Clary's POV
I get to the room that Penny and I will be sharing at one of the many hotels we will be staying at during the South American leg of the tour. Niall was acting really weird this morning. I have no idea why though. Maybe he's just nervous about me being here? Probably. Penny and I are busy unpacking and talking about going sight-seeing later. Its so pretty and nice here. Nothing compared to the crummy London weather. I think I have officially recovered from my accident. But sometimes I still get horrible nightmares. It's like I watch the whole accident and time when I was unconscious from the sidelines. The thing that really bothers me is that it feels so real…like a memory my brain is trying to bring to the surface. And this is the only way it knows how. "What bed do you want Clarissa?" I shrug and look at them. I pick the one closest to the balcony, knowing that I will need an escape during the night and the balcony will be good.
"So Harry wants to go out tonight just me and him. Movies at his and Niall's room…if that's okay? I know how you said that you might need some space from him…"
"Nonsense Penny. This could be what you've been waiting for. And I only needed space because he was suffocating me. I don't know. Go though…I'll be fine with Niall." She smiles and then asks me to pick out a good casual outfit for tonight. I pick it out for her. Then we decide to go to the pool. Because…hello time to soak up some rays. I am way too pale. I slip on my swimsuit and cover up then wait for Penny. We both head down to the pool. The boys are at rehearsals right now. Which is fine with me. Gives me and Penny a chance to talk about some things. We get down and all eyes snap to us. I hear the whispers ripple across the pool 'That's Niall Horan's girlfriend.' Penny pulls my arm and we sit down on two lounges.
"Just ignore them love. I think you look so amazing." I just nod along, folding my legs so my scar doesn't show. I also know I wanted to sunbathe but now I am very aware of the huge jagged scar running from my hip bone to my belly button. And the scar that runs across my shoulder blade to the middle of my collarbone on my left side. I lay down next to Penny and pull out my kindle to start reading. Penny pokes me and looks at me. "What?..."
"Have you talked to him about it?" I groan and look at her.
"No…what am I supposed to say? Hey Niall…I hate living in your apartment because its to much of a dude's place…and you've been smothering me since I got out of the hospital and its driving me up the wall." I look at her while she just nods.
"Yea say that…a little bit nicer but say that. Clarissa he needs to hear it otherwise he thinks--" She gets cut off by my ringtone going off. It's Niall. Probably checking up on me. I look from her to the phone then hit ignore.
"Clarissa…he's going to send out a search party! You should've answered. Anyways where was I…oh yes…if you don't tell him then he will think that its okay! That you don't care. But you do…so…" Then my phone goes off again. I groan and answer.
"What Niall? I'm still alive and functioning. I'm at the pool with Penny. What do you want?" I know I sound like a bitch but seriously. I'm not a little kid.
"I um…I…I was just wondering what ya wanted t' do tonight…" I don't see why he had to call me about this but whatever.
"Oh…couldn't this have waiting until you got back? I don't want to go anywhere I'm tired." I don't want to go anywhere because I know that there will be press and I just don't want to deal with that tonight.
"That's fine. Movie night in then. We can get Chinese or something if you want?...Clary…are you mad at me?" Am I mad at him? No I'm not just annoyed I guess.
"No. I just don't…lets not do this now okay?" There was silence at his end. Great now we are fighting. "Niall…Chinese is good with me…you know what I like. When are you coming back?"
"In like 2 hours. I'll talk to ya then. Goodbye." He hangs up before I can even say goodbye. I look at Penny and smile weakly. I am getting hot so I take off my cover up and close my eyes to take a quick nap. Also to not see people pointing at my scars.

"Clary its over. I mean god look at you! You look hideous. I can't be seen with you anymore." I gape at Niall while he back away clearly revolted by me in my bikini.
"You don't mean that Niall…you love me…you said!" I cry at him.
"I got you the next flight out of here…back to London. I already have your stuff out of MY place. I'm sorry but I just don't love you anymore." Then he fades away and I'm back in London with Penny while she bashes on Niall. I feel numb. Then I'm behind the wheel driving towards the bridge, I drive off it. "CLARY!"

I shoot up to see Niall looking all panicky. His hands fly to my face wiping away the tears I didn't know were there. "Clary…baby…talk to me please." I just fling myself into his arms, so thankful to have him here. He pulls me onto his lap then lays down so I'm on his chest. He's rubbing circles down my back then going up to trace the scar. I shudder involuntarily. "Clary…talk to me." I sigh then tell him about the dream. He quickly sits up and looks at me, cupping my face with his hands. "Clarissa Diana Wolf…that will never happen. Don't you listen to any of the rubbish people post okay? Just me and you that's all that matters." I nod he kisses me and god I have missed those lips. The kiss is soft and gentle and loving. I clasp onto his shirt so he won't leave me. "Now being the jealous boyfriend I can be…who let you buy that bikini?!" I smile and stand up, spinning around. He glares and pulls me back down. I look around and see that some guys were looking over. I smile and wave to one. He smiles and waves back. "Clary you are so mean. Only I get to touch you." His hands trace patterns on my thighs. I suck in air because he was getting very close to my center.
"Niall! We are in public." I whisper while pushing away his hands. He had on his cheeky smirk. He pulls off his shirt then pulls me up. "Fine…lets go in the pool then. We need to cool off."
"Ha. More like you do." Then I push him in. I start cracking up while he comes to the surface sputtering.
"So not fair Wolf!" I jump in after him. I swim over but he swims away. I stick my tongue out then go over by Harry and Penny. Harry smiles and hugs me. "Oi! Styles paws off man!" Niall quickly comes over. But Harry still hugs me more.
"Aww we can't share?" I giggle at Harry. Niall just scowls and looks at Penny.
"Penny you're okay with this?" Penny stutters and turns bright red.
"Uh…well…its…uh…what?" Harry smirks and lets go then pulls Penny into the water. He hugs her then plants on right on her. I stand there gaping at them. HOLY SHIT! Niall is clapping and the other boys are yelling 'Finally!' Harry pulls away and Penny is beat red, gaping at him, then she smiles and hugs him, with both her arms and legs. Niall looks at me and I look at him. I know that we need to have the conversation tonight. But I just don’t' want to hurt him.

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Niall's POV
Harry and Penny are now officially dating. I could hear her and Clary squealing from across the hall after we got back from the pool. Something was still off about Clary and I have no idea what the hell we have to talk about tonight. At around 6 I go over, Chinese food in hand. I knock and the door flies open to reveal Clary in a new outfit, her hair was more wavy thanks to the pool. She smiles and grabs the food from me. I just laugh at her, shaking my head. That's my girl…I follow her and swipe the bag from her and run to the bed. "Ni! Gimme!"
"Nuh uh…Kiss me first." She smiles then crawls over getting really close. Her lips just hovering over mine, my eyes flutter close against my will. Then she snatches the bag and pecks my nose. She grins at me then takes out the containers. "That was very sneaky…"
"You should've seen it coming Ni…you know how I love food. Maybe you need to practice keeping it in your pants." She winks at me. I just pounce on her. She's laughing while I shower kisses all over her face. Then I kiss her lips…I break away before things got out of hand. Is it bad that I was away from her for maybe 5 hours and I missed her? I don't think so. She starts to eat while her favorite 80s movies are playing. The line-up tonight is: Breakfast Club, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Sixteen Candles, The Goonies, and Grease. I have no idea how we are going to watch all of those. But I think she started without me. Which is fine Breakfast Club isn't my favorite movie anyways. We finished eating and were now cuddling on her bed. "Clary…"
"Shh…this is the best part!" I look and it’s the ending. I roll my eyes and watch as she mouths the words. The credits start to roll and she pops in the next movie. She crawls back to me and resumes her position. "Clary…"
"What?" I turn and look at her. She pauses the movie and looks at me. "Niall is something wrong?" Is something wrong? No…I just have to say one thing.
"No baby…everything is so right. I'm so happy you're here…I'm so happy with you." She blinks back some tears.
"Niall I love you. I need you more than you think." Then its my turn to be confused. Because honestly with the way she's been acting it seems like she doesn't need me. Then again she's probably hiding her feelings from me like usual.
"Oh I doubt that Clary." She sits back up and looks at me. Then she leans in to whisper into my ear.
"All my nightmares are about losing you Niall. I need you to function…like air. Without you…I don't know what I would do anymore." Fuck the movies. I kiss her hard and roll us so I'm on top. I whisper 'I love you' and 'I need you' over and over. I don't know what makes me so crazy when she admits this stuff to me. But I need her so badly. I can barely go on without seeing her. This tour is going to be a test. Especially since she decided to not share rooms.

Notes

Here you guys go!!! Woohoo! They are on tour! Finally right? Okay what do you guys think about Penny and Harry? So cute am I right? :)

Guys not a whole lot of people replied to my question...so idk if I will post them...I want to hear what y'all think!! So please comment! :)
~Annie Xxx