Never Alone (Harry Styles Fiction)

Second, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months until finally two years has passed by... Since the last time I had spoken with Harry. Even though it has been two years since I had last seen those beautiful, emerald eyes and the chocolate mop of curls on the top of his head, the cheeky dimples that I, oh so adore. I knew I had to forget about him, so I went to Jake's house. After we talked we work things out and to my surprise, I was trying to be friends, but we became more than friends again. Things between Jake and I had worked out we are once again in a relationship... Two years to be exact. But sadly, the farewell of Harry, and mine keeps re playing over and over in my head:

"Harry please don't go we can work this out," I became blinded by my watery eyes, I couldn't see his beautiful features, tears kept falling as I continue to beg my friend to take me back. I didn't want to end things this way, "Harry please we can work things out, you're going back to London, I don't want you to remember me this way, please?" I kept begging, I didn't want to let him go, I couldn't he's one of my best friends and he knows my little secrets, and the past of my father's flee. Harry was the only male that I could go to, the only one.

"Lynn please, you're making this harder on myself than on you, please let me go," he whispered as he was untangling himself from my hold.

"Is this how its going to be then? You're just leaving me like that, not even letting me apologize for what happened? You're just going to forget about me know?"

"Good bye Lynn," He whispered and with that he left me standing there, in my bedroom closing the door behind him. I couldn't move, couldn't talk, I couldn't even blink. I just stood there like a statue.

I shrugged it all away, and started focusing on what is going on right now. I just turned seventeen not too long ago. It's spring break, and I'm actually excited for the two weeks off. It's probably because Jake is leaving the state to visit his family in Arizona, so I don't have to worry about me not spending time with him. The girls and I have been planning everything for the two weeks. This is going to be the best spring break ever!



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~*Jake's POV*~

"I don't get why I have to go, I don't like them! They're all just a bunch of jerks!"

"Enough! You are going and that's final!" My dad yelled.

"Mom! Please convince your husband to let me stay here!" I pleaded.

"Jake Ashen Woods, listen to your father! You are going whether you like it or not," My mom stood up from the couch and took my little sisters hand.

"Mom please, who am I going to hang with? Alex, Amanda, Alan all hate me because they think that if one of the triplets dislike someone, they all should," My cousins are such stuck ups.... fuck I sound like Lynn now when she talks about the bitches at school. Damn, I'm going to miss her.

"Well what about... Eddie?"

"Who?"

"Jake stop it! It was an accident and he apologized for it," She scolded.

"Yeah, sure," I rolled my eyes; I don't want to go to this years family reunion.

"Well ask Lynn if she can go again?" She face palm when she realized what she said.

"Yeah, I should for Eddie can 'accidentally' flirt and feel her again? Yeah, great idea mom," I scuffed.

She sighed and left the room along with my little sister. I stomped upstairs to my room to pack my things to get ready for the two longest, shittiest weeks of my life.

"Ashen?" I turned around to look at my four-year-old sister.

"Yeah?"

"Why are you mad?" She asked as she sat on my bed.

"I'm just... annoyed alright?" I turned around and packed again.

"Ok Ashen..." she got up and left my room without another word.
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We finally arrived at my Aunt's and Uncle's house, I got to admit it is a nice house The house white as snow, and not only is it just a big mansion, they have their own theater, bar, pool, park etc. I love this house, but despise the people who own it. I got out of the car, and went around back to get my things out.
"Anne! George! Good to see you! Oh and look at little Allison! Your so big!" My aunt cooed. I smiled when I heard voice, she's the best, and she’s like a second mom to me. "Jakey wakey!!" I cursed under my breath; I love her to pieces, but the nickname? Not so much.
"Hi aunt Vicky," I smiled and she embraced me in her arms.
"Where's Lynn? Is she here? LYNN!?" I chuckled, last time I brought her; my aunt went crazy over her. I was happy that they both got along.
"No, not this year aunt," I sigh and grabbed Ally’s bags and mine.
"Oh poo," she pouted. "I had so much to talk about!" I chuckled at my aunt.
"Is Ethan here?" He was the only relative along with my aunt, which I actually got along with.
"Oh yeah! He's with the triplets and Edward," I rolled my eyes annoyed already.
"Ah c'mon Jake, please just for two weeks get along with them... for me?" She grinned as she pinched my cheek.
"Ok aunt, for you I'll do it," I smiled.
"Oh thank you!"
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It’s already been a fucking week and I just can't stand them anymore! All they talk about is how rich they fucking are and how many hoes they fucked. They fucking disgust me.
"Hey, Ashen?" Ethan knocked on the door. "Ashen? C'mon open the door."
I got up and opened the door.
"What Ethan?" I spat.
"Ashen what the hell happened? I told you to wait in the pool, and when I came back you were gone," he raised his eyebrow.
"The fucking triplets, they pissed me off," I ran my hand through my hair in frustration.
"What did they do?" He walked in and looked into my eyes.
"They were just bragging again, and Eddie was with them so it pissed me off even more," I jumped on my bed and turned on the TV.
"Still angry at him for flirting with your girl?" I stayed quiet and just focused on the TV. "Listen, Jake I know your mad at him, hell I'm still pissed at him for ending my relationship with Tatum, but that was three years ago, and I moved on."
"Jake? Since when did you call me Jake?" I asked changing the subject.
"Alright you don't want to talk about it, I get it, but we have to get ready. Our parents are making us go to the park with the kids, Eddie and the triplets. They want to have some alone time in the house." I groaned.
"Fuck, can't I just stay?"
"And leave me alone with the cunts, and be a human color book for the kids? Fuck no! If I'm going down, you're coming with me Woods." He smirked.
"Right back at ya Sterling," I grinned
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"Get the fuck out my house!" The triplets all held a 'go to hell' expression and threw all my belongings out.
"Gladly!" I snarled. My aunt Vicky came running after me.
“Jake!” She cried. “Jake you’re not going anywhere, you hear me?” I gave her a sad smile, I love her so much.
“Thanks aunt, but I think it’s best for me to go.”
“A-are you sure? Please just stay, I haven’t seen you in such a long time,” she pleaded.
“Please? I promise to come visit you and Ethan, and I’ll bring Lynn along,” she grinned and nodded her head.
“Alright then, see ya soon bro,” Ethan gave me a sad smile,
“You too man,” I gave him a manly hug; I got my things and put them inside the car. Just when I thought that things were getting better, my fucking idiot Uncle Steve came and made the situation worse. He got all of my parents and Ally’s things and threw them out. Poor Ally was in tears; I went to hug her and told her everything is going to be fine.
"Control your fucking kid George! And when you do, you can come back!" My mom, my dad, and my little sister had also gotten kicked out.
"What the hell Jake!" My dad yelled at me.
"What!? Why are you blaming me? It was the fucking triplets and fucking Eddie!" I protested.
"Yeah sure just blame your cousins for your stupidity," he snarled and put everything in the car. We all got inside and he drove off.
"I don't get why you take their side, I'm your fucking son! Blood and flesh!"
"Maybe because they didn't ruined the family dinner!" He yelled.
"I didn't do anything! Fucking Edward was asking for it when he started talking about how badly he wanted to fuck Lynn!" I yelled back.
"Both of you stop it! You’re going to cause an accident to happen!" My mom pleaded but we ignored her. My dad and I kept yelling at each other.
He went into the freeway, for a faster way home. I then said something that I instantly regretted when it came out of my mouth. Then he turned around towards me, he was going really fast, blinded by the anger. "Watch out-" I was too late, we nearly crashed into another car, both reacting quickly and going to different ways. I didn't see where the other car crashed but we faced the fence, breaking it and causing the car to roll down a valley. I couldn't speak, I couldn't move... my body became heavy, i became tired and closed my eyes.


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I woke up by a beeping sound. I fluttered my eyes open and was met by brown concern eyes.
"Jake! You're okay!" She cried and embraced me. I groaned in pain. I heard a quiet sorry from her lips. "Jake... do you remember anything?"
Then everything came back to me. Me attacking Eddie, getting kicked out of the house, arguing with my dad in the car... and the crash. I told her everything. Once I finished, I asked where they were. She tensed and started crying.
"Lynn? Babe why are you crying?" She looked up into my eyes. Her brown eyes filled with tears. "Lynn where are they?" I asked again, but she kept quiet. "Lynn!?"
"Jake please calm down..." she whispered.
I grabbed her shoulders and looked into her eyes, ignoring the pain. "Where are they!?" I pleaded.
"Jake... during the accident... your parent's… your parents… they didn’t make it… they died," my eyes widened... they're... dead?
"W-what about Ally?" I chocked.
Lynn's lip quivered, she sobbed and cried into my hospital gown. "Jake you're the only survivor, Ally wasn't wearing her seat belt... her head crashed into the window," My... family... are gone? 



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~*Lynn's POV*~


Finally, the school year is almost over. Just one more year and I'm off to the university!
Sissy and Adri had been asking me what I'm going to do after high school. I didn't know what I was going to do but then the question Harry left me that night when I caught Jake cheating on me, did left me thinking. Then I became over thinking the question. If I go to London, will I see Harry? Will my life change? What if I meet new people? What about Jake and his state of loosing his family? What if I see my dad again? That can't be a good idea can it? If I see my dad, what will my reaction be? Why would I see my dad there?
These questions kept shooting in my head over and over; I just didn't know the answer. Too many questions but no answers. Then my History teacher spoke, breaking my thoughts.
"Okay class, since we have finished the assignment's early, you have the day to do whatever you want.... wait no not whatever, no making out or anything sexual, alright?" Mr. Halt announce to class, waiting for the class to answer.
"Ahem?"
"Yes, Mr. Halt we understand, you can go sit now," Johnny shoo him off, annoyed already.
"Very well," Mr. Halt sigh and walked to his desk.
I looked outside the window, looking at the beautiful sky, and the green grass. Green, his eyes. Harry. Why haven't I emailed, called, or texted him? Because he hates you, you had chosen that blued eyed jock, instead of the green eyed boy. The voice inside my head spat.
"Psst…" I didn't pay attention to whoever was calling; I continued to look outside the window. "Hey... Lynn.... pppssssttttt..." The person sighed in defeat; I was about to mentally dance in victory until a spitball came in contact with my hair.
"What the hell?!"
"You gave me no choice! I was calling you," Johnny shrugged.
"Have you even thought that maybe I didn't wanted to be bothered?" I spat.
"Geez what's gotten into you? I just wanted to say that young Harold texted me," my eyes soften a little when I heard Harry's name or Harold as Johnny calls him.
My eyebrows furrowed in confusion, "Why are you telling me this, doesn't he always talked to you?" What's so important? I don't get it.
Johnny sighed and ran his hand in his hair in frustration. "We do talk in occasions, but this time I'm telling you because we talked about a particular someone," he wiggled his eyebrows at me.
"I don't want to hear it," I said as I started packing up my stuff ready to leave this class.
"Lynn, please just listen for once-"
"Why? Why should I? He hasn't spoken to me for two years Johnny, two damn years and you're telling me to just shut up and listen?" I was angered by Johnny's response. He sat there quiet, he didn't know what to say. "That's what I thought," and as if on cue, the bell rung. I dared to glance one last time at Johnny, and left outside the door.
"Hey Lynn wait up!" I continued walking, ignoring his pleads. "Lynn!"
"Not now Jake, I'm really tired and just want to go home," I sigh and continued my pace.
"Do you want me to take you? Cause... erm... You know... your car is at the repair store."
"No sissy is taking me," I said not looking at him, and left.
I continued to walk along the parking lot, looking for that familiar sky blue convertible.
"It's about time you get here," Sissy rolled her eyes and continued to fix her hair.
"Well what are you waiting for? Get in!" Adri giggled.
I climbed on the backseat and made myself comfortable.
"Girls...?"
"Yeah?" They both chirped, oblivious of what I'm going to tell them next.
"Do you remember, last year when you asked me what I wanted to do once high school is over?"
"Yeah, I remember.... it was during lunch, when we saw Niall flirting with a girl, and she rejected him, it was hilarious!" Adri spoke humorously.
"Why?" Asked sissy as she parked the car outside my house.
"Well I've been thinking, maybe after high school I kind of maybe want to go London...?"
"WHAT!? ARE YOU CRAZY? WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU GOING TO DO IN LONDON!?" Adri's eyes popped out in shock.
"She wants to go see Harry... don't you?" I stayed silent; I had no clue how to respond to that, I did want to go see him I want to fix things, but then yet again. Why should I be the one to fix it?
"I don't know yet, at first that was my whole plan on going...to want to see him and apologize... b-but now I'm not so sure," I climbed out of the car and went to my house and opened the door.

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"I mean I do want to go to London but don't want to go alone..."
"So what you're saying is that sissy and I should go with you?" Adri collapsed on my bed.
"If you want, it will be nice and a-and we can meet new people and… And yeah I think you guys should go with me..."
"Good plan but what about Jake Lynn? And what if Harry doesn't remember you?" Sissy raised an eyebrow and looked at me with a stern look.
"Johnny told me that Harry was talking to him... About me and he was going to explain to me what they were talking about but I didn't want to hear it..."
"Oh Lynn, I have no idea what to say..." Sissy envelope me in her arms while Adri caressed my arm in a comforting way.
"We'll go,"

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~* Jake's POV*~
"Hey Woods guess who's going to London" Shane gave me smirks as I looked at him confuse.
"McCaw I really don't have an interest in your... fuck life," I sigh as I got up from the couch and headed over to the kitchen to get more snacks. School was over now, and I was spending some guy time with the Bros. "Yo, Horan come give me a hand will ya?" Niall grunted annoyed. "Well you wouldn't be getting up if you haven't finished the damn chips now would ya?"
"Fucker," Niall mumbled as he passed me. I chuckled as I walked behind him.
"Hey, Jake?" Niall opened one of the cabinets and took out a bag of Doritos.
"Yeah?"
"The thing that Shane was telling you, about someone going to London..." he trailed off, as if thinking if it's the right thing to tell me.
"Niall I seriously don't wanna talk about this right now I don't give two
Fucks about who he's-"
"That's not it," He cut me off.
"Then what is it Horan?"
"Last week... Shane and I we're heading over to your place, a-and we passed Lynn's house... she was in Suzzie's car along with Adri... McCaw wanted to be nosy so he convinced me to stay... a-and we over heard Lynn say she wanted to go to London..."
"Ok? So what? She wants to go to the UK, what's the big deal?"
"Don't you understand? Lynn wants to go to London to go see... well Harry."

Notes

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