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What Does it Mean? ~ COMPLETED

Introduction

Harmony’s POV
Sometimes, while I’m just sitting in class, I think about everything in my life. I don’t understand how life works though. How do we breathe? How do we move? I ask myself these questions all the time. I think about everything that’s wrong with my life. For starters, my parents.

Nothing is wrong them it’s just that… their dead. When I was thirteen a drunk driver crashed into my parents’ car, and they were killed on impact. My older brother, Drew, was made my legal guardian. He was 20 at the time, but he took me in as his own. I was mad at that guy who was careless enough to get in a car after drinking, but I just want to know why the outcome of his actions was put on my parents. Sometimes I wish I were there with them.

This probably doesn’t make any sense to you. Like, what does this have to do with life? Well, it’s what happens in life, my life, but don’t worry life makes no sense to me either.

I should probably tell you more about myself. I don’t like to talk about myself, but this doesn’t really count as talking does it?

My name is Harmony Anabelle Mattingly. I am currently seventeen. Most people know me as the lost girl who is in her own little world. To others, I am HAM. That’s right I get bullied because my initials are “HAM”. My parents never did that intentionally of coarse, but it’s not like I care. I have no friends, and I’m pretty much like any other girl out there: lost and confused. Don’t try to deny it, we all are. Just think about your life for a second, it’s true.

I don’t want to put anyone down; it’s just my opinion, so don’t feel bad about yourself. I don’t want anyone to feel the same way I do.

Now let’s get back to the present. I am almost 18, and then I can finally move out of my brother’s house. I don’t want to leave California, but I just don’t want to be around the same bullies all my life. I want to go somewhere where nobody knows my name. Sorry, Statefarm…

My parent’s left me a lot of their savings in their wills, and with my current job at the movie theatres I have enough to move where I’ve been dying to go for years, and because I was offered a small scholorship to the unversity. I want to move to London because I have some family, and I hear the guys there aren’t too bad. Don’t get me wrong, I am NOT boy crazy, but I feel like I just need someone to show life. You only live once.

Comments

I DO LOVE IT
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8/10/13
I DO LOVE IT
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8/10/13
@imsoboredrightnow
Haha, yeah... But I'm glad you "love" it :)
So true
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8/2/13
I'm in love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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7/30/13