~*Jakes POV*~

I couldn't sleep all throughout the damn night. What the fuck was I thinking? Katie, I cheated on Lynn with Katie, my best friends' sister! How the hell am I going to explain myself to Lynn? Fuck, I'm sure I lost her this time. The memory of last night keeps replaying over again.

"Jakey, I'm tired" Katie purred in my ear.

"So am I, but we have to finish this. I don't want any homework over the weekend," I sign.

"Can we at least take a little break?" She whispered, and ran her fingers through my hair.

I signed in pleasure as I closed my eyes. I couldn't help the sensation. Katie massaged my scalp, just like Lynn did. Lynn, just thinking of her makes my insides feels all warm and fuzzy. Then the next thing I knew it, lips were placed on top of mine. I was shocked, but then kissed them back, thinking the mystery person was Lynn. Then I felt a grip on my shirt, indicating me to stand so I did. I was roughly pushed back on the bed, my head hitting the top of my pillow. I opened my eyes, but was met by blonde hair, and blue eyes. What the hell? If I remember correctly, my girlfriend has red/brown hair, and brown eyes. A pair of lips crashed on my own hungrily, but what surprised me the most, is that I kissed them back. Things were getting heated; my hands started roaming freely around Katie's body. That is until I heard that familiar voice.

"Jake- I" I snapped my head towards the direction of the familiar voice, I pushed Katie off and got up quickly straightening myself.

"Jake, what is this stupid thing doing here?" Katie asked as she grabbed my arms and pulled me towards her.

"L-leave." I stuttered to Katie not making eye contact with anyone. I was too embarrassed to look at anyone.

"But Jakey, what abo-"

"I said leave." I cut her off and walked her out the door and locked it. I heard her heels hit against the pavement.

She sat still on the bed, as if she trying to say something but was unable to think of a single word to say. I sat opposite to Lynn, looking up at her expectantly. What is she going to do? Isn't she going to do what girls usually do when her boyfriend cheats on them? Isn't she going to scream? Or hit me? Or throw things? Isn't that what they do? I sat there thinking what she might do, but what was actually killing me inside was her not speaking to me. She just sat there, shocked, unable to move, unable to talk.

"Lynn," I sighed after a long silence. “Please, please say something."

"I—" She choked out. “What can I say? You…"

"It was a mistake. I wasn’t thinking, I…" I shook my head. “I’m sorry. We were studying and we got off track and I'm so sorry."

"But you kissed her." She said, with no emotion in her voice.

"I—yeah. Yeah, I did." I said, looking down at my hands. I don't know what I'm more embarrassed of, the fact that I cheated and got caught, or the fact that I had cheated with non other than Katie, my best friends' sister.

She nodded slowly, and got up.

"Lynn?" I looked up desperately. “Where are you going?"

"I need some—some time. I need to—"

"You’re leaving?" I asked her, with hurt in my eyes, as she looked right into them. “You’ll come back right?" I asked with hope.

But the question was left unanswered when she didn’t reply, but headed out quickly. Leaving me sitting alone on the bed, as I desperately called out her name multiple times.

I lay there, staring at my ceiling as so many thoughts when through my mind. Then, I finally decided to grow a pair and go to her house to straighten things out. I don't want to lose her, especially when guys are throwing themselves at her. I can't bear to loose her. I stood up, cleaned myself up and headed out the door grabbing my keys.

"Jake? Where are you going? It's not even eight yet son," my dad called out.

"I need to do something dad, I did something terrible and I'm going to fix it."

"That's my son," he said oblivious of what I have done last night.

"Later dad"

"Bye son"

*********

I was outside her house and eagerly knocked on it, until someone opened the door.

"C'mon, C'mon please be here" I rocked myself back and forth patiently until someone opens the door.

"Jake? What are you doing here? It's so early," Lynn's mom gasped.

"Sorry Mrs. Hart, but is Lynn home? I need to talk to her it's eager," I said, she looked at me for a second and raised an eyebrow.

"Lynn isn't here, I thought she was with you, she wasn't here all night," she shook her head.

"N-no she wasn't," my eyes widened. "Where can she be?"

"Well you have two to three options," she held up three fingers, and I nodded for her to continue. "One she can be with Suzzie, two she can be with Adri and three she can be with Harry," she said.

"Oh, do you mind if I wait for her?" I asked hopefully.

"No at all," she smiled warmly at me. "You know where her room is right?"

I hesitated to answer; I didn't know what to say. Should I say yes? But what if she gets the wrong idea? Or-

"Jake it's ok, Lynn told me you have been in her room before," she chuckled.

"O-oh ok," I looked down embarrassed.

"Well come on in," she smiled warmly at me.

"Thanks," I smiled back and made my way to her room.

I entered her room, and it was a mess. I was shocked to find her room like this. It was always so clean. It's safe to say that my room is a lot cleaner than this, there are papers everywhere all over her bed and desk. She was probably studying before she came to my place. I decided to be an awesome boyfriend and clean up for her.

*****

I was half way done, when my phone went off indicating me that there was an incoming call.

"Yeah?"

"Jake! Man! Where the hell are you?! I've been looking for you!" Shane's voice rings in my ear.

"I'm at Lynn's place, why? Something wrong?" I sat on the bed and took of my shoes.

"Of course, why didn't I thought of that?" his voice was filled with sarcasm but it also held a bit of bitterness in it.

"McCaw, what's going on?"

"Last night, d-did you and Lynn got in another argument?" he stuttered.

"Yeah we did," I signed. "Why?"

"W-well I was going to your house but then I saw Lynn storming out," he paused and exhaled. "I was curious, so I followed her-"

"Why the hell would you follow her?!"

"Would you just calm the fuck down Woods?! I wasn't going to fuck her!" he spat. "Let me fucking finish!"

"Alright," I mumbled.

"Where was I? Oh yeah so I followed her, and she went straight to that tall, curly haired guy's house. He opened the door and saw her crying and embraced her."

"Ok, go on?" my voice was filled with anger. Since she was like that, it could be the perfect time for him to make a move, Fuck! I clenched my hands into a fist.

"I don't know man cause what I saw next, is just going to send you to the edge," he signed.

"Tell me what the fuck happened McCaw!" I growled.

"He.... He-he kissed Lynn," I tighten my fist and sure enough my knuckles turned white. "I was walking to your again this morning and I saw them together in his room." I dropped my phone, completely shocked. D-did they slept together?






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~*Lynn's POV*~



I arrived in front of Jake's house. I knocked on the door, and surprisingly someone opened the door by the second knock.

"Lynn? What are you doing here?"

"Hi Mr. Woods, sorry to disturb you so early in the morning but, is Jake home?" my checks reddened in embarrassment.

"No, sorry sweetheart, he left an hour ago," he signed.

"W-what? Do you maybe... Possibly know where he might be?"

"No sorry, he just told he had something to fix and left."

"Oh, well thanks anyways," I said disappointedly.

"Lynn? Is there something going on between you two?"

"W-what? No! No of course not, why would you think that?" I was shocked by his question, was it that obvious?

"Well I don't know, you're acting awfully weird right now," he tsked.

"No Mr. Woods theirs nothing wrong," I gave him a reassurance smile but just like Jake, he didn't bought into it not one bit, but decided on shrugging it off. So that's where Jake gets it from, I thought to myself.

"Alright then, bye Lynn," he signed and closed his door.

"Bye Mr. Woods," I whispered as I made my way to my house. My mom must have already left, since her car wasn't in the drive through. I took out my keys and unlocked the door. I walked inside and shut the door behind me. I signed as I slide down the door and sat, I was exhausted. I stood up and went to the kitchen to prepare myself some breakfast. Once I finished, I put the dirty dishes on the sink and washed them. When I was done with my task, I dragged myself up the stairs to my room.

Once I reached my doorknob, the memory from last night rushed throughout my mind. I didn't know for how long I stood there, I shook my head and opened my door. I walked inside and kicking the door shut, I walked in deeper into my room, and saw him there, his back facing me. Oblivious of my presence, his hands were on his sides in tight fists, he looked pissed off. I was about to run out until he spoke.

"Are you just going to stand there?" his voice was so cold.

"What are you doing here?" I answered back, with a slight of coldness in my voice.

He laughed hysterically and turned to me, his once sparkling blue eyes bored on to me with a cold stare. "Don't act like you didn't do anything."

"W-what are you talking about?" What is he talking about? I'm so confused.

"I know what you did Lynn, there's no point in denying it," his voice filled with coldness and anger.

"Jake I don-"

"Goddammit Lynn! Stop fucking acting so innocent! You fucking cheated on me! You cheated on me with that fucking British bastard!" he angrily yelled at me.

"W-what," how did he find out? It wasn't supposed to be like this.

"Yeah, Shane saw you two in your little make out section, he also told me that you two slept together," he said disgustedly.

"Yeah I did kiss him, but we did not had sex together!" I yelled at his face. "You cheated on me too! So now we're even!"

"Even? Is this a game for you? Just because I cheated, you went to Styles and sucked on his face to get me back?" He sounded hurt, but held and angry expression.

"Leave," I demanded as I looked away from him.

"You’re kicking me out?" he spat.

"Obviously I am," I spat back at him. "Get out!"

"Look at me!" he stalked towards me and grabbed my arm. "Do you really want me to leave?" he murmured into my neck sending shivers throughout my whole body. "Do you really Lynn?" he brushed his lips on my neck and left a trail of wet kissed.

"Stop it!" I pushed him away from me with enough force to keep a good space between us. "Leave... Now."

"Lynn-"

"Now Jake!" I looked away from him as tears started forming in my eyes.

"Lynn I fucking Love you!" I stood there wide-eyed; I was shocked at what he just said. Harry had told me the same thing, and now Jake? I stood there for a good few seconds and he spoke breaking the ice.

"Lynn, I love you, can't you see that? We've been dating for more than six months now," he calmly spoke. "But since you were with that foreign bastard you didn't even noticed it.... Did you?"

"You’re lying... You’re fucking lying! You don't love me!" I yelled at him.

"I fucking do Lynn! Why would I lie about that?!"

"Because you fucking cheated on me with Katie!"

"It was a mistake! I wasn't thinking!"

"It was a mistake, I wasn't thinking, that's what everyone says when they cheat!"

"You cheated on me too!"

"I know I did!"

"Is this how were going to be now?"

"W-what? No.... Leave.... Please... Just go,” I whispered, as I hugged my arms.

"Lynn, you and I know both know that you don't want me to." he said coldly as he reached for my hand, but I snatched it away from him. "Lynn..."

"Don't you understand? I don't want to talk to you right now, I need my space Jake"

"Space? Space? Lynn we're never together anymore! We hardly ever see each other and your bitching at me about invading your personal space?" he snarled at me.

"Go! Leave!" I'm getting so annoyed right now.

"No Lynn! I'm not going anywhere I'm staying right here! We need to talk! We need to discuss this!"

"I-I..."

"You what Lynn?"

"I don't even now what we are anymore..." I whispered so softly that Jake barely heard my words.

"W-what do you mean? Aren't we a couple?" that's the problem Jake, I don't think I feel the same way I used to...

"Just go..." I looked away from him and pointed to my door. "Get out..."

"Lynn I told you I'm not-"

"I think we need to take a break from each other" I blurted not even knowing what just came out of my mouth.

"W-what? You’re... Breaking up with me?" I didn't dare to look at him, his voice said it all, anger, confusion and sadness. "Lynn please tell me this is not what you want"

"Jake please! … Just go," I chocked out.

"I just confessed my undying love to you and your dumping me?" he angrily yelled but I caught the hidden hurt inside his words. "Look at me!" he held my hands, I tried snatching them away but he tighten his grip. "Look at me and tell me that this is what you want," he whispered as he tried to look I to my eyes. "Lynn please look at me and tell me that you want this to end," he pleaded.

"Leave..." I whispered.

"Dammit Lynn, why won't you fucking look at me!" He barked.

"Are you fucking bipolar or something? I told you that I want a break! Why can't you get it through that thick skull?!" I looked I to his eyes, and they widened.

"I-I...Ly-"

"Fucking get out!" I yelled. I grabbed his hand and lead him out my room.

"N-no Lynn... Please"

"Jake stop! Leave... Just go..."

"I can't Lynn, I'm not going to let you go that easily! I'm going to fight for you!" I rolled my eyes and hysterically laughed at his respond.

"Lea-" I was interrupted by jakes lips crashing onto mine. His kiss felt so desperately and demanding. Nothing like Harry's kisses, loving and caring. I pushed him away and slapped him. "Don't let the door hit let the door hit you on the way out," I spat as I shut the door on his face. He looked so shocked, like a deer on bright lights.

I heard the doorknob jiggle; obviously Jake was trying to open it. He pounded on the door, kicked and kept punching it. "Lynn! Open the fucking door!"

"Fucking get out of my house!"

"Fine, but we're not over!" he yelled from the other side of the door and stalked away. I heard his stomps fading away and my front door opening and shutting. I signed as he finally left.

"Harry confessed that he loved me... And now Jake? What have I gotten myself into?"

Notes

wow both jake and harry..... what do you think is going to happened next? Harry is leaving back to England, Jake cheated, and a new guy in town.... Yikes!

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