Through the Dark

That was the last time I saw Luke and his good guy attitude. The rest of the week Zayn and I were inseparable. He was always by my side whether I was at a coffe shop or the market getting my woman items. He was there for me. Most of the time though we stayed in the house. Afraid to go out cause of the paparazzi I had my first encounter with them that day we were at the beach. It was frightening to be chased after and being yelled at. So we decided it was best to stay in doors.

Jeremy loved that Zayn was here for me. That way he can go out with Hanna or go to a party and not have to deal with me. I liked it to, I was kinda tired of his shinanagians. Now we are in my room laying on the bed talking about everything.

“So hows London like? Is it as fabulous as it seems in movies?” I say holding his hand.

“Yes its quite nice. I like it. And hows Denver?”

“Denver is great. I love it there. The weather is always cool and there’s a lot to do. Plus we have baseball, basketball, football, and even hockey! And who can hate snow? I love it!”

“Wow I can feel your love!” laughing he turns over to face me “Are you glad I stayed?”

“Of course.” feeling his gaze on me I can feel myself blush “And truth is, you still make me nervous.”

“Is that right?” leaning in closer to me I can feel his breath “You, make me more nervous.”

Eyes closed I don’t dare to look at him. If I do who knows what will happen. I just lie here focusing on my breathing. In. Out. I can sense him right in front of my face.

“Can you look at me? You have beautiful eyes.”

“Really?” looking at him he is really close. Inches away, hes staring into my eyes. One flinch and our lips can touch.

At a lose of words I see him moving in on me. I move back as far as I can but the bed is blocking me from running away. I have no where to run. I’m going to get that amazing kiss again. And I can’t wait any longer.

Grabbing the back of his head I push him into my kiss. I feel him moving on top of me and I get tingles everywhere. I fell deep in hole of love and lust. And I hope I don’t ever find my way out. In the heat of the passion his pocket vibrates very loud and a girly ringtone comes on. Gasping for breath he stop the session.

“Sorry love I have to take this.” getting off the bed he goes out into the hall.

“Okay.” laying back on the bed I thank god someone called. I don’t think I’m ready for more. Yes I am still a virgin. How amusing. The only 20 year on this side of the world who is still saving if for marriage. Hopefully there are other girls out there like me.

Getting up I grab my headphones and turn on the music. Zayn is being really loud on the phone and I don’t want to hear what hes saying. Something inside me screams all these warnings that Zayn isn’t who he says he is. Looking toward my computer I get this urge to Goggle him. Reaching for it the door opens and Zayn comes in. He sits on my bed and sighs loudly. Looking at him I get this seriousness I never seen before.

“Well I have to go back to London.” looking at me he takes my hand and kisses it.

“Really? Why? Is something wrong?”

“No nothing to worry about. My manager called to say he got us some venues for the next two weeks. So I need to be back as soon as possible for rehearsals and things.”

“Oh. Well I hope you have fun.” kissing his hand back I let go and continue with my music.

“Is that all? No goodbye kiss?” he says crawling to me.

“We have been kissing the past 5 days. Didn’t you get enough?” I say trying not to laugh. He’s now in front of me making kissy faces.

“Please!” his eyes are closed and waiting for my lips.

Going in I give him the biggest kiss ever. A minute later I have to stop, things are getting way to hot. Any longer clothes would be on the floor. Saying my goodbyes at the door he stops at the gate and waves at me. Once he’s out of sight I rush up to my room and fire up the Macbook.

Typing his name I get chills going down my back. I never Googled anyone I kissed before. Fact is I never kissed anyone, until this week. Wow how lame. Clicking search was the hardest thing to do. What if I find something I don’t like, or something that is really scary? Going through the links I find one that is interesting.

“Zayn Malik and Perrie Edwards will get married soon?” closing my computer I don’t feel like reading anymore “What?

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