Time seemed to pass by so fast when you're having fun.... When you're completely amazed at something and stay there for such a long time, that you don't even know for how long.... Right?

The stars are just amazing; I just love looking at them. They remind me of someone... Someone special, that I love and adore so much.... Even though I don't quite remember that person much.

"What are you thinking about?" the curious voice filled my ears.

"Someone..." I whispered.

"Oh...." his smile vanished and he frowned. "A-are you thinking about.... Him?" I felt him uncomfortably shift next to me, and he loosen the grip he had on me.

The tension changed, as soon as the word came out of my mouth, his sudden change of mood made me curious as to why? Why did it change? Why is he being uncomfortable now?

"Who?" I turned to face him, to look in his eyes, but they were avoiding me. "Harry?", He stayed quiet for a few more seconds, and kept avoiding my eyes. "Harry?" I gently grabbed his chin and turned his face towards me. Then green emerald eyes were staring down at me, with sadness.

"J-Jake... Are you thinking of him?" I frowned at his reply.

"What? No! No I'm not..." I trailed off.

"Oh" his sadness changed to relief. "Then who?" he asked.

I looked at him; his eyes were filled with curiosity. He smiled at me, but it wasn't big enough to show off his dimples. His smiled vanished as he looked at my motionless face. I looked away, and tried to fight back the forming tears. I think Harry notice my sudden change of mood, because his grips tighten around my waist. He gently grabbed my chin with two of his fingers and thumb and turned me to face him. I quickly dropped my head, and my bangs covered my eyes.

"Lynn? Lynn what's wrong? Was it something I said? Shit, I'm so sorry" he hugged me so tight that I couldn't breath. "I'm so sorry, what was I thinking?! I'm sorry! I'm so, so sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so-"

"I.... I.... can't breath" I manage to breathed out.

"Shit! I'm sorry Lynn" Harry quickly let me go, and looked at my face, but I remained faced down.

"I-it's ok"

"Lynn..." his voice sounded so worried. "Lynn look at me" his filled concern accent said. I remained my composer, not moving. "Lynn please look at me" he pleaded, but I kept my gaze glued to the wooden floor. "Lynn please" his voice cracked.

"I-it's nothing" I whispered.

"What do you mean it's nothing? Lynn you're sobbing for god’s sake! What did I do? Please tell me!" he pleaded as he held my hand and squeezed it.

"Nothing, you didn't do anything" I whispered, trying to control my sobs.

"Then why are you upset?"

A silent tear rolled down my cheek, and made it's way down to my chin, and contacted with Harry's hand.

"Lynn please look at me, tell me what is wrong,” he pleaded as he rubbed small comforting circles around my hand.

He grabbed my chin with his other hand, and raised it up to see my face a little, but not as much because it was still down, and covered by my bangs. Which I was grateful for.

I hesitated to reply. My mind then went back to the remaining memories I had of that person, or at least the ones that I can remember.

~*FLASH BACK*~

The sight was blurry, but then I could finally see clearly. I was Lying down on a blanket that was covering the grass, looking up at the dark sky covered with glowing dots all around. I put my small arms behind my head as I mentally connected the stars. Then I felt someone coming towards me and lay down next to me. I kept my eyes glued towards the sky, since I knew who the person was.

"Evelyn I brought us some snacks and your favorite juice" the deep voice said. I turned around and a smile formed on my face.

"Thank you!" I giggle as I sat up and took the snacks and juice.

"Your welcome princess" He said as I lay down on his chest.

"Look daddy I found the big dipper!" I cried as I pointed to the sky.

"Where?" He playfully asked as he looked around, trying to find it.

"Right their daddy!" I said as I connected the stars with my finger.

"Oh I see it!" he exclaimed. "And the little dipper is there as well" he said as he put an arm around my small body, and pointed at the sky with his free hand.

"Oh! I see it daddy!" I exclaim.

"You do?" he asked as he look down to me and grinned.

"Yeah daddy" I giggled and looked up to him.

He smiled down at me and ruffled my hair. "I love you my little princess"

"I love you too daddy" I smiled and hugged him. I then closed my eyes and fell asleep in his comfort.

~*DIFFERENT FLASHBACK*~

I opened my eyes, and squinted, as the sight was so blurry. Soon enough, pink, orange and yellowed colored clouds met me, from above. The sun was setting down. I was lying down on the grass; I sat up and looked at what I was wearing. It was an adorable white sundress with dark pink flowers covering it. I looked at my small legs, and I was wearing cute open pink sandals, that revealed my small tiny pink colored toenails. I looked around at the place where I was. Realization then slapped me; I was at my old backyard, my old house, and my old neighborhood. My four-year-old body stood up and I began to run around the grass. I giggle as I let myself fall on my bottom.

"Evelyn?" a familiar deep voice called out my name.

I looked up to a dark shadowed figure above me, and I smiled even wider when I noticed whom the person was.

"Daddy!" I squealed as I quickly jumped to my feet and embraced one of his legs. "Daddy! I missed you so much!" I cried as I hugged his leg tighter.

"I missed you too Evelyn" He chuckled as he picked me up, and embraced my small four year old body. He then stopped, I frowned when his arms loosen and my feet soon made contact with the grass.

I crossed my small arms across my chest and pouted. "Why did you stop daddy?" I demanded as I stomp my small foot.

He bend down to my eye level, I looked at his dark brown eyes as they looked at mine. He then ruffled my hair, "Because we need to go inside and eat diner Eve," my pout quickly vanished, and became an enormous smile as he said my nickname. He was the only one that called me that, Eve.

He then stood up and extended out his hand to me, I gratefully took it and held it tight as we began to walk inside.

"Hey Eve?"

"Yes daddy?"

"Is that a new dress?"

"It is!" I giggled. "Daddy you bought it for me, don't you remember?"

"I did?" he put a finger on his chin, acting as if he didn't remember.

"Yes you did!" I squealed.

"Oh, that's right I did!" he exclaim.

"How does it look daddy? How do I look?" I asked as I twirled around for him to see.

"It looks really nice, and as for you, you look like a beautiful princess" he said as he poked my cheek.

"Really daddy? Do you really like it?" I said as my big brown eyes looked up to him.

"I love it Eve" he smiled down at me and slid open the glass door. We then walked inside and everything became a blurry vision once again.

~*FLASHBACK OVER*~

My lip began to tremble, as the memories filled my mind. I dropped my head once again. Tear after tear began falling down my face, like a waterfall. I couldn't control it anymore; my whole body began to shake. The thought of my father, broke me into million of pieces. It's been so long that I've cried like this. I continue to silently cry, Harry let go of my hands and embrace me in a warm, comforting hug.

"My.... dad"

Notes

(A/N) Super sorry for the crappy chapter :/ I was having writers block and back with this. This kind of gives us a somewhat childhood background of Lynn with her father, and if your asking, “Where is her father?” Well you’ll have to patient ;)

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