~Sam~

Okay, so I went downstairs because I heard Brynnscreaming. Before I could say something, I saw Harry kissing Brynn. What the... Well, they make a really cute couple.

''Harry...'' Brynn began. ''I like you too, but there's just... something holding me back.'' She looked around and saw me smirking evilly at her. Mwhuhaha.

''S-Sam... I didn't see you there.'' She said.

''It's okay. If I am the one who's holding you back. Don't be sorry or something. Go for it.'' I said. I really don't want her to be sorry. I want her to be happy. Even if I'd suffer for it. I'd give her my luck. But what I don't understand is... Why does she want t be just like me. I'm a giant slob. I mean, I'm fat, ugly, worthless, useless, a bitch, everyone hates me, I'm suicidal and anorexic... I can't do shit... so I don't understand.

''Brynn, it's okay. Go for it. You like him too, I just know it.'' I said. She nodded, turned to Harry and kissed him. He kissed her back as soon as he noticed her lips were on his. I looked kind of sad I guess. Than right on that moment Tiffany came in with a black eye.

''Look what your sister did to me!'' She said, standing next to me.

''Like I would care.'' I snapped. ''I care about a lot of people and well, you're not one of them.'' I sassed. I'm beginning to look like Louis... Damn.

''Ugh, bitch.'' She said under her breath. ''Hey baby, I missed you and I'm kinda hurt.'' She said walking over to Zayn. That dumb whore.

''Litsen, can you just go away. I don't... like you.'' He said back.

''Well, I used you anyways.'' She said. I was in tears and I ran upstairs. Brynn came after me and Niall too. But I just shut myself in my room and I sat against the door.

''Open up, please.'' Brynn said.

''Why would I?'' I said. I was broken and I don't know why? Maybe I loved him too much, no idea.

''Please, Sam. C'mon open up... We're here for you, we know...'' I heard Niall say.

''Okay...'' I spoke softly. I opened up the door and ran into them. I hugged them because they were my bestfriends. They only knew my secret. I mean, why would I tell Zayn I actually 'love' him. He doesn't love me back anyways.

''You really, really love him, don't you?'' Niall said. I just nodded because I was afraid my voice would crack if I'd speak.

''Why don't you tell him?'' Brynn asked.

''You clearly already did...'' I said softly.

''Sorry for that, though.'' She said. I told her it was okay and on that moment, Zayn came into the room.

''What do you want, Zayn?'' I tried to be as hard as possible, I ddn't want to show my love. I wanted to show hate... I don't know why.

The best way to not get a broken heart, is to pretend you don't have one... Right?

Notes

Hey guys, Beau here.

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