Work Hard, Play Harder

~Brynn~

i shouldn't have come back. Like i said, they all care about Sam. All Sam... Again i'm just pathetic. "Brynn... Are you-" liam started.

i cut him off "oh stop it. Like you give a shit." It came out as a snap. God, what has happened to me? About a month ago i would have died before i snapped at anyone.

"i know it must seem like we dont care... But we do." Louis said in a small voice.

My arm started to itch under my scratchy sweater, and i so without thinking i scratched it. "Bull shit... You dont care. None of you do." No one cares.

"Of course we do! We have always..." Liam cut himself off and looked down at something. "Brynn, what's wrong with your arm?"

confused my gaze shot down to my arm... And panic quickly set in. I was wearing a light gray hoody with a college brand on it... And now the whole sleeve was drenched in scarlet. I realized that i had scratched my cuts and opened them all over again, causing them to bleed "uh... Nothing!" I quickly recovered and pushed past the rest of them, trying to run to the bathroom. A hand caught my arm and i was being pulled back. "Hey! Let me go!" I growled as hands circled my waist dragging me back down stairs. Harry had me pinned and was holding out my injured arm. "Stop!" I begged.

Harry ignored me "Niall, lift her sleeve." He ordered.

"Why?!" I cried and used all my force to try and break out of his grip.

Niall hand lifted my sleeve and him and the rest all gasped at the bloody gift they just unravled. Cuts linning up and down, side to side, zig zags all around my arms, and only the did i feel the tears whell up. "Brynn, what the hell?" Niall gasped.

i tore out of Harry's grip and yanked my sleeve back down "Don't even lechture me! Don't even try to act like you care!" I cried.

"How many times do i have to tell you, we fucking care!" Niall snapped back.

"No you dont!"

Niall ran two hands through his hair in frustration "what more do you want Brynn?! You want us to bend over back-wards for you? You want us to be there at your very aid? We helped you fight off your dad!"

"No, you did that for Sam! Not me!"

"Then what else do you want?!" He repeated.

"I want to be loved like Sam! I want to be wanted like Sam! I want people to care for me like Sam-"

i didn't get to finish before lips were suddenly being pushed onto mine. As his brown curly hair tickled my forhead and cheeks... I realized it was Harry.

Notes

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