Tonight let's get some

“So.” Harry said. “Aren’t you guys going to share or not?”

He looked at Louis pointedly until he moved to sit opposite Lara, allowing Harry to sit beside her.

“Well?” Harry turned to her expectantly. Lara nervously bit her lip as she watched Harry bow his head over the drug. After a few moments he turned to regard her surprised expression.

“What? I’ve done this before you know…”

It took a few minutes for Lara to relax, and before long the tension began to melt away as she snorted more of the drug and giggled at Louis’ jokes. Harry soon joined in with the laughter and they almost forgot where they were, when Harry’s phone beeped. He frowned as he looked at the message.

“Shit… we’re meant to be on stage in fifteen.” He said.

“Oops.” Louis said languidly.

They quickly made their way down stairs and returned to their seats. Despite being aware of all eyes on them, Lara glided along with her head held high. It was amazing the effect the cocaine had on her; lifting her mood completely and making her feel worthy to be hanging off the arm of Harry Styles. As she settled in her seat, she focussed on that feeling, rather than the usual feeling of hopelessness she felt on a daily basis. She could see Liam’s eyes switch from her to Harry, as though he knew exactly what they had been up to. He leaned over to speak to Louis, who suddenly seemed more interested in conversing with his date. Lara felt
Harry squeeze her hand and she couldn’t help but smile at him. If he had been relaxed before, he was now remarkably chilled out, laughing with his friends and cracking jokes loudly until he was summoned to the stage.

Lara watched One Direction perform a song, recalling the last time she had seen them perform live. It almost felt like a lifetime ago, when she barely knew Harry. Now that she knew him so well, it was interesting to watch him move around the stage with the same easy confidence he did in everyday life. And now under the influence of cocaine, he appeared to be even more extroverted, a permanent smile plastered on his face. She watched as he floated through two songs, whispering in Louis’ ear and laughing, jokingly dancing with Niall before sidling up to Louis for the rest of the song. Lara glanced over at Julian on the next
table who regarded the entire performance with a fixed stare, his mouth set in a straight line.

Lara was distracted by the sound of Perrie laughing and she looked back at the stage to see Harry talking animatedly into the microphone before Liam gently prised it from him and took over the talking.

When Harry finally returned to the table his eyes were still wild, and he leaned over to kiss Lara on the cheek before nibbling on her ear.

“You okay?” He said.

“Are you okay?” Lara asked,

The drinking grew heavier as the night went on and by the end of the party; Liam was inviting everybody to his house for a little after party. Lara was coming down from her high only to feel a slight sense of panic. The last time she had been to Liam’s house for a party, she had been backed up against the wall by a smirking Louis.

His face moved close to hers and she couldn’t help but stare at his lips. The close proximity of their bodies made her flatten herself against the wall even more, wondering what his next move would be.

“Do you want to know a secret?” He asked in a tantalising voice, and she found her attention move to his sky blue eyes. “Do you know what a fuck buddy is, sweetheart?”

Lara took a deep breath as she realised a lot had happened since then and she suspected that if Louis had the opportunity to back her up against a wall, then he would, but for totally different reasons. She felt an involuntary shiver run down her spine as she watched Louis snake his arm around Jade’s waist.

As they all filed into their waiting cars, Lara noticed Harry being pulled away by an irate Julian. Niall stepped forward to chat with her, but she could hear snatches of the conversation.

“Embarrassing performance.”

“What were you thinking?”

“Not her!”

The last statement was hissed by Julian, and there was no doubt in her mind that he was referring to her. She dared to look their way, to see an irritated Harry lashing out, unable to hide the angry expression evident on his face. She quickly glanced away once she realised
Julian was staring directly at her, and moments later she felt Harry’s hand grab her own.

“Come on… let’s get out of here.”

Once they were safely ensconced in the backseat of the car, so close that she could smell the alcohol on his breath. His jaw tightened and he opened his mouth to speak when he was interrupted by the sound of a loud knock on the car window.

“Any room for us?”

They both looked up to see Louis pressing his nose against the glass.

“Fuck off.” Harry glowered only to see Louis stick his tongue out.

They entered Liam’s apartment to find a crowd already gathered, some dressed in their formal clothes from the charity event, and some others in regular clothes. Harry gravitated toward Niall and Lara followed. The strongest thing she had ever seen at Liam’s place was marijuana, but her eyes widened to see cocaine being passed around.

She caught sight of Louis engaged in a long kiss with Jade, eventually opening his eyes to catch Lara’s eye with an amused smirk. An unspoken communication between the two forced him to untangle himself from Jade’s embrace and for Lara to leave Harry’s side.

“Thought you didn’t even know her name.” Lara raised her eyebrows at Louis.

“Feeling a little jealous? You had your chance, remember?” Louis teased, his blue eyes now suddenly scrutinising her. “You still have a chance you know.”

Before Lara could come up with a sassy response, Harry suddenly appeared at her side. Louis winked cheekily before leaving the couple alone.

“Where are you going?” Harry asked looking hurt.

“I’m just-“ Lara trailed off.

“I’ll come with you.”

“Harry you don’t have to do this.” Lara said quietly.

“I want to do it. I want to be with you.”

“Be with me?” She asked confused.

“Feel close to you. Sometimes I feel like I can’t reach you.” He said quietly.

Lara paused for a moment before taking Harry by the arm and before long they were waiting expectantly for their turn, as Zayn joined them in their little private group. Zayn had provided the cocaine and seemed to be familiar with the process of lining it up. His amber eyes smouldered as he watched Lara snort the cocaine, self-consciously rubbing the residue off her nose.

“All good?” He asked and she nodded quickly in response.

The intense rush did not take long to course through her body and she could already see the effect it was having on Harry. He was talking a mile a minute and he was suddenly all needy, his hand reaching out to trail across her arm, running over the soft material of her dress that rested on her thigh. The wild look in his eyes returned and she would have found it funny, if only her body would not respond to the intensity of watching him slowly lick his lips. Zayn looked amused, whilst Louis flashed them a look of distaste.

“Are you fucking serious?” He said irritably from his spot on the couch. “Get a room.”

Harry and Lara were still high as kites when they returned home in the early hours of the morning. They could barely keep their hands off each other on the car ride home. They barely made it inside as Lara hitched her dress up and Harry pushed her against the front door.

“I need you so much.” Harry murmured as his hands disappeared under her dress to feel the wetness between her legs.

“Then have me.” Lara replied simply.

The combination of the high and Harry roughly fucking her, sent her reeling as she desperately clung onto him, her hands eventually desperately tugging at his hair.
And as they rode out their climaxes through a haze of low moans and deep thrusts, Lara could not help but lose herself in the fix she was beginning to crave more and more.

Notes

Not my favourite chapter, but here you go.

I see the end coming near...