YouTube Little Sisters

It’s been about three days since the boys have left and well Tashton is an official thing now and I totally ship it! I still refuse to talk to Harry. I can see the worried looks I get from the girls and the boys.

“Ready for school?” Tarah asked walking into my room as I debatedputting makeup on.

“Yeah let’s just go.” I said putting my glasses on. When I walked into the kitchen Zoe, Joe, Abi, and Connor were sitting eating breakfast.

“Later guys.” I said in a mono-toned voice. I grabbed my phone and backpack and walked out the door with Tarah behind me. When we got in the car I buckled up and stared out the window the whole way there.

“See you at lunch ok?” Tarah asked me before we went our separate ways. When I walked into the choir room Mr. G was sitting in front talking to a curly haired boy who I feel like I’ve met before, but I didn’t know where until he turned around. What the actual fuck is he doing in MY school, in MY choir class? I sat in the back of them room and waited for the bell to ring. I looked anywhere besides the front of the room.

“Hope you are all ready for this morning. Before we start today though we have a guest today who would love to talk to you about the music industry, since that is what most of you want to be in once you graduate. So without further or do here is Mr. Harry Styles.” Mr. G said before walking back to his office.

“Ok guys! How many of you want to be in the music industry?” Harry asked and most of the class raised their hands while I sat numbly in my chair waiting for this to be over and done with.

“How many of you can not only sing, but play instruments?” Harry asked and I still sat there. I pulled my phone out and began to text Abi and Connor.

“How many of you can also dance?” Harry asked. I’m honestly counting down the minutes until class is over.

“Miss. Franta can I please talk with you in my office. Now!” Mr. G yelled and I took a deep breath before grabbing my bag and walking to his office. When I walked in he closed his door and ordered me to sit down.

“Texting in class is so not like you Clair. Is everything ok?” Mr. G asked me and I nodded my head, but he gave me the look saying he didn’t believe me.

“Come on Clair. I know you better than this. What’s going on?” he asked showing sincerity. I was silent for a couple seconds before answering him.

“Someone hurt me and I honestly don’t know how to handle it. I want to let them in and trust them, but it’s so hard considering everything that has happened.” I said as I felt a lump grow in my throat.

“I know its hard Clair, but it may be the best thing you can do. I’m always here for you to talk to, but no more texting in my class, ok?” he asked me and I nodded my head.

“If you want to you may go to a practice room and pull yourself together.” Mr. G said and I nodded my head. I stood up and walked back through the choir room where I saw Mackenzie flirting with Harry. I rolled my eyes at the sight and walked into a practice room. I closed the door and turned the light off so it was completely dark. I sat on the ground and began to cry. My silent cries turned into sobs and then into the cry where you are gasping for breath.

“Are you ok?” I heard the familiar voice ask as light streamed in. I glared at Harry before answering him.

“I am fine now go away.” I said through clenched teeth hoping he got the message, but he stayed.

“Talk to me little missy.” Harry said as he sat down next to me. I scooted so I was further away from him.

“I have nothing to say to you. Why don’t you get that I want to be left alone. I’ve ignored your calls, text, and DMs for a reason! Why don’t you understand this?” I yelled at him as I wiped away some of my tears.

“Maybe because I cared about you too much. Maybe because I still care. Maybe because you’ve stolen my heart.” Harry replied and I rolled my eyes.

“Yeah, well you stole mine and broke it so sorry, but I don’t give a frik about your heart at the moment. I have to get to my next class.” I said as I heard the bell ring. I tried to stand up, but he held me down.

“We need to talk things out.” Harry said staring me straight in the eyes.

“We don’t need to do anything. I really need to get to my next class. Stop calling, texting, and DMing me. Stay out of my life all together Harry Styles.” I said before standing up with my bag and storming out the choir room doors where Tarah was waiting for me.

“What is he doing here?” Tarah asked and I turned around and there Harry was staring at Tarah and I.

“Nothing. Let’s just go.” I said grabbing her arm and pulling her to my locker. The rest of the day was agonizing and I couldn’t wait to get home and stay in my room all night. It wouldn’t be much different than any other day for me so it’s whatever.

“How was your day?” Zoe asked when I walked into the house.

“Don’t want to talk about it.” I said before storming past her and into my room. I locked my door and changed into sweats before lying down face first in bed. I unlocked my phone and got onto twitter.

@CBFranta: No new video up this week! Personal problems please bear with me wackadoodles! <3

After I sent the tweet out, I turned off my phone and just laid there in silence. After about two hours of lying in silence there was banging on my bedroom door. I rolled over and put my pillow over my ears.

“Clairebella open this door right now!” I heard all four of my older siblings’ voice from outside my door. I sat straight up and as I was walking to the door I was trying to figure out why they were here.

“Did you call them?” I asked Connor after opening my door.

“Yes and we flew in so we could figure out what is wrong with our baby sister.” Brandon said following me to my bed.

“Well nothing is wrong with me so it was a wasted trip.” I said crossing my arms.

“Hand me your pill bottle.” Connor said holding his hand out. I reluctantly handed it to him and he opened it to count how many I still had.

“You haven’t taken at all since this whole freaking Harry thing happened. I know you liked him and everything, but I, we can’t lose you again.” Connor said coming and pulling me into his embrace. I rested my head on his shoulder as Dustin began to talk.

“You are the baby of the family, Clair. We all need you or it wouldn’t be complete. Mom and dad are so worried about you, but couldn’t get away from work.” He said as I sat looking between the four of them.

“You’re my only sister and I can’t lose you. I don’t understand the boys at all so it’s you and me against them forever.” Nicola said making me laugh and it made all four of them smile.

“There is that smile that always brightens my day.” Connor said and I hugged him back now.

“I promise from now on I’ll start taking my pills again.” Causing them all to cheer and I laughed.

“So the others are downstairs and tomorrow we have to drive to headquarters to figure out the tour. So be ready to leave school at noon.” Connor said and I nodded my head.

“I don’t know about you guys, but I’m hungry.” I said getting out of bed and walking into the kitchen. I looked around for all three Suggs, but didn’t spot them.

“Hey where are the Suggers?” I shouted as I opened the fridge.

“They went out to eat tonight and then they are going to the airport to get Troye.” Connor explained walking behind me so he could open a cabinet. We all decided that Nicola would cook while the rest of us caught up with each other. At around ten thirty my siblings left for their hotel and at eleven all three Suggs came back.

“Look who is out of her cave. Nice to see you madam.” Joe said coming and giving me a hug.

“Well thank you Mr. Sugg.” I laughed as I walked into the living room with the rest. I sat down on the couch. Abi and Zoe sat on either side of me while the boys sat on the love seat together.

“I think I want to do a video about my depression.” I spoke up before looking around the room.

“Are you going to fully explain why you’re depressed or not?” Connor asked and the others all looked between us since they don’t know the actual reason why I was diagnosed with depression.

“Well I’m going to talk to mom and dad about it first and see what they say before doing it of course, but yes I want to tell them why.” I said moving my bangs out of my face once again.

“So why were you diagnosed with depression?” Zoe asked me.

“You’ll have to wait for my huge end of the month video to find out.” I said crossing my legs. They nodded their heads. I remember my phone was upstairs turned off so I hurried and got it then came back down and sat down. I turned it on and had multiple tweets from my YouTube siblings.

@PointlessBlog: Everything will be ok love! <3
@JoeyGraceffa: I’m here for you girly! Just text me babes!
@thats0jack: I miss you and we need to hang out asap! #StayStrongClair
@Caspar_Lee: Keep your chin up little sis! Also reply to my flipping text!!!!!!!!!!
@JimsTweetings: Coming to America soon! I expect to meet up with you and have a long talk!
@MarcusButler: So I’ve snapchated you multiple times and no response! Love ya sis :)
@SprinkleofGlitr: Smile little fairy girl!
@KianLawley: You, me, and the other boys are having a day out when I get back! #BestLittleSister
@AndreaRussett: Text me and We’ll figure out when we can have a girls day! #BAE
@TrevorMoran: Love you big sister and can’t wait to see what that creative mind comes up with!

There were many more from fans and other YouTubers and I honestly felt so loved. I spent the rest of my time awake to fans’ tweets.

Notes

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