Suicidal.

"Why are you here?" He asked
"How long could we really be apart?"
"FOREVER! WE CANT BE TOGETHER I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND HARRY!! WE CANT TAKE THIS ANY FARTHER" he raised his voice at me. Louis would barley even talk loudly for me to hear him most times.
"Louis..." I could barley even whisper his name. I know he had her but, I thought everything we had was real. Every touch every kiss everything we ever shared, meant nothing.
" Louis does it really mean nothing, do you really wanna see me go? Lou... I love you"
"Harry, we can't do this, Harry you know you mean everything to me it's... It's just that she's better for me.... Me and her can be together, you and I can't, damn it Harry it's not that I don't love you, it's because I love you that I have to say goodbye"
"Louis please don't do this to me please we can hide it just... Just don't let me go." I say grabbing his shoulder in agony. Falling to my knees starting to cry.
" Lou I can't be with out you I need you, I can't watch you love someone else, not again Lou... I can't watch you cuddle with her and kiss her... Not again, never again Lou please..."
"Harry, please don't do this to me, so please don't make this any harder we can't take this any farther but we both know there's nothing that I would change" Louis gets on his knees and holds me tightly. I nuzzle my face into his shoulder sobbing his name over and over,
"Louis,Louis,Louis..." He pushes my head back gently and lift my head with his delicate fingers causing me to whimper slightly. Our eyes meeting each other's both of our colors are so intense. His Bright ocean blue , my electric green pure and stunning. He leaned his head towards me our noses touching, his breath intoxicating. I lean in causing our lips to meet. I missed the roughness of his lips they were not
small but perfect. His lips met mine with perfection they moulded together it felt so right. I felt my heart ache because somewhere I knew that this was it.

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