The Test Subject

Panic struck the lunch hall as Miss Butts slams open the double doors, Harry was lucky enough to not get hit in the process. Whimpers surrounded me, goosebumps arised on everyone's fragile arms but why wasn't I scared? Even Daniel showed signs of cowering away from her. Perhaps i wasn't frightened due to the fact I heal super fast or maybe its because I finally have turned the switch of. The switch that made me care for everyone else. This place has broke me down and there's nothing I can do about it. Ashton sprung to mind. It was clear to me and others that some part of me was developing feelings for the boy that I had kissed for the first time. He had this way of making me forget the horrors and the gore of this place, and i would forever be grateful but now i find myself remembering my birthday wish. I wished for something that could make me smile, not one of those fake ones that fool everyone. With Ashton I smiled for real. Maybe wishes do come true. Although the world isn't a wish granting factory.
Miss Butts glared at the subjects. Her eyes scanned each and everyone of us. Most of us adverted their eyes to the floor out of pure fear, others pretended they couldn't feel the death glare. The subjects liked me, granted there was few, didn't back down. We would show our strength through simple eye contact. I knew she would have hated that. Daniels body was pressed right to my back. His breath was hot against the back of my neck. I noted how this kind of closeness made my breathing become jagged." are you scared?" he whispered hotly in my ear. I turned my head slightly so I could see him much clearer than before. "no. You?"
" I don't feel anything." Daniel said emotionless. There was something about his eyes. They were so empty. They wasn't angered or hurt, they just showed me that he was lost in this world. Becca let go of Zayns hand abruptly as she touched her temple. Zayn subtly comforted her, rubbing circles on the bottom of her spin. "she'll chew him up and spit him out" Daniel loudly scoffed. We made direct eye contact. His gaze was on the couple before he decided to look at me. "because that's whats love is all about" he told me. It reminded me of Harry when he told me love is evil.
Becca turned her head to me and she gave me a small smile. Her eyes told me she was hiding something terrible. Becca then started to say something to Zayn who even looked worried himself. They both looked at me as though they were mentally saying they were sorry. Did Becca see something? My head was pounding. The shivering of test subjects not helping calm my nerves. Miss Butts looked at the guard with the whip and nodded as though she was confirming something. She then said "bring him out". her voice held no remorse at all. It was like time slowed down as the blue double doors opened. A limp body being dragged mercilessly by a guard who looked like he'd rather be anywhere else at the moment. The boys body was dripping with blood. It was obvious he was abused. A single tear rolled down Beccas face as she looked away. Zayn refused to be disgusted by the sight. Although I didn't want to even look, there was something about the boys messy hair.The way it was so carelessly thrown about. My heart skipped a beat as i realized it was Ashton. Daniel gripped my hand as it sunk in that i was the last to know it was indeed the boy who stole my heart. " Close your eyes and remember everything is gonna be okay" Daniel promised
Ashton moaned slightly as his body was thrown onto the hard floor. He seemed so innocent while he bled on the floor. I looked around and no one was going to help him. No one cared apart from me. Miss Butts black heels scraped against the floor as she circled Ashton. Probably failing to intimate him. "You all know the rules. You all know what I expect of you and yet I find myself questioning why people think its okay to disrespect me and disobey my rules" Miss Butts started to shout. The whole crowed back away, pushing me back slightly. "I told you the punishments. Perhaps i was being to lenient on you" she stopped walking when she was right behind Ashtons body. "well not anymore" She smirked to us. "I told you we would humiliate you in the worst possible way. Well this is me living up to that promise" Once again she nodded towards the guard with the large whip. My hands started to shake. I started to move forward but Daniel gripped my wrist. "No" he whispered like he was helping me. He didn't understand a thing. "you're a coward, Daniel" and with that i pushed past people harshly. My eyes widened as the man raised the whip above his head. The room was suddenly silent and the sound of skin cracking filled the room.
Ashton cried out. His fist clenched into a tight ball. Both were turning extremely white. Miss Butts looked amused and I was right at the front of the crowd. I rushed up to Ashtons painful body and raised my palm. "stop. Leave him alone" i screamed at the evil little man. My face was pressed to his untouched shoulder blade. Ashton slightly relaxed into my body. "It was me. I was out when I wasn't supposed to be" i said on repeat. Each time my voice became slower and quieter. I felt everyone's eyes burn into us both like lasers. "It was me. It was me" I spoke breathlessly. Ashtons nose bled onto my grey bottoms. "Styles, get her" Miss Butts said. Her voice laced with amusement. I shook my head as his strong arms wrapped under mine. My body became cold at the absence of him. My eyes were filled with tears. Miss Butts came face to face with me. "how is it you were blessed with so many talents, yet you refuse to use them" I saw how her forehead was traced with wrinkles. Her lips were cracked, the red lipstick making it worse. "Make her watch" she spoke to Harry. Harry's large palms were pressed to either side of my head, keeping me stuck in one position. "I'm so sorry Lily" He whispered in my ear. I sniffled as my body became stiff.
Ashton looked up and slightly smiled. His beautiful eyes were damaged, black and blue completely. His small lips were cut. Blood was gushing out of his nose, yet he still had the strength to smile. He truly was a inspiration. The man raised his arm up and the same sound of skin cracking struck the facility hard. His screams became inaudible after a while. The tears fell as his body became weaker and weaker. "Kill me. Kill me instead" I said before the cracking sound could come back. The guards looked at me then at Miss Butts. "You would sacrifice yourself for a dog?" Miss Butts said
"I would"
"you really are like your mother"

Notes

Secrets are going to be reveled next chapter :o
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Miss butts is evil but I love Daniel so much. Hes so weird but so cute :(
Ashton is just asoihdpiwehqefp