What Does it Mean? ~ COMPLETED
Everyone Has A Secret
Harmony’s POV
I clutched my stomach and bent over in pain. It hurts a lot, but I don’t want the girls to be concerned about me.
“Har, are you okay?” Dani asked worried.
“Yeah, my stomach just really hurts,” I groaned again as another pain shot through my lower abdomen. “Yup, really hurts…”
“That’s it, we are taking you to the doctor,” El said and she wrapped one of my arms over her shoulder as they rushed me to the car. El put the key in the ignition and sped off to the hospital. My groaning didn’t cease. My stomach felt horrible. I wanted to puke, but I didn’t want to ruin her car. So many things are wrong with me. First, I’m eating too much. I have cravings for food. I’ve been vomiting even after I got rid of the flu. My stomach hurts. I think the girls are thinking the same thing as me when Dani asks me a question.
“When was the last time you had your period?”
I thought about it. I missed January, but I thought it was just my miss month, but my February is past… This isn’t a very good sign. The girls checked me into the hospital while I sat in a fetal position on the chair. I can’t be. I won’t allow this, because if I am what I think I am, that means it’s his.
“Harmony,” the nurse called. Fingers crossed…
I walked slowly behind the nurse. I told the girls to wait for me outside. I wanted to hear the news alone. If I am, then I am, but I can’t be quite sure.
“So, what seems to be the problem?” the doctor asked when she walked in.
“Well, I think I might be pregnant. I’ve been craving food a lot lately, throwing up even though I just got over the flu, and my stomach had short pains in it before my friends took me here.”
“Okay, we’ll just have a quick test to see. I need you to lift up your shirt, so I can put the gel on your stomach.” I did as she said and cold gel was squirted onto my stomach causing chills to go down my back. She moved a sort of wand type thing across my abdomen. I closed my eyes to avoid looking at the screen.
“Congratulations! You’re pregnant!” she said. My world shattered. I am pregnant, I am having a child, and he is the father of my child. “That is the heart beat. Everything seems to be going well. The baby is healthy. You’re about 2 months along.”
“Thank you,” I said. The doctors filled me in on pregnancy do’s and don’t’s and handed me photos of the ultrasound. I can’t believe I’m pregnant. This is all too fast. I’m too young. My dancing career is just beginning. I haven’t even been noticed yet. All of my dreams are crashing down around me, and I’ll have to tell him sooner or later. Probably later.
I walk out to the waiting room to get the girls and leave. I show no emotion. I say nothing, and the girls don’t ask questions, they just go. The trip up to my floor probably pained me the most when they couldn’t stay quiet any longer.
“So…”
“I’m pregnant,” I said and tears started to stream down my face. The girls immediately wrapped their arms around me as I cried. When the elevator stopped we quickly opened the door to my flat so rumors wouldn’t fly.
“I thought you guys used a condom,” Dani said. How would she know? She was right, we did use a condom, but still how does she know that? Not important. Everyone uses condoms. Duh.
“Condoms have a 16% failure rate,” I say monotonously.
“How do you know?”
“My mom was a nurse.” Everyone was silent for the rest of the way up to my flat. When we got in I plopped my butt on my couch and stared at the ceiling.
“You’re going to have to tell him, you know,” El said. I nodded.
“When are you going to tell him?” I think about it. I can’t not tell him; it is his child. He’s going to want to be apart of their life. Knowing him, he’s going to come back into my life, but I don’t want him to be thinking about a child on the tour. I know what to do.
“I’ll tell him when they come back. I don’t want Harry to freak out half way through the tour. I don’t care if he’s upset that I didn’t tell him sooner, but it’s for his own good.” They all just nodded. I’m going to need a lot of help these next few weeks. I just hope Harry doesn’t get upset.
♪March 20th ♪
“Okay class, keep on practicing your dances. The Spring Showcase is Friday, so be prompt and ready to dance. I’ll see you all tomorrow.”
Three more days. Just three more days until the boys come back, and three days until the Showcase. According to the doctors, I am twelve weeks, or 3 months, into this pregnancy, but I have yet to show. Zack tells me that I’m still skinny as a twig and can’t wait to see me try to fit in my clothes. What a douche bag.
♪Friday♪
“Harmony, I can’t wait to see your performance tonight. I have some very important people watching, and I see great success for you. Break a leg tonight,” Mrs. Hadley tells me after class. Her news is great. I guess there is an upside to today.
“Thank you Mrs. Hadley; I won’t let you down.” I smile sincerely before running off to catch up with Danielle and Zack.
“Dani! Zack!”
“What?”
“Mrs. Hadley just gave me encouraging news for tonight. There are important people watching us perform. She wished me good luck.”
“Good for you, Har, but what about the other news?”
“Um… I’ll tell him tomorrow?”
“We agreed on today. Do it after the show. The boys are taking us somewhere nice.”
“Fine. I hate you.”
“Naw, you love me.”
I just skip away from them and back home. I decide to go over my routine for a little bit, but then I hit the shower. I don’t want to smell like sweat already when I get there. I change into my outfit for tonight and sit down to pass the time. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=80161492
About an hour before I have to be there, my door flies open. I look up at the mysterious person.
“Mom! Dad! Liam! Niall!” I get up and throw myself into their arms. They don’t know about the baby either. I want Harry to be the first one to know.
“Harmony! We’ve missed you so much. Ready for tonight?” Lou is the first to speak.
“Yup! I can’t wait.”
“How is school? Meet anybody new?” Zayn asked.
“Good and no.”
“It’s okay, you’ll find someone,” he replies, but I just awkwardly stand there. They don’t know that I’m pregnant with Harry’s child, and I can’t blame them for that. It took everything the girls had not to tell.
“You know, I always thought I would be the father figure,” Liam frowned. I laughed.
“Some people are different Liam. Zayn is just more understanding to me, but you’ll still one of my older brothers.” This made him smile.
“Well, what I don’t get is how Louis is the mother figure. I mean, look at him!” Niall said. This caused us all to laugh, except for Louis who pouted.
“It’s okay, Lou. I still love you.” I hugged him and he smiled. “So, where’s Harry?”
“You know, just wandering around somewhere…” Niall said, but I could tell he knew something. Niall is never good at keeping things. He sounds suspicious…
Louis’ POV
I glare at Niall from behind Har. He’s blowing Harry’s cover. We were all sad that Harmony was heartbroken. I know that she really loved Harry. We finally let Harry explain his side of the story, and we are trying to get them back together. We just need to keep quiet until after the show…
I clutched my stomach and bent over in pain. It hurts a lot, but I don’t want the girls to be concerned about me.
“Har, are you okay?” Dani asked worried.
“Yeah, my stomach just really hurts,” I groaned again as another pain shot through my lower abdomen. “Yup, really hurts…”
“That’s it, we are taking you to the doctor,” El said and she wrapped one of my arms over her shoulder as they rushed me to the car. El put the key in the ignition and sped off to the hospital. My groaning didn’t cease. My stomach felt horrible. I wanted to puke, but I didn’t want to ruin her car. So many things are wrong with me. First, I’m eating too much. I have cravings for food. I’ve been vomiting even after I got rid of the flu. My stomach hurts. I think the girls are thinking the same thing as me when Dani asks me a question.
“When was the last time you had your period?”
I thought about it. I missed January, but I thought it was just my miss month, but my February is past… This isn’t a very good sign. The girls checked me into the hospital while I sat in a fetal position on the chair. I can’t be. I won’t allow this, because if I am what I think I am, that means it’s his.
“Harmony,” the nurse called. Fingers crossed…
I walked slowly behind the nurse. I told the girls to wait for me outside. I wanted to hear the news alone. If I am, then I am, but I can’t be quite sure.
“So, what seems to be the problem?” the doctor asked when she walked in.
“Well, I think I might be pregnant. I’ve been craving food a lot lately, throwing up even though I just got over the flu, and my stomach had short pains in it before my friends took me here.”
“Okay, we’ll just have a quick test to see. I need you to lift up your shirt, so I can put the gel on your stomach.” I did as she said and cold gel was squirted onto my stomach causing chills to go down my back. She moved a sort of wand type thing across my abdomen. I closed my eyes to avoid looking at the screen.
“Congratulations! You’re pregnant!” she said. My world shattered. I am pregnant, I am having a child, and he is the father of my child. “That is the heart beat. Everything seems to be going well. The baby is healthy. You’re about 2 months along.”
“Thank you,” I said. The doctors filled me in on pregnancy do’s and don’t’s and handed me photos of the ultrasound. I can’t believe I’m pregnant. This is all too fast. I’m too young. My dancing career is just beginning. I haven’t even been noticed yet. All of my dreams are crashing down around me, and I’ll have to tell him sooner or later. Probably later.
I walk out to the waiting room to get the girls and leave. I show no emotion. I say nothing, and the girls don’t ask questions, they just go. The trip up to my floor probably pained me the most when they couldn’t stay quiet any longer.
“So…”
“I’m pregnant,” I said and tears started to stream down my face. The girls immediately wrapped their arms around me as I cried. When the elevator stopped we quickly opened the door to my flat so rumors wouldn’t fly.
“I thought you guys used a condom,” Dani said. How would she know? She was right, we did use a condom, but still how does she know that? Not important. Everyone uses condoms. Duh.
“Condoms have a 16% failure rate,” I say monotonously.
“How do you know?”
“My mom was a nurse.” Everyone was silent for the rest of the way up to my flat. When we got in I plopped my butt on my couch and stared at the ceiling.
“You’re going to have to tell him, you know,” El said. I nodded.
“When are you going to tell him?” I think about it. I can’t not tell him; it is his child. He’s going to want to be apart of their life. Knowing him, he’s going to come back into my life, but I don’t want him to be thinking about a child on the tour. I know what to do.
“I’ll tell him when they come back. I don’t want Harry to freak out half way through the tour. I don’t care if he’s upset that I didn’t tell him sooner, but it’s for his own good.” They all just nodded. I’m going to need a lot of help these next few weeks. I just hope Harry doesn’t get upset.
♪March 20th ♪
“Okay class, keep on practicing your dances. The Spring Showcase is Friday, so be prompt and ready to dance. I’ll see you all tomorrow.”
Three more days. Just three more days until the boys come back, and three days until the Showcase. According to the doctors, I am twelve weeks, or 3 months, into this pregnancy, but I have yet to show. Zack tells me that I’m still skinny as a twig and can’t wait to see me try to fit in my clothes. What a douche bag.
♪Friday♪
“Harmony, I can’t wait to see your performance tonight. I have some very important people watching, and I see great success for you. Break a leg tonight,” Mrs. Hadley tells me after class. Her news is great. I guess there is an upside to today.
“Thank you Mrs. Hadley; I won’t let you down.” I smile sincerely before running off to catch up with Danielle and Zack.
“Dani! Zack!”
“What?”
“Mrs. Hadley just gave me encouraging news for tonight. There are important people watching us perform. She wished me good luck.”
“Good for you, Har, but what about the other news?”
“Um… I’ll tell him tomorrow?”
“We agreed on today. Do it after the show. The boys are taking us somewhere nice.”
“Fine. I hate you.”
“Naw, you love me.”
I just skip away from them and back home. I decide to go over my routine for a little bit, but then I hit the shower. I don’t want to smell like sweat already when I get there. I change into my outfit for tonight and sit down to pass the time. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=80161492
About an hour before I have to be there, my door flies open. I look up at the mysterious person.
“Mom! Dad! Liam! Niall!” I get up and throw myself into their arms. They don’t know about the baby either. I want Harry to be the first one to know.
“Harmony! We’ve missed you so much. Ready for tonight?” Lou is the first to speak.
“Yup! I can’t wait.”
“How is school? Meet anybody new?” Zayn asked.
“Good and no.”
“It’s okay, you’ll find someone,” he replies, but I just awkwardly stand there. They don’t know that I’m pregnant with Harry’s child, and I can’t blame them for that. It took everything the girls had not to tell.
“You know, I always thought I would be the father figure,” Liam frowned. I laughed.
“Some people are different Liam. Zayn is just more understanding to me, but you’ll still one of my older brothers.” This made him smile.
“Well, what I don’t get is how Louis is the mother figure. I mean, look at him!” Niall said. This caused us all to laugh, except for Louis who pouted.
“It’s okay, Lou. I still love you.” I hugged him and he smiled. “So, where’s Harry?”
“You know, just wandering around somewhere…” Niall said, but I could tell he knew something. Niall is never good at keeping things. He sounds suspicious…
Louis’ POV
I glare at Niall from behind Har. He’s blowing Harry’s cover. We were all sad that Harmony was heartbroken. I know that she really loved Harry. We finally let Harry explain his side of the story, and we are trying to get them back together. We just need to keep quiet until after the show…
8/10/13