Attached at the hip.

*Liam's POV*
Well shit. What have I done. I just lost Savannah, the most important person in the world to me, my best friend. All because I'm a total ass hole. So what if I went back with Danielle, she knew it wasn't official, so she had no right to freak out on me like that. But I said some really harsh stuff, and I feel terrible for it, I wish I could take it back. I noticed she winced when I put my hand behind my head....She didn't think I was going to hit her did she? Shit she did. Now she thinks I'm no better than Dylan, I'm so stupid. Why did I not listen to Zayn. He was right, it wouldn't work out, one of us would get hurt, and things wouldn't be the same. Sometimes I hate it when he is right. I need to fix this, I hurt her, I betrayed her, maybe going back to Danielle was a mistake... If it means loseing Sav I can't do this. Sav was right. I am afraid of being alone, that is why I held on to Dani for so long even when we both knew that the end was near. I just, I screwed up big time... maybe Zayn will know what to do this time too. I get up and knock on Zayn's door. The suite has been quiet without Savannah, I don't like it and neither do the boys. Zayn opens up the door "Hey bro, you okay?" He asks seeing the look in my eyes "No.....I lost her..." I whisper and he nods "It's just a fight, I am sure you two will make up eventually" He says and I shake my head "How do I get her back?" I ask "I've already called her a million times... she wont answer, which isn't a surprise, she always ignores the world when things like this happen. She doesn't take fighting ver well... she takes everything to heart...Shit I hope she knows I didn't mean it when I said I didn't care if she left... because I do... I really screwed up man..." I say and bury my face in my palms. He gets the guys together and we all send her a few texts, but no responses. We check her instagram and twitter and tumblr. Still nothing, I wasn't kidding when I said she shuts the world out, it's her specialty. I want to go to her apartment and fix this, I need to fix this. But Zayn insists that I give her space, after all that is why she left. She wanted space....But I don't know...I'm worried that if I don't I will loose her forever.
*1 Week later*
Savannah finally got back onto tumblr, which doesn't surprise me, but her posts do. From the look of her posts she is still upset. I am seeing all of these depressing quotes, like "I act like everything is fine. I laugh at people's jokes, I do silly things with my friends and I act like I have a carefree life. It's funny though. When I come back home, I just turn off that mental switch. Then suddenly I break down. I feel alone, empty, tired, I can't exactly describe how I feel into words. It's like I have two different me's. One for the public, and one for myself. Only if they knew. Only if." or "Losing someone is the hardest thing to accept. Remembering you is easy,I do it everyday. Missing you is the heartache that never goes away" and the one that broke my heart was "The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one when everyone is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from your tears. The one where you just want to scream. The one where you have to hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. The one where you can't breathe anymore. The one when you realize the person that meant the most to you, is gone.". I can't do it. I can't not go see her, I can't let her be this upset and alone, or let her think that I'm gone because I'm not. I'm going to fix this. Thankfully we have the weekend off, I get a cab and go straight to Savannah's apartment.
When I finally get there I knock on the door, no answer. I knock again, still nothing. Finally the third time I start knocking I hear Savannah yell "COMING" she opens the door and is obviously shocked to see me here. Instead of waiting for her to say something I just grab her and hug her tightly "I am so so so sorry Sav. I was such an ass, please forgive me" I say softly, she doesn't hug me back. She stands there limp and doesn't say anything at first. Finally she asks me "Why are you here?" without looking at me, her voice is soft and broken, it's her crying voice. "Because I can't loose you, I won't loose you. I came to say I was sorry and I was wrong, I came to get my best friend back" I say and lift her chin so she is looking me in the eyes. I wipe her tears "I didn't mean to use you Sav, that was never my intention" I say softly and she nods "Do you want to come in?" she asks me softly "I'd love to" I say and we go to the living room and sit on the couch. She sits with her knees up to her chest "Shouldn't you be in the studio, at rehearsal, or with Danielle or something....?" She asks quietly. "Well, they gave us the weekend off.... I was going to come sooner but you said you wanted space...and actually, I ditched Danielle to come here..." I say softly and wait for her reaction "Really? You ditched her for me? Isn't she pissed?" She asks softly rather shocked "Oh yeah, pissed, I'm pretty sure she will dump me all over again over it...but you are more important to me...is there any way you'll ever forgive me?" I ask softly "I won't blame you if you can't, what I did was screwed up and I regret it." I say earnestly and she fiddles with her fingers and looks at the ground as she thinks "I want to Li, I do...but that really hurt, and more so than going back to Danielle, but the words you said really hurt. Did you even really have feelings for me?" She asks and the sadness in her face crushes me "I know, I just got over angry... I wish I could take them back...I didn't mean them at all" I say and scoot closer to her "Yes I had feelings for you, deep ones...But I still wasn't over Danielle, and she came back saying she was sorry and she was wrong and all this other stuff, and I guess I just got caught up in the history I had with her, and the comfort. I was used to Dani, but being like that with you, you know like kissing and hugging and dates...That was new, and kinda scary because I didn't want to screw things up, but of course, I did...." I sigh and put my face in my hands "I can't loose you Sav, please I'll do anything, I'll break up with Danielle, I'll do a million pushups, I will eat ice cream with a spoon for christ's sake!" I say desprete for her to forgive me. She lets out a small laugh "You would use a spoon for me?" She asks "Of course, I'd do anything and everything for you savannah you are the most important person in my life Savannah Olivia Smith" I say and look up at her "You're lucky you're so important to me Liam James Payne.... I forgive you... But I'm still mad!" she adds with a small laugh and I smile "So we are okay?" I ask and she pauses "Well...I mean I guess...I don't know if things will be the same but yeah" she says and I smile and scoop her up "You can be as mad as you want as long as I don't loose you and get to call you my best friend, oh and cuddle with you" I laugh and she shrugh "I don't know about cuddling... you have to earn that back" she laughs and I hug her closely, we still had a lot to talk about and figure out, but at least I didn't loose her.
"Wanna order pizza and watch movies?" She asks and I smile "There is nothing I would rather do" I say with a smile. She orders the pizza, while she is on the phone with the pizza guy I get a call from Danielle..."Hello?" I say, and am met with an obviously pissed Danielle "Where the hell are you?! You were supposed to be here an hour ago!!" Crap. I forgot, we had a date planned "Oh crap, Dani baby, I am so so sorry" I say not sure how to tell her I'm with Sav "Where are you?" She asks "Ummm...Listen...Something came up and I had to get to Savannah's house like immediately" I say and wait for her to freak "So you missed our first date as a couple again for that whore?" She asks and I get rather angry "Savannah is not a whore, she is my best friend, and nothing is going to change that Dani, look I'm sorry if you can't handle me being friends with her, but she isn't going anywhere! So either deal with it, or leave" I hear a pause "Fine. I'm not going to sit around and wait for you to come to your senses Liam. You have fun with her, I hope she was worth it..." Dani says, and that does suck, it means that I've lost her again, and all this drama between Sav and I was all over nothing. "She is" I say and hang up, as Sav comes back in the room.

*Savannah's POV*
I come back into the room and Liam looks both angry and sad, he was fine five minutes ago...."Are you okay Li?" I ask as I sit on the couch next to him. "Well...Danielle and I just broke up again.." He says and sighs "wait what?! It's only been a week...." I say, I can't believe this happened again, and it means that all of this drama was for nothing. "Yeah...I knew she would be pissed, I figured she was going to dump me again, and then I told her you were more important and she freaked....." He says and I pat his arm "It'll be okay Li, some things just aren't meant to be..." He nods and looks up at me "And some things are...." He says lookinging into my eyes. Crap. We are having a moment... we can't have a moment. I'm mad at him, why me he be so irresistible? We are looking straight into each other's eyes and it feels like he is looking into my soul. I get lost in his eyes for a good minute before snapping back to reality. He hurt me, I can't trust him right now. Why must he make things so hard on me? After a minute I look away "Sooo.....Ummm......You wanna pick the movie..?" I ask and he obviously snaps out of his trance "Um, yeah sure, you up for something funny?" He asks and I nod, thank God he didn't suggest something scary, I get scared way to easily and I'd end up in his arms hiding, and I don't know if being i his arms is the best idea right now...
We watch the movie and eat our pizza,and about halfway through the movie I fall asleep. I haven't slept well since our fight so I am not very surprised. What does surprise me is when I feel a pair of large arms lifting me up. I open my eyes a bit and mumble "hmmmmm?" and Liam just chuckles "Shhhh go back to sleep, I'm just putting you in your bed" He whispers. He puts me in bed then tucks me in. But he doesn't get in bed with me, instead he grabs a blanket from the closet and heads for the couch. I feel bad, and even though I know I kinda want him here with me, I know that it is for the best that he stays out there... But hey, I have my Liam back and we are making progress...I just hope things can go back to normal with us...

Notes

Hey y'all sorry I havent been on in the past few days things have been really crazy this week! will have the next chapter up ASAP!