightly open, as were his eyes, and his face was bloody.

“Harry!” I cried out, and ran towards him. I took his face in my hands and kissed it. “Harry, oh my god…” He wasn't dead. Harry couldn’t die. Not like this, not now.
“Harry… Harry, please wake up!” I sobbed.

“No, no, no you can’t die. Harry, Harry!”

“Lynn?”

The voice was familiar, like it was Harry’s himself. But Harry was in my arms, he wasn’t talking. He wasn’t even moving. Someone was shaking my shoulder, but I shook him or her off. No, Harry was dead, I wasn’t going anywhere.
“Harry!”


“Lynn!”

“Lynn? Lynn! Wake up. Babe!”

“Oh my god.” I cried, and suddenly I was in my hotel room. I was sitting up in my own bed, panting hard. And Harry-

Harry was right next to me, awake—and alive. He was staring at me worriedly, wiping the tears and sweat from face and smoothing my hair.

“Hey, did you have a nightmare?” he asked me, rubbing my arm gently.

“I…you were-” I panted. It was a dream, just a dream. A bad dream. And he was right here, he wasn’t cheating on me, he wasn’t dead. “You’re…I mean-”

“Hey, hey, calm down.” he said gently, and pulled me into a hug. And then I was crying into his shoulder, holding on to him as if he was my life. “It’s okay, you were just dreaming. Come on, shhh.”

I pulled away, wiping my eyes. He pushed my hair away from my face and asked me what I was dreaming about. I explained everything, while trying to hold in my sobs.

“Oh come on,” Harry sighed, as he tightened his arms around me. “Everything between from now and on has just begun.”

“Hey,” He said, taking his face in my hands, and making me look up at him. “I wouldn't leave you. And as for me dying…” he smiled slightly, “you really think you’re going to get rid of me that easily? Nah, I’m going to be here for a long time before I finally decide to spare you.”

I chuckled, and wiped my eyes. “Promise?”

“Promise.” He said, and smiled.

“Chop chop, let’s go.” I sniffled in my running nose and watched as Harry stood by the front door. "Where exactly are we going?" I asked and soon enough got out of bed and tossed on a pair of leggings, one of Harry's flannels he had brought with him, my black combat boots, and put my hair up into a bun. I grabbed my bag and with that we left the hotel.

"Are you going to tell me where we're going?" I insisted again while hopping into his car and started applying partial makeup on with the limited time I had earlier.

"Oh yes, right. Our great friend Johnny has informed me that he'll be landing in London in about-" he slid his phone out from his pocket and set it down. "About 20 minutes from now." He spoke almost excited.

"Ou, Adri will be so happy to hear this." I spoke softly yet audible for Harry to catch on. As we drove down the streets I turned on his stereo and one of our favorite songs had just begun to play. It was, 'Only One' by YellowCard and I remember this song had first played in Niall's first house party he had a while ago. I don't know why it had been our favorite, and I still don't understand why, but the song was meaningful and catchy, which wasn't hard to catch on as to be one of my faves.

"And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces...hmmmm, hmm, mhmm. Here I go, scream, hmm..." Harry continued to sing and hum along to the song as I smiled. It wasn't just an ordinary smile. It wasn't like those, 'I get what I want' smiles but a 'Once in a lifetime' smile. It had been way too long since I've last seen Harry and I'm not going to lie, this moment was amazing. We stood silent listening to the song until something occurred to me.

"I thought you couldn't be outside of school property." I questioned but came out more like a statement.

"Well, I guess you can say I'm a rebel." He quickly glanced at me and smirked. I rolled my eyes and slightly giggled at him.

"Last time I checked, having meaningless tattoos all over your body won't make you a rebel." I retorted back.

"They aren't meaningless! I got them throughout the years and I don't regret much-" He said as he lifted his short sleeve up and continued "-except for this tiny hanger, still have second thoughts about this one." He chuckled and continued to drive us to the airport.

"Oh were you gay at some point when you were getting that cupcake tattoo as well?" I laughed loudly and he furrowed his eyebrows.

"It's a birdcage! And birdcages don't make me gay! I just like it..."

"Okay you big baby, it was a joke." I smiled and he scoffed before smiling back at me. I closed my eyes for the rest of the ride before I got the image of harry kissing that mysterious girl face again from my dream. Maybe it shouldn't have affected me as much as it should've, but it did. Why? Than I realized it had been my memories. This horrid dream was suppose to be Jake and that Katie bitch, but instead my mind had replaced him with the person who meant more to me at this moment. My mind knew that it wouldn't mentally hurt me if it wasn't the boy I loved at this moment and that's why it affected me. Picturing the boy you loved making out with someone else who wasn't you hurt as hell, which is why I had been so upset when Jake had done it not once but twice. I had loved Jake but when I caught him the second time, I knew it wouldn't hurt like the first.

"I wouldn't leave you."

And there it was. Those simple phrases that meant more to me than anything else. And easiest part, I believed it. I believed Harry and believed he wouldn't leave me anymore, or let me fall.

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"Lynn? Wake up sleepy head!" I opened my eyes to find myself lying on my hotel room couch. I stretched out my arms and yawned as I looked around and found Johnny microwaving food.

"Johnny! Long time no see!" I said getting up and giving him a welcoming hug. I couldn't believe I slept through the whole ride and back.

"Lynn the neighbor! I've heard you came all the way to London for this bloke-" he said pointing at Harry "-you must be damn nuts in love with him, ey?" He smirked and I found myself blushing because it had been true but Harry didn't know that.

"Easy there Johnny, at least she came to see me. Where's your girl by the way?" Harry bit back and smirked.

"Oui! Simmer down. But my girl is fine, thank you. Unlike you confused children, I'm going to go talk to my girlfriend right now. Anyone want to join?" Johnny sarcastically said yet calmly.

"Let's do it!" I said running to the couch and Johnny opened up his laptop and clicked on Adri's name, where it began to ring.

"Pick up, pick up, pick up..." Johnny began to mutter as he started at the computer screen hopeless and desperate.
"Hello?"

"Babe! So glad to see you! How's you?" Johnny jumped up off the couch as if he were to be watching a soccer (football) game and his favorite team had scored. "Johnny, is that you? Oh my god.. Sissy! Babe I missed you so much, I'm great and you?"

"Eh, I'm fine. Besides the shitty weather in Doncaster, it's pretty freaking great." He smiled and concentrated on only Adri.

"Hey Johnny boy!" Sissy appeared and sat next to Adri. "Sissy! Girl I've missed you!" I yelled and got up to give her a virtual hug. The tension is this room had been one of the greatest feelings ever because it felt right. Like home.

"Okay, since were all here.." Adri trailed off, "I'd like to invite y'all to a big party some friends of mine are having this weekend. Fly over this week and than you can all fly back, it'll be fun!"

I turned to Harry and Johnny and and we all looked at each other in approvement.
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This was going to be a great Saturday night. We were going to party like crazy, not caring about anything and simply enjoying ourselves. Turned out it wouldn’t be a normal night.

So tonight there was a party at Ocean Avenue and everyone was there, at least everyone who was popular or who wanted to be. Which were quite a lot of people. The music boomed out of huge speakers someone had in their black jeep. It was parked in the sand, all of the four doors and the trunk were open to make the music sound better and louder. And trust me it was loud. There was a huge amount of alcohol in the trunk – beer, vodka, rum, whiskey, tequila. Everything you could possibly want and everything you’d need to get wasted. Sissy, Harry, Johnny, Adri and I had just arrived feeling a little confused yet relived.

As we walked along the lake, Harry kept glancing at my body and complimenting me while we were walking through the sand. It was a warm night and I had a tight black dress on. Underneath I wore my red bikini. A couple of bitches in tight bikinis were showing their bodies off, giggling drunkenly already. I rolled my eyes as we passed them.

I actually wanted a drink but as my eyes moved to the black jeep again, I changed my mind immediately. My mood fell when I saw that brown haired kid chatting with his friends. He and his group were standing around the trunk in a small half circle. Everyone around was watching them with way too much interest, if you ask me. He stood there, holding a cup of liquor in his hands, talking to his buds, cracking jokes. He wore a plain white tshirt, khaki shorts and his hair was messy. Girls were giggling whenever he said something, drooling over him. He acted like he didn’t notice the girls most of the time, only once in a while he’d wink at a random girl, making her blush. More and more people started to crowd around him and his fucking friends.

Than Niall saw me and smiled. I smiled back and waved at him in a friendly gesture hoping Jake wouldn't notice me. I quickly turned away and felt instant butterflies when I saw Harry next to me.
“Wanna dance?” Harry asked me, grabbing my hand. I smiled, happy to get distracted and nodded, letting him lead me towards the dancing crowd. He wrapped his arms around me as we started to dance to the rhythm of the music. I could feel his lips at my neck, kissing and biting it slightly. His grip around me tightened and I moved my hands to his hips as we kept dancing. After a moment or two he leaned back a little to look at me. He winked and smiled at me, leaning in again, pressing his soft lips against mine.

“I’m gonna get us a drink, okay?” he offered.

“Yes please, I need to get drunk,” I answered. Honestly I couldn’t stand not being drunk tonight. It was a warm Saturday night and we were at the beach so all of us needed to get wasted as soon as possible.

“Cool, wait here, I’ll be right back,” he said and walked into the direction of the jeep. I sighed and watched some people dancing when suddenly someone grabbed my shoulder. Harry had just left, he could hardly be back. I turned around to find myself staring right into a pair of grey-blue eyes. I automatically took a step back and my eyes grew wide – Jake.

“He’s not good enough for you Lynn, I’ve told you.” he breathed. Of course he would think that.

I put my hands on his chest and pushed him away from me.

“Don't do this Jake, it'd be best if you just walked away.” I hissed, making him laugh.

“Don’t think so,” he said, clearly drunk.

“This isn't funny,” I said angrily as I tried to free my hands from his grip. “Let go Jake. I really don't want to be in this position.” I kept saying calmly but he wouldn't listen and just laughed. Even his laugh sounded cute, he was such a perfect thing except for his stupid character.

“You’re cute, Lynn,” he said and grinned, showing off his perfect white teeth.

“And you're so fucking stupid,” I tried again. I didn’t know what to do to escape him.

“Whoa, babe, you’ve hurt me now,” he said, leaning back a little, looking into my eyes.

“Then stop, Jake,” I said, staring back. “Say please,” he said and smiled.

"Please,” I mumbled feeling like shit to let him have that much control over me.

A smile spread across his full lips and he slowly removed his hands from mine while he kept looking at me. I rubbed my wrists a little, stepping back from him.

“I’m not gonna say thank you, in case you’re waiting for that,” I growled when he didn’t leave.

“Lynn?” Harry said, appearing next to Jake and me all of sudden. And than the tension was awkward.

"Oh shit... Is that-?" Jake trailed off.

“Yes, Jake. Now you can kindly go away." I smiled and walked up next to Harry taking a cup from his hand.

“Let’s get wasted,” I said taking the drink he’d gotten me and drinking all of it. I heard Jake's laugh behind my back and turned around to see him grinning at me, before he walked over to his friends.

“Well that was, Erm..-"

"Yeah." I inhaled and ran my fingers through my hair.

Luckily, Jake and his friends weren’t around the jeep anymore so we could just get some drinks calmly now. I saw some girls staring at me and noticed one of them from earlier. She’d seen Harry and me before. I felt the urge to punch her in the face. Curious little fuck.

“Wanna go swimming with me?” I asked suddenly, pointing towards the beach. The water looked black in the darkness of this winter night. A few stars were shining and the sky looked so peaceful. He smiled and agreed. Even though the sun had already set, it was still warm enough to take a quick swim. We walked closer to the water and I took my dress off, placing it next to Harry’s clothes and backpack in the sand. He grabbed my hand and pulled me into the cold beach. The water was a lot colder than I had thought. Shit. I shivered as we got deeper into the water. Careful not to get my face and hair wet, I started to swim. I tried my best to forget what had happened as I was swimming. I realized that Sissy and Johnny had joined us as well while Adri sat on the edge only getting her feet wet.

“Gotcha”, Harry said at my ear. He kissed my neck just like he did earlier and I let him do it. It felt pretty nice and nice was always a good feeling.

“Harry, I think I’ll get out, I’m freezing,” I told him, shivering again.

“Okay, I’ll come with you,” he agreed and we got out of the water. He handed me a small towel from his backpack and I dried my body as much as possible. I didn’t bring underwear so I had to keep my wet bikini on. When I bent down to grip my dress I couldn’t find it.

“Harry, did you take my dress?” I asked him.

“No, why?” he said and shot me a puzzled look. What the hell? I would of swore that I had put it right there.

“Well, it is not here!” My voice cracked.

“What do you mean it’s not here?” He bent down and looked between his clothes, underneath and inside of his backpack. It wasn’t there. I was about to freak out. Not that I didn’t feel comfortable with being in a bikini only, since I wasn’t the only one anyways, but I was still freezing a bit from the cold water. Fuck.

“It can’t just disappear.” I was totally pissed off.

“Looking for something?” A familiar voice called. I froze. I looked up to see Jake standing a few meters away from Harry and me. I could see Shane and Niall standing close behind him, Ridiculous.
He shot me a grin and held my black dress up in his hand.

“Are you fucking kidding me, Woods?” I said angrily.

“Jake-” Harry warned and took a step toward Jake in advance.

“Gotta say this smells really nice, Lynn,” Jake said, completely self confident. He continued to grin at me when he held my dress against his face, slightly closing his eyes as he inhaled its scent. I couldn’t believe this.

“Give the damn dress back,” Adri snarled.

“Cool down,” Shane said, stepping next to Jake to protect him. Johnny, Sissy and Adri did the same move and came closer to Harry.

“Listen mate, I don't want to fight over this. Especially not now. So give Lynn back her dress, yeah?” Johnny said, looking at Jake questioningly.

"Jake it’s not worth it,” Niall said, trying to cool him down. He wouldn’t have the slightest chance against Harry and Johnny. I didn’t want him to get into a fight or do something stupid.

“Wait,” Jake said dominantly and held his hand up.

“So Harry,” he began and swirled my dress around in his hands. “I’ve heard you’re supposed to be really good at soccer.” He raised his eyebrow. “I think it’s a rumour though, or are you actually good?”

“What do you want?” Harry asked. Everyone was crowding us at this point and Jake stepped closer to Harry.

“You against me. You win and I’ll leave you alone. But If I win, I can have anything I want.”

Notes

hi super sorry! i have another chapter written so how about 2 new subscribers, 3 new comments and another vote for the next one? not asking for much so yeah?

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