Love? Or Hate?

I pinned her against the door as I locked it.

God why am I such a fuck up. Why do I mess everything up?

"H-Harry." she stuttered.
"I-I'm sorry." I said looking down at her. She kept looking down at the floor. I tilt her chin up.
"Don't touch me" she said trying to release from my grip.
"You think sorry will fix all of this, joke's on me to actually believe you would like me, to think that someone who is your target, could ever be yours. You know what I thought of you last night, I thought you changed, that things will be different. I was wrong, you'll always be the same jerk you are." she spat at me as tears rolled down her face.

No matter how much I wanted to kiss those tears away I stood their as she stormed off. Her words hurt me, but I deserved them, she's right I am a jerk.

"Nicole!, Nicole!." I shouted in the busy hallways, people looked at me with strange looks but I didn't care. I am losing her.

There's something about Nicole, she's different than all the other girls.
I just can't let her go.
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Nicole's POV

I didn't bother finishing the day at school. I asked El to dismiss us both and drive to her house.

"What's wrong?" she asked.
"Nothing." I lied.
"Nicole, I know when your lying, did Harry do something?"
Just the mention of his name made me cry?
"Y-yes." I cried

My phone rang, I didn't bother to look at who it is as I opened it.

"H-Hello" I said in a raspy voice.
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Harry's POV

"H-Hello" she said.
I could tell she was crying. Her voice broke me down inside.
Now's my chance to tell her how sorry I am.
"Nicole, I know I fucked up badly, but what you saw at lunch didn't mean nothing to me, your the one I want to be with. Ever since freshman year I liked you, I only bullied you hoping my feelings would go away, I didn't want a fuck up like me to hurt you, but I'll change for you. Please just give me one last chance. Forgive me. I'll prove it to you, please love?" I said breathlessly as my voice broke, hoping she'll forgive.
I heard a cry over the other end of the line.
"Please?" I begged. I never begged a girl, they would always beg me. Nicole's different, she's innocent, loving, perfect. She's one of a kind.

"Harry, I can't, I'm not like other girl who you think you could just sweet talk and think things will be fine. Yesterday you said you would prove it, well you proved you wanted to hurt me more by kissing her. Thanks a lot." she said. Hurt evident in her voice.

"I know , but I'm new to this lo- liking a girl this much. I never meant to hurt you. Please, one last chance. Please?" I asked.

"I-I don't know" she said before hanging up.

I threw my phone across the room, breaking it.

I'm a piece of shit, I'm a fuck up, I'm a jerk, I'm a failure..at everything. I thought as the tears poured down my face.
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Nicole's POV
I hung up the phone as tears streamed down my face, After El took me home I had to cancel my plans with my sister, I felt horrible that I canceled, but I was not in the mood.
I went to sleep crying, thinking of what Harry said.
Did he mean it?

The next morning, I didn't bother looking my best. I had bags under my eyes from crying late last night. I threw on a pair of baggy gray sweatpants, a hoodie and sneakers. I put my hair into a quick ponytail as I left.

On my way there, I thought of seeing Harry. Once I got to school, I sighed before entering, El and Per were standing next to my locker, talking.

"Oh my god, what's wrong?" Per asked.
"Nothing" I lied
"We know when your lying." El said
I couldn't keep it in any longer, I had to let it out.
I told them all about what Harry said and how I felt.

"W-what s-s-should I do?" I said in between cries.
"Is this Harry Styles your talking about? I know Harry is a jerk but in the past two years I've known him, he never does anything to win a girl. Your different." El said.
Perrie nodded.

I avoided Harry during 1st and 2nd period but as I looked at the corner of my eye I could feel him staring at me. I dreaded going to lunch but I didn't want to be alone.

"Nicole!" a familiar voice shouted in the cafeteria, as his voice boomed throughout.
I looked behind me to see Harry.
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Harry's POV

"Nicole" I shouted.
She turned around and I saw those familiar beautiful eyes look at me.

I walked up to her and leaned my forehead against her's.
"Listen before you say anything. Please." I asked
She nodded her head.

"Nicole, you are different than all the other girls, I love seeing your million dollar smile, your beautiful eyes, beautiful face, I enjoy every second I'm around you, I love seeing you blush when I look at you, I love our little conversations, I love seeing you in the morning, I even love it when you get angry and scrunch your nose, honestly, I love everything about you." I said softly as tears began to fall from her mesmerizing eyes.

"Remember how I said I was going to prove it?" I asked.
"You already have." She said in between cries.
I wiped her tears away.

"Not quite yet." I said as I stood on the empty cafeteria table.





"I love you Nicole Ann Gilmin." I shouted as everyone's attention was on us now.

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