~Sam~

She told him, I can't fucking believe she told him. Just unbelieveble.

''You just... I can't believe you did that...'' I said angry as fuck. I ran upstairs. I heard someone calling my name but I decided to ignore it. I mean, I flippin' hate myself on this moment. I ran into the bathroom and grabbed my best friend ever: Razor. No one would care. I mean, why would they?

''Just do it already, no one cares...'' The voice said again. Why was he here?

''What do you want from me?'' I spoke softly so no one could hear me talking to... nothing.

''I just want you to die, it's the best for all of us... Then if you're dead, you can look at other people their problem to make yourself feel good. If that's what you want.'' It said.

''No, I'd never want something like that. You're a horrible... thing. What ever you are...'' I said.

''I'm your dad. I died in prison. I hung myself with my belt. Now I'm here to make your life a living hell... You can't turn me off, I'm inside your head. I'm not any switch on and off button.'' He said.

I felt unconscious. Dead inside, horrible, in pain, I just wanted to die. But the most terrible thing of all is, I had to fake a smile. I want to die, right, FUCKING, now. And the only moment I get is... right here, right now. I was fat, unloved, just not good enough for anyone. People hate me and I did my best to make them love me.

I took the razor in my hand and slid it against my skin. I carved the words 'FAT', 'NOT GOOD ENOUGH' and 'UNSTOPPEBLE LOVE' in my arms and legs. but there was one place, that wasn't carved. That place was my wrist. I couldn't do it. I mean, sure I could but something was stopping me. And that something was... Zayn.

I screamed in pain and quickly locked the door with all that little energy and power I had. It sprung on the lock and I let myself fell onto the ground. I'm done with this. I hate all of this, I can't do this anymore. I took the razor again but it fell onto my face. There was a giant gash.

''Sam, are you okay?'' I heard Brynn say, on another note, she was on the other side of the door. I was lucky it was locked.

''C'mon Sam, open the damn door or I'm going to break it.'' I heard Harry say.

''Please, Sam... O-open the d-d-door...'' I heard Zayn talk quietly.

I heard that the door broke open and that the boys and Brynn came in. Than everything went black...

Notes

Hey guys, I'm at my grandma's and there I have a laptop WITH AN ENTER BUTTON. YAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSS. Anyways, thanks for almost 2,000 views.Thank you soooo much, we love you.

Madi is next. Bye,

Beau.

PS, Stay beautiful