I won't change. Because I can't.

Harry's POV


After watching 'Love actually' Louis fell asleep on my chest, hes so cute.
I move a piece of hair from him face and lace it through my fingers, I love his hair, if he grows it longer or changes it in anyway let's just say it won't be 'grind on me' it will be 'Harry spanked me!'.
My head rests above his and I sigh happily, wishing we could just stay like this forever.

"Harry?" Louis mumbles, I smile and kiss his cheek.

"Yeah?" I reply.

"Do you ever want kids?" His question takes me a little by shock, when did this come up?

"I guess, at some point it would be nice. What about you?" Louis flips over and lies chest to chest on top of me.

"I do, I want loads!" He says happily, I frown and know that, that's something I can never give him.
He notices my change in face and pouts, lifting my chin to face him.
"Whats wrong?"

"I can never give you that Lou, Eleanor can, a woman can. But I can't" I sadly say.

"Harry, I don't care. We can just give our sperm to someone who will give birth. And stop thinking I'll run back to El, I'm gay Harry. I've finally accepted that I will never be attracted to women and as long as I'm with you I won't be attracted to any other men" I smile and kiss his warm soft lips.
Just as it starts getting heated the door goes, I groan against Louis' lips before unhappily storming to the door. I hear Louis chuckle at me being pissed and that brings a smile back on my face.

I open the door and its... Eleanor?

"W-what are you doing here?" I stutter. I don't like her, everything she does is a threat to mine and Louis' relationship.

"Hey curly, so where's my Lou?" She asks twirling her hair. I don't know what comes over me but I tense up and hover over her aggressively.

"Hes not your Lou. He's MY Lou! And you wanna stop trying to break us up!" I snap. Eleanor takes a step back in fear and I smirk feeling two arms around my waist.
"Hey babe" I say and peck Louis' lips.

"What are you doing here?" Louis sneers and I let him step forward as I travel my hand to his bum, placing it perfectly.

"I uh, um I-I don't know" Eleanor stutters, I smirk at her and slowly start kissing Louis' neck. She watches in horror as I take the piss out of her for Louis now being mine. I don't know where the evilness suddenly came from but I'm loving her face.
Louis closes his eyes and moans slightly before gently pushing me away whilst smirking. I shrug my shoulders innocently and he chuckles.

"Well uh, if your not here for anything then go. Me and my boyfriend were in the middle of something" Louis says glaring at Eleanor with eyes of pure disgust and hatred. Fuck that's hot.

"O-okay, but at some point Shawn wants us to go out on a-"

"Shawn can go suck an egg, all he does is try and ruin what me and Harry have! And I know you help him with it, so no I'm not going on a fake date with you, this is our holiday and I'm going to enjoy it with the one I love! Goodbye!" Louis slams the door in Eleanor's face and my gosh he looks... I can't even.

He pins me against the wall just as I was about to do the same with him. He scans my eyes and licks his lips before crashing his lips with my neck and sucking on one spot before moving to another.
His crotch presses against mine and I squeeze his bum closer into me.

"Louis" I moan, he places his finger on my lips and starts pulling down my jeans with one hand.

"Shh, you can yell once I start babe" he whispers. Both his hands pull down my boxers and my jeans.
His fingers glaze my already hard member causing me to twitch, he wastes no time and takes me all in.
My arms spread across the wall as I groan in pleasure, I look down and see he's watching me and smirking at my reaction. I grip his hair as he bobs.

"Oh God Louis please!" I yell. His hands travel up my legs and around to my ass which he smacks, causing me to yelp in the unexpected shock.
He stops sucking as I get closer to my peak and just continues pumping.

"Shout my name Styles, tell me your mine!" He commands, I nod as he licks my open chest on the v-neck top.

"I'm yours Louis, Shit!" I shout and grab his shirt, pulling his close to my face.
"And your mine!" I growl. Louis smirks before applying his mouth again making me collapse at me reaching my peak.
Louis catches me in his arms and chuckles deeply.

"C'mon love, let's watch another movie" he says and I smile.
"Oh and... love you" he whispers.

"Love you too, forever"

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Shawns POV


"Why didn't you do it?!" I yell at Eleanor.

"Harry was looking like he was about to kill me and then Louis showed up and-"

"You can't do nothing right. Fine, I'll think of something else. I guess let's just let them enjoy each other for a little while. But I will get my way"

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