Clary's POV
We just ended the European leg on the tour. It was amazing to have all the girls here. Perrie couldn't stay long but that's okay. El and Nicole stayed in mine and Penny's room. It was a blast. Niall and I are doing okay. He's still all up in my ass about going anywhere. So that's still annoying. I couldn't tell him that though because he has be wonderful about everything really. When I wake up from a nightmare I go to his room and he cuddles with me in the hall way because he doesn't want to wake up Harry with my sobbing. And the whole car fear. He's so patient with me. I love that. Yesterday was the last show so we are packing up to head over to America. I can't wait honestly. It will be good. For once I can show Niall around to secret parts. I'm lying on his bed while he finishes packing. Penny and Harry are most likely off making out somewhere. Louis is with El, probably dreading the goodbye. Liam is trying to convince Nicole to come with. But I know she can't. She has this huge book signing next week and she's meeting with a director about maybe getting her first book into a movie. She's almost done with the second book. She told me what character was based off of me. I just smiled because I was the new recruit, a badass redheaded spy. I hugged her and thanked her. Then she said that when it is made into a move she will demand Scarlett Johansson to play me. I laughed at her. It was good to have her around. "Whatcha thinking about baby?" Niall sits down, obviously using this as a plan to put off packing.
"How good it was to see El and Nicole and Perrie. I had fun." he huffed at that. Since the girls were here most of this leg. Niall's time with me took a blow for sure. He would resort to kidnapping me for make out sessions in the closets after shows.
"Well good riddance. Now I get you back." He tackles me and kisses me. I push him off and point to his bags. He just groans and continues to pack. He looks back at me and then digs through his bag. There is a knock and he looks through the peephole then groans again. "Nicole is here. Jesus it’s the last day and I don't get you for more than two hours. Tell her I'm dating you not her." I laugh and skip out to the hall. She smiles and hugs me.
"Have fun over in the States okay? Have all our favorite food. And show Niall all the good spots. I have to go. Liam tired very valiantly to get me to go. But duty calls." Another quick hug then Liam appears to see her off.
"I'll be in touch Coley. Talk to ya soon okay!" She nods and smiles then goes to Liam. Yea duty calls. That's another thing. I write for this blog on the boys' tour so far. Daily entries and stuff. Then I also coordinate the interviews. So when Niall has a break I usually don't. He gets annoyed about that. His exact words were "I didn't think this was a legit job! I just wanted you with me! Ugh…when are you going t' be done?" I didn't really have a choice though. I go back in and Niall is waiting for me. He has something in his hand.
"What's that?" He smiles and pats beside him. I look and go over. It is a necklace box.
"For you my dear." He kisses my head then finishes packing up. I open it to find new charms for my necklace: A heart with our initials on it, a little Big Ben, and the Irish flag
"Oh Niall…these…thank you." I close it and get up to hug him. He grabbed the box and showed the other side of the heart which said 'I promise'. I looked from him to the heart. I kiss him and his other hand slithers around my waist. He goes to my ear. "I promise to always be there for you Clarissa. I promise to stand by you no matter what. I'm not going anywhere."

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Niall's POV
I have never seen her so happy from something I've done. She walked to the car and jumped in. She even posed with some fans, she never does that. I of course had to hugest grin on my face. I know people usual give promise rings. But that necklace of hers meant more to her. So I got her some charms. She was giddy when we got to the airport. I assume because we were going back to her home country. Even at the airport, she signed and talked to fans. Helping take pictures or got one of us to take a picture with a lucky girl. Everything was clicking for me. And I also gave her a charm because I plan on asking her to marry me after we get back home. As much as having the girls with us this past leg, it was good for Clary and me. Helped me get used to her not being around all the time. And I think she needed girls time. Which was fine. I was just happy to see her happy. She still got some nightmares which would cause her to come running across the hall to me. I feel guilty for every nightmare she has. They are all about losing me. Hopefully my charm will help with that. We get on the plane and she is showing Penny the charms. I smile and grab her hand. I look out the window, I feel her kiss me cheek. She leans on my shoulder, whispering, "I love you Niall." I look down at her and kiss the top of her head.
"I love you too Clarissa. So much baby." She smiles then closes her eyes. No doubt trying to beat the jet lag that's sure to come. I lean my head on hers and settle in. Drifting off imagining a future life that I plan on making real.

"Niall honey can you check on Grady? Make sure he's asleep?" I look at Clary and nod I go up the stairs to see our second child asleep in his crib. I smile and go back down. I wrap my arms around her waist. "Whatcha cooking good looking?" She laughs, and it sounds amazing echoing around the kitchen.
"Your favorite! Food." I laugh and then my daughter comes running in. She pokes me and runs away. I smile and kiss Clary then go after the little runt. "What now princess?"
"Look! I painted it. Like mommy." She smiles at me. She has Clary's eyes but my dark brown hair. She has some freckles on the bridge of her nose.
"Looks amazing. Mommy will be so proud."

I jolt awake, making Clary get up too. "Sorry! Sorry baby…go back to sleep." She sits up and looks out the window. God that dream felt too real.
"Its fine. I have to go to the bathroom anyways." She gets up and leaves. I sigh and look out the window. These dreams are getting out of hand. One is about my future I see with Clary and then the next would be a future without her. Those are the worst. I don't tell her though. She has enough problems with the lasting effects that accident had on her. She comes back and smiles at me. "I can't wait to be back in New York City. God its been too long. I have so many places to show you! You'll love it."
"As long as you're there with me. I'm sure I will." She rolls her eyes but pecks my lips then pulls out her laptop to work on some stuff before we land. I lean back and gaze out the window. Soon we are landing and Clary looks like she's going to jump out the window from excitement. "Clary calm down. You act like you never lived here for four years…" Those four years she was in this city doing things while I was traveling around the world pining away like some puppy. She looks at me and smiles.
"I'm so happy you're here with me this time Ni. Oh please tell me I get to take you around tonight!" I look at her, I'm so fucking exhausted but god she looks so excited to show me around.
"Yea of course. Nothing could keep me away baby." I kiss her gently. But she pulls me in more. Her tongue swipes across my lower lip. A moan escapes and I quickly break away. She giggles while I look around making sure no one heard that. I throw a napkin at her, "Oh shut it Wolf."
"Never Horan. Now lets check into the hotel. We have a fun night ahead." She smiles at me and I just am completely and utterly screwed. I have fallen so far in love with her there is no way I could ever stop now.

Notes

Hey! Another update for all you guys! Sorry this is a bit of a filler chapter...but don't worry the next few chapters will get more exciting! :)

So Eliza and I are watching Bones from the beginning. And man the feels! :)