I won't change. Because I can't.

Two hours later
Louis POV


"Where the hell is he?!" Liam yells pacing behind the stage. The show starts in ten minutes and Harry is no where to be seen.

"This is ridiculous, why is he such a drama queen?!" Zayn huffs, Niall sits in the corner and continues to keep ringing Harry. I can't help feeling that it's my fault he's not here.
Lou storms down the corridor and looks for Harry but ends in failure with him not being here.

"For Pete's sake where is that little ass? He was fine earlier!" She shouts. I sigh and rest my head against the wall, come on Harry where are you? I'm sorry.
Loud footsteps are then suddenly heard running down the corridor, I look up and see its Harry!

"Harry!" I yell and hug him naturally, he stands a bit confused before whispering in my ear.

"Does this mean you will be mine?" He asks, I look up and shake my head. I still need time.
"Then don't touch me!" He snaps pushing me back for zayn to catch me, Niall looks at Harry in shock before rushing to my side.

"You alright?" He asks.

"L-lets just get on with the s-show" I stutter, Harry's eyes still on mine. I can't believe he just pushed me back?!
Niall nods and Lou sorts out Harry quickly before we take our positions. Harry keeps looking to me but I ignore him, if he's going to be like this then I won't even talk to him.

The music starts to One thing and I breathe out before putting on a fake smile.
This is going to be a long night...

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The songs carry on through until we reach over again which is defiantly one of my favourites.
The others sing their lines and the we sing the chorus until it's time for Harry's solo, he does not look up and just stares at the ground.

"Can we take the same road two days in the same clothes
And I know just what she’ll say if I make all this pain go
Can we stop this for a minute
You know, I can tell that your heart isn’t in it or with it" He sounds so broken while singing it, I feel tears swelling in my eyes as he looks at me for my solo.

"Tell me with your mind, body and spirit
I can make your tears fall down like the showers that are British
Whether we’re together or a-apart
...
W-we can both remove the masks and admit we regret it from the start" I paused and stuttered throughout out my solo and the tears are now falling, I don't even get this sad when me and El fight.
I just need someone, I need Harry. I want him.

I break down on stage into tears and in a second I feel arm's around me, I look up into his beautiful eyes and feel warmth in my heart.

"Come on Lou" he says softly and carries me of stage, I don't here any of the boys or the fans. Just Harry's heartbeat as I snuggle into his chest.

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My eyes strain to open as I look around mine and Harry's room, I'm in just my boxers and my eyes are sore from the crying.

"Harry?" I ask softly. No answer.
"Harry?!" I call a little louder and still no response. I want him here, where is he?
"HARRY!" I scream, the bathroom door opens and Harry rushes in with a towel round his waist.

"Its okay Lou I'm here" He soothes sitting beside me on the bed and running his damp hand through my hair.

"Harry I-"

"Shh it's okay, don't worry about it" his voice is so calming. Water drips from his curls and onto my chest, sending a tickle sensation down my body.

"Harry, I know what I want" I croak, he breathes before leaning next to me.
This is it, I know what I want and who I want. Someone who always makes me smile and laugh, someone who always takes my side. Makes the rainy days fun and the summer days funner.
The persons who's arm I fit into so easily and the person's who's lips connect with mine like a puzzle.
Their words alone can send me to sleep and yet can also turn me on.
This person has always been special but I've never seen it this way before.

That person is Harry.

I lean closer to him and grab the hem of the towel round his waist.

"I want you" I whisper before crashing our lips together, his cool hand runs up my back and I feel extra weight on me as he straddles me. Our lips fight and for once I win, he groans in frustration and starts grinding against me.
His rough touch down there is topped of with his gentle touch towards the top of my body.
My hand travels down ripping the towel from his waist, I caress his already hard member receiving moans from his mouth.

"Shit Lou, oh fuck!" He cries, I smirk at how vulnerable he is.

"Tell me what you want" I whisper, he brings his chest to mine, panting from my touch.

"You Louis, please touch me!" He begs. I chuckle before flipping him under me.
I attack his neck, leaving soft kisses until I hit his sweet spot. Once I reach that I nibble at the skin and suck real hard on the surface of the skin.
Harrys fingers dig into my back causing me to groan against his neck.
"Louis p-please!" His voice ripples. I quickly peck his lips before slowly sliding down his body. Teasing him slightly.
"Stop teasing, Louis oh God!" He growls.

I hurry down and lick his tip, I can't help but tease. He pulls on my hair signalling for me to hurry up.
My mouth slides down his tip to about half way. It's strange having it down your throat but it also feels nice.
I jump when he grabs my member and starts pumping, causing me to moan while sucking his.

"So good babe" I smile before I start bobbing my head. Harry's body falling apart beneath me, his lip trembling and his legs wrapping around my waist. My legs start becoming weak as him pumping my member brings me closer to my peak.
"Louis!" He yells as warm liquid trickles down my throat. I know I'm only a few seconds from cumming myself as I bring myself forward and clasp his waist.
"Harry!" I scream as I cum over his hand and collapse on his chest.
We lie panting and trembling, my body giving a slight twitch to that amazing feeling I just had.

I roll next to him but with my head still on his chest. Harry's fingers run though my hair as I pull the covers over us.

"Thank you" he breathes, I trace his butterfly tattoo before intertwining our legs.

"For what?" I question.

"For saying you'll be mine"

"Who says you don't belong to me?" I sass, he chuckles into my hair whilst rubbing my arm.

"Dont test me Tomlinson" we both chuckle before I nuzzle into his chest, I can't even explain how happy I am right now.
Me led here with my Harry, who belongs to me and me only.

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