What Does it Mean? ~ COMPLETED
Moving On
Harmony’s POV
“Stay away from me!” I yell. She is the only other person in the store besides the girls, a couple of the employees that work here, and me. The girls look confused, but I ignore their looks and continue.
“Why Ham? Why should I stay away from you? You’ve ruined my life, now I’m going to ruin yours.” Wait, I ruined her life? She was head cheerleader, prom queen, dating the quarterback, she had everything, and she was every girl’s dream, yet I ruined her life?
“What did I ever do to you to make you hate me so much?”
“You don’t know?” she looked almost sincere when she said this. “Sophomore year, I was getting serious with my boyfriend, but he took advice from a stupid girl. You. He dumped me the day before the spring formal, and you ruined my life.” Wow, dramatic a little. It’s just a guy, one that I don’t remember, but still just a guy.
“I never gave anyone advice. I know that we both know I never talk to anyone. I never told anyone to break up with you.”
“Really?” she asked madly. “That isn’t what Tanner said. He told me that the shy girl in the back of class told him to. Who else could it be?”
“I’m not the only shy girl in the back of class. I wasn’t in any of his classes anyway. Get your facts straight before you blame someone for your problems, and don’t you dare pick on me again,” I tell her. After all these years, I get blamed and bullied for something I didn’t do.
“And who’s going to stop me?” she stepped closer.
“We are, and our boyfriends,” the girls step forward.
“You may have stopped Harry’s relationship with her, but that doesn’t mean anything. Now, leave, because none of us want to catch the bitch germs that emits off of you,” Perrie said. Veronica stomped out of the building, and that was the last time I ever saw her. She may have broken Harry and I up for revenge, but Harry still kissed back, and I will never forgive him for it.
♪The next day♪
Dani and I have school today. We skipped yesterday, and I’m not very excited about today, but we have our Spring Showcase coming up soon. We’re going to need all the time to practice that we can get.
I decide to walk to school today to think about things, so I get up extra early. I change into http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=80046288.
“OMG, HAR! I’ve missed you so much!” Zack runs and engulfs me in a hug. I laugh at his charisma. I can’t wait to see him brain dead from his sugar high in math. I can just picture it now.
“I missed you too Zack! How was break?” I ask and break apart from his hug.
“Eh, how about you and Harry? I heard the interview on my radio,” Zack smiled widely. I wanted to cry. Like literally break out in tears, but I have to stay strong.
“We… um… broke up…” I look down.
“That arse! He doesn’t deserve you. In fact, I am going to cheer you up!”
“I’m fine Zack, honestly!”
“You can’t say no to Wednesday pizza and karaoke night!”
Food and singing… This could work. “Okay! Can Dani, Perrie, and El come?” I ask.
“Absolutely! The more the merrier.”
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I can’t wait until tonight. Just me, pizza, singing, Zack, and the girls. When I get home, I quickly change and do my hair. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=80134268
I walk out of the building with a new motivation. This is the time to forget about him. It’s not going to be easy, but I have to. There is someone else out there for me.
I meet up with everyone at the place. They all thought I was going to bail out on them. Well, I actually wanted to get some of the events off my chest. I want to get all of the anger and sadness out of my system.
After eating pizza and chatting for a while, karaoke starts up. I excuse myself to go to the bathroom, but in reality I’m signing up to sing.
“Hello! Signing up to sing?” the guy asks. I answer yes. “Great, we have an open right now. What are you going to sing?” I tell the guy the song and he hands me a microphone. After the other person finishes, I walk up nervously on the stage. Time to get all of my swelled up emotions out.
The music starts and I look at the girls and Zack. They smile and Perrie gives me thumbs up. I smile and start singing.
I see you drive around town with the guy I love
And I'm like forget you
I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough
I'm like forget you and forget him too
Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with you
Ha, now ain't that some shh
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a forget you
Yeah, I'm sorry, I can't afford a Ferrari
But that don't mean I can't get you there
I guess she's an Xbox, and I'm more an Atari
But the way you play your game ain't fair
I pity the fool that falls in love with you
Well, I've got some news for you
Yeah, go run and tell your little girlfriend
I see you drive around town with the guy I love
And I'm like forget you
I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough
I'm like forget you and forget him too
Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with you
Now ain't that some shh
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a forget you
Now I know that I had to borrow
Beg and steal and lie and cheat
Trying to keep you, trying to please you
'Cause being in love with your face ain't cheap
Now, I pity the fool that falls in love with you
Well, I've got some news for you
Oh, I really hate you right now
I see you drive around town with the guy I love
And I'm like forget you
I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough
I'm like forget you and forget him too
Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with you
Ha, now ain't that some shh
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a forget you
Now, baby, baby, baby
Why'd you wanna, wanna hurt me so bad?
I tried to tell my mama but she told me
This is one for your dad
Yeah, she did, yeah, she did
Why, why, why baby?
Oh, I love you
I still love you, ooh
I see you drive around town with the guy I love
And I'm like forget you
I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough
I'm like forget you and forget him too
Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with you
Ha, now ain't that some shh
Although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a forget you
I finish the song up. I noticed that people were filming my performance. This won’t end well. I got a standing ovation, and I returned the mike before heading back to the table. It feels good to let it all out.
♪1½ months later♪
Harmony’s POV
I woke up and ran to the bathroom. For the past week I have been waking up and puking. The first few days it was because I had the flu, but I’m not that sick anymore. The girls waltzed into my house and pleaded me to go out to lunch with them. I haven’t been out of the flat except for school and to get food, which is still a lot of times because I’ve been eating a lot lately. I gave in and reluctantly changed into some decent clothes to go out in public. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=79493251
We decided to walk down to the diner around the corner. We walked close together to feel a sense of no emptiness that boys give us. Thankfully, the amount of papz was few because the boys left, but still a couple of them were out. I hate the papz. They have no care for invasion of space.
I have to admit I was starving. Trust me, I don’t let out on my food. I eat what I want, when I want. I’ve never been shy to eat around people either, but all of a sudden I’m just craving a LOT of food. I ended up ordering a double cheeseburger with fries and a strawberry milkshake. I always love to dip my fries in my shake.
The entire time when I was eating the girls looked at me strangely. It’s like the first time you ever see Niall eat. I finished my food before them all as I had scarfed it all down.
“Gosh, Har, eat much lately?” Perrie smirked.
“Yeah, but for some reason I was just really hungry.”
“It happens,” Per agreed with me.
After we left, we decided to go to get our nails done. We always end up doing this every time we go out. The guys never let us pay for anything anyway. I got mine dark purple with black and white cheetah print. We paid for our manicures, and then headed back for my complex to watch a movie.
We were only half a block away when I got I sudden pain in my stomach. I groaned and clutched my stomach in my arms. What is wrong with me?
“Stay away from me!” I yell. She is the only other person in the store besides the girls, a couple of the employees that work here, and me. The girls look confused, but I ignore their looks and continue.
“Why Ham? Why should I stay away from you? You’ve ruined my life, now I’m going to ruin yours.” Wait, I ruined her life? She was head cheerleader, prom queen, dating the quarterback, she had everything, and she was every girl’s dream, yet I ruined her life?
“What did I ever do to you to make you hate me so much?”
“You don’t know?” she looked almost sincere when she said this. “Sophomore year, I was getting serious with my boyfriend, but he took advice from a stupid girl. You. He dumped me the day before the spring formal, and you ruined my life.” Wow, dramatic a little. It’s just a guy, one that I don’t remember, but still just a guy.
“I never gave anyone advice. I know that we both know I never talk to anyone. I never told anyone to break up with you.”
“Really?” she asked madly. “That isn’t what Tanner said. He told me that the shy girl in the back of class told him to. Who else could it be?”
“I’m not the only shy girl in the back of class. I wasn’t in any of his classes anyway. Get your facts straight before you blame someone for your problems, and don’t you dare pick on me again,” I tell her. After all these years, I get blamed and bullied for something I didn’t do.
“And who’s going to stop me?” she stepped closer.
“We are, and our boyfriends,” the girls step forward.
“You may have stopped Harry’s relationship with her, but that doesn’t mean anything. Now, leave, because none of us want to catch the bitch germs that emits off of you,” Perrie said. Veronica stomped out of the building, and that was the last time I ever saw her. She may have broken Harry and I up for revenge, but Harry still kissed back, and I will never forgive him for it.
♪The next day♪
Dani and I have school today. We skipped yesterday, and I’m not very excited about today, but we have our Spring Showcase coming up soon. We’re going to need all the time to practice that we can get.
I decide to walk to school today to think about things, so I get up extra early. I change into http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=80046288.
“OMG, HAR! I’ve missed you so much!” Zack runs and engulfs me in a hug. I laugh at his charisma. I can’t wait to see him brain dead from his sugar high in math. I can just picture it now.
“I missed you too Zack! How was break?” I ask and break apart from his hug.
“Eh, how about you and Harry? I heard the interview on my radio,” Zack smiled widely. I wanted to cry. Like literally break out in tears, but I have to stay strong.
“We… um… broke up…” I look down.
“That arse! He doesn’t deserve you. In fact, I am going to cheer you up!”
“I’m fine Zack, honestly!”
“You can’t say no to Wednesday pizza and karaoke night!”
Food and singing… This could work. “Okay! Can Dani, Perrie, and El come?” I ask.
“Absolutely! The more the merrier.”
-
I can’t wait until tonight. Just me, pizza, singing, Zack, and the girls. When I get home, I quickly change and do my hair. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=80134268
I walk out of the building with a new motivation. This is the time to forget about him. It’s not going to be easy, but I have to. There is someone else out there for me.
I meet up with everyone at the place. They all thought I was going to bail out on them. Well, I actually wanted to get some of the events off my chest. I want to get all of the anger and sadness out of my system.
After eating pizza and chatting for a while, karaoke starts up. I excuse myself to go to the bathroom, but in reality I’m signing up to sing.
“Hello! Signing up to sing?” the guy asks. I answer yes. “Great, we have an open right now. What are you going to sing?” I tell the guy the song and he hands me a microphone. After the other person finishes, I walk up nervously on the stage. Time to get all of my swelled up emotions out.
The music starts and I look at the girls and Zack. They smile and Perrie gives me thumbs up. I smile and start singing.
I see you drive around town with the guy I love
And I'm like forget you
I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough
I'm like forget you and forget him too
Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with you
Ha, now ain't that some shh
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a forget you
Yeah, I'm sorry, I can't afford a Ferrari
But that don't mean I can't get you there
I guess she's an Xbox, and I'm more an Atari
But the way you play your game ain't fair
I pity the fool that falls in love with you
Well, I've got some news for you
Yeah, go run and tell your little girlfriend
I see you drive around town with the guy I love
And I'm like forget you
I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough
I'm like forget you and forget him too
Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with you
Now ain't that some shh
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a forget you
Now I know that I had to borrow
Beg and steal and lie and cheat
Trying to keep you, trying to please you
'Cause being in love with your face ain't cheap
Now, I pity the fool that falls in love with you
Well, I've got some news for you
Oh, I really hate you right now
I see you drive around town with the guy I love
And I'm like forget you
I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough
I'm like forget you and forget him too
Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with you
Ha, now ain't that some shh
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a forget you
Now, baby, baby, baby
Why'd you wanna, wanna hurt me so bad?
I tried to tell my mama but she told me
This is one for your dad
Yeah, she did, yeah, she did
Why, why, why baby?
Oh, I love you
I still love you, ooh
I see you drive around town with the guy I love
And I'm like forget you
I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough
I'm like forget you and forget him too
Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with you
Ha, now ain't that some shh
Although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a forget you
I finish the song up. I noticed that people were filming my performance. This won’t end well. I got a standing ovation, and I returned the mike before heading back to the table. It feels good to let it all out.
♪1½ months later♪
Harmony’s POV
I woke up and ran to the bathroom. For the past week I have been waking up and puking. The first few days it was because I had the flu, but I’m not that sick anymore. The girls waltzed into my house and pleaded me to go out to lunch with them. I haven’t been out of the flat except for school and to get food, which is still a lot of times because I’ve been eating a lot lately. I gave in and reluctantly changed into some decent clothes to go out in public. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=79493251
We decided to walk down to the diner around the corner. We walked close together to feel a sense of no emptiness that boys give us. Thankfully, the amount of papz was few because the boys left, but still a couple of them were out. I hate the papz. They have no care for invasion of space.
I have to admit I was starving. Trust me, I don’t let out on my food. I eat what I want, when I want. I’ve never been shy to eat around people either, but all of a sudden I’m just craving a LOT of food. I ended up ordering a double cheeseburger with fries and a strawberry milkshake. I always love to dip my fries in my shake.
The entire time when I was eating the girls looked at me strangely. It’s like the first time you ever see Niall eat. I finished my food before them all as I had scarfed it all down.
“Gosh, Har, eat much lately?” Perrie smirked.
“Yeah, but for some reason I was just really hungry.”
“It happens,” Per agreed with me.
After we left, we decided to go to get our nails done. We always end up doing this every time we go out. The guys never let us pay for anything anyway. I got mine dark purple with black and white cheetah print. We paid for our manicures, and then headed back for my complex to watch a movie.
We were only half a block away when I got I sudden pain in my stomach. I groaned and clutched my stomach in my arms. What is wrong with me?
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