The Test Subject

Ashton broke down after I had left him. I could hear his cries and the occasional swear word escape his mouth louder than he should have been talking.With every profanity made the guilt build up and stab me in the heart because I knew this was my fault. From the start we was doomed, it was clear as day. The moment I had laid eyes on him, he intrigued me. Not because of his obvious good looks, it was his eyes. The way they held so much loneliness but at the same time confidence. It was strange, The confidence was there but the isolation was prominent like a flaw on a insecure persons face. I loved the way he stood up against Jim, i adored the way he defended me when Zayn had turned against me like a wolf, but most of all I love his quirkiness, the way his hair would fall perfectly, the way you can never tell his eye color or even the way he would smirk to himself when he catches you staring at him. I guess I liked the little things. Ashton meant so much to me in such little time and honestly, that scared me.
I rolled my eyes as my stalker leaned against the wall as if he was waiting for me. He crossed his arms as though he had won or said something cheeky. I brushed past him like I had never even seen him. I felt a firm hand wrap around my wrist, pulling me back. I groaned as he smiled triumphantly. "what do you want?" I spat harshly, escaping from his grasp. "Admit it."
I shook my head in confusion. His eyes bored into mine, the green was highly intimating... not like Ashtons. The man loomed over the top of me. My short height giving him a advantage. to intimidate me further."Admit what? that you're crazy" I spoke sarcastically. I knew the guards would be on their way. They were hot on our trail, that's why i have no time for this stupid conversation. He cocked his head to the right, freaking me out slightly. "you think im crazy?" His voice was slow, it held fulfillment. Did he like the fact I found him crazy? "Admit what?" I changed the subject defiantly. I raised my eyebrow at him, a victorious smirk plastered on my face."Did he break your heart?"
"no, I broke his" I looked down, suddenly losing the confidence boost. "I believe when you love someone you should never hurt them" I glared at him out of shock. "I don't love him. I-- don't love him" I said sternly. I didn't love Ashton... I couldn't possibly. I felt the urge to feed. The hunger washed over me like the sea would have. My skin turned incredibly pale. "My names Daniel" Daniel said. His body came closer to mine and i pressed a firm palm to his chest. Using half my strength I pushed him back. "I'm dead, wanna hook up?" I scoffed. "there is something seriously wrong with you"
"there's something wrong with the world we live in."
"no, there's something wrong with you" I laughed while walking past him. "You cant hurt me, I'm dead! I don't feel anything" he called to me. His voice was laced with amusement. I felt a genuine smile come onto my face. I remembered that I didn't deserve to laugh or even smile because I had hurt Ashton.
I walked back to my cell slowly, looking down every corner for a random guard. I found myself wishing for Harry's company. He used to always make me laugh, and make promises which temporary made me forget my surroundings. I walked down the corridor when I felt a presence behind me. Ashtons cell was still empty. I hoped he wouldn't get in trouble. "Lily, what are you doing out?" Harry whispered in my ear. I tapped my foot as I watched Harry fumble with his keys, he was panicking, worrying he will get caught helping me out. I crossed my eyes while I watched him once again locking my cell door. "This new you is going to get you killed"
"and you suddenly care because?"
"I've always cared, you've just never noticed" I noticed Harry's eyes go to Ashtons cell. He groaned as he saw it was empty. "where is he?" He whispered harshly. "Lily, if you--"
"who killed that girl, Harry?" His expression went blank. "you thought I forgot didn't you? every time I close my eyes that's all I see! so you will tell me now who killed that girl"
Harry placed his large hands into his pockets. "what was her name? how old was she? was her death peaceful? actually i know the last one. It wasn't peaceful at all was it? because her face was fucking disfigured, " I shouted. Harry sighed. "her name was Marie, she was 19 and she was beaten to death while she was fully conscious" My mouth fell agape. Marie was Alice's sister. I sat down on the edge of my bed and looked at Harry in shock. "did she have a sister?"
"yeah, her sister was admitted to the UFrom corporation insane asylum two years ago. She was presumed dead when the building got abandoned" Alice ran through my mind. "she isn't dead, Harry" I let out a breath I didn't know i was holding in "shes very much alive. She didn't deserve the way they treated her" Suddenly a loud bell rung throughout the facility. Harry looked around as though he was looking for where the sound came from. The sprays above my head splattered with water, getting my body wet once more. I looked towards Harry for guidance. He was just as confused as I was. "All test subjects to the lunch hall immediately" a computerized voice said, alerting chills up my spine. The voice repeated itself. "Harry whats happening?"
Every test subject was dripping wet. We were getting punished, humiliated like Miss Butts always said she would do. People were shivering while I stood worried for the poor test subject about to wish they would have died. We were all huddled together like penguins trying to get warm. I immediately spotted Becca and Zayn, of course they were together. My blue eyes widened when I spotted their hands intertwined. I was happy for them. Harry was by the double doors waiting for Miss Butts arrival. His eyes were traced with sympathy and sorrow towards us all. It made me sick. "prepare for the noble war." Daniel whispered in my ear. My head snapped towards him and gave a dirty look. He was smirking as per. " I like birds"
"why do you like them?" I asked. I never took my eyes of all the guards entering the over crowded room. A small gasp escaped my lips as i noticed a large whip which would sure ensure pain."Because they can fly away when things get too crazy, I guess. "

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