I won't change. Because I can't.

Louis POV

Dream...

Rain drips down the window, each droplet racing to the bottom. The room lights up at the spark of lightening.
Where Harry? He only went to the shops, please say he's okay.
I pick up my phone and dial his number, no response. Oh gosh please no, please be alright.
I tug at my hair and pace the room. I've got to find him.
My coat slips over me and I open the door, being smacked in the face with rain. Okay me and Harry are so moving to Jamaica.

Puddles Sprint as I jog down the road, trying to find Harry.

"Harry!" I shout, holding my hood in place from the wind blowing it back.
"Harry babe please, where are you?!" I scream tears start running down my face, I'm so worried.
I then see a light figure ahead under a tree for shelter. His curly hair lets me know it's him and I sigh in relief.
Suddenly there's a clap of thunder, I jump a little then notice. Harry's under a tree, in a thunder storm.
HARRYS UNDER A FUCKING TREE IN A THUNDER STORM!

"Harry get out from under that tree!" My voice calls when there's a huge flash of lightening that shoots through Harry's body. Sending him flying into the road, his body smoking and still.
"Harry!" I scream and rush over to him. His body is still and pale, the smell of a BBQ wafts from him.
My hands slip under him and lay his head on my lap, I intertwine our fingers.
My eyes swelling with tears.
"Harry, please don't die. Harry I love you please don't leave me!" I cry out. His body lies still in my arms, his heart no longer beating.
"Ahhhh!" I yell rocking back and forth with my arms around him, hugging and hoping he will come back.
"H-Harry, p-please..." I whisper and lie next to him on the wet ground. I'm never leaving his side.

End of dream...

"Harry!"

"Louis, babe wake up!" I hear his voice and my eyes shoot open, I see his face and swing my arms around his neck and hug him like I've never hugged him before.

"Oh god, I-I love you so much" I sob into his shoulder. He rubs my back and kisses my neck lightly.

"Shh, it's okay babe, I'm here. I'm always going to be here" He says. I pull back and wipe my aching eyes. That was the worst dream ever.

"Louis, Harry! Is everything okay?!" Niall yells through our door worried.

"Yeah Niall we're fine mate" Harry replies.

"Okay, I'm making breakfast by the way, coco pops" me and Harry chuckle, I nuzzle into his chest and he caresses my face.

"Lets go have some breakfast" he says and I nod. A squeal escapes me as Harry swoops me up bridal style while chuckling.
Oh I love this boy wayyy too much, and that's a good thing.

........

Zayns POV


Me and Liam decided to stay in a hotel for the weekend so we can chill with just the two of us.
We are watching 'The bridge to terabithia' well Liam is, I'm watching him. I've tried cheering him up and I actually have, but then he goes back into a slump. This is not the Liam I know.

"Why are you staring at me?" Liam asks not diverting his eyes from the t.v. I bite my lip and think of some thing that would make him laugh.

"Your so beautiful, how could I not adore your fabulous face" I reply really serious, he smirks and I chuckle, happy that I made him smile.
Suddenly Liam cups my face and crashes his lips on mine. I push him back, not to hard, but enough to get him off of me.

"Oh God Zayn I-I'm so sorry, I don't know what came over me." He says placing his head in his hands. I stare at him still shocked from what just happened. Actually, what did just happen?!
Liam just bloody kissed me! My best male mate just kissed me!
"I'm going to go for a walk" Liam says and rushes out the flat...

What. The. Fuck. Just. Happened?

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