Niall's POV
I watch as she comes out of whatever the hell she was in. She's done this stuff before. Well really anytime her eyes land on a car that she has to get into. I see her slowly come back to me. I breathe a huge sigh of relief. The fans stopped talking or breathing when I was going into a panic when Clary stopped responding to me. Harry pulled me away and said to just let her ride this out. I was so worried for her. It only lasted 15 minutes. Half the time of her record daze. But what happened afterward was new to me. She would usually just snap out of it and get into the car. But this time…she burst into tears and ran away from me. Even security couldn't stop her. Which is saying something because she is in a fucking boot. Everyone just cleared out of her way. I ran after her watching the crowd part for her like the sea. But security stopped me. "No! Let me go get her! I need to talk to her! GOD DAMMIT LET ME THROUGH!" but they wouldn't Paul had to drag me away kicking and screaming like a kid. But that was my angel in there somewhere crying, she's broken. I have to fix her. I have to. Eventually I calmed down and was now waiting at right behind the security. One of the fans spoke up. "What's wrong with her?" I look at her and glare.
"Nothing. She's just a bit overwhelmed." That was our story. People knew she got into an accident but they don’t know the severity. They don’t know that she was out for more than a week. They don't know how she almost died on me. They don't know anything really. "Well then why is she so scared of cars if nothing is wrong with her? Clearly something is."
"Why do you care? You all hate her anyways. Half the people here are probably pissed she didn't die." I say that because it's true. Even though it kills me to see my fans do this to her. The girl looked shocked that I said that out loud.
"Not all of us are like that. Just the crazy ones…" she also looked a bit guilty too. I just huff at her.
"Crazy or not crazy you all attack her mercilessly. And it hurts me to see it. I love her more than anything and I kills me when I have to be mean to you but god I can't even count how many times Clary has refused to go out in public because of the threats. So even if you don't wish her death you probably still said she wasn't good enough for me. But that's where your wrong." I just walked away then. One of the guards came back saying he didn't find her. Paul offered to go look. So I let him. Considering I couldn't go after her. I could die then. I watch as Paul disappears in the direction she fled. Harry comes and sits down next to me. Nicole was off searching with Penny since they weren't at risk of a mob like Perrie and El. "Hey."
"Hey Haz." I was sitting on a bench away from everyone nervously bouncing my leg.
"She'll be alright…right?" I can sense the distress in his voice.
"I don't know…she's never…she's never broken down like that before." Those weren't the words Harry was hoping for I could tell.
"But over time you think?" I just shrug because I honestly don't know.

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Clary's POV
I'm currently in some deserted gate. The plane took off minutes ago. I've moved from my lonely hallway. I can't go back yet. Niall will get angry because I ran away. All the boys will be. And Paul will be too. I like Paul he's like a dad kind of. I wonder if anyone is looking for me. Probably…Niall's probably alerted the whole airport by now. Maybe I should head back. I stand up and then I hear Nicole's voice. "THERE SHE IS!! Penny you go and tell Niall. I'll handle this." Penny waves before leaving. Nicole comes over and orders me to sit down. "I was going to head back Nicole…"
"I know. But we need to talk…what the hell happened back there? You freaked us all out Clary…" I look at her and sigh. I know I probably did. So I tell her everything that happens when I have to get into a car. How I don't know if I'll every be okay. How having the fans, who hate me, right there made me want to disappear and never come back. How I can only focus on the sound of the car crashing, I can't hear anything else. After I finish I look at her and she just hugs me. "Oh Clary…you poor thing. You'll make it through because you're a fighter. I know you will get out of this. As for the fans. Fuck them. I hate them too for doing this stuff to you. Come on Niall's probably about ready to tear apart the security team." I laugh at her because I know its true. I can just see Niall trying to get through to me but they won’t let him. It must've been quite the scene. Talking to Nicole helped a lot. She can always cheer me up. We finally get down and the crowd has shrank some. By some I think maybe 10. Niall comes running over and lifts me up off the ground, hugging me. "You're okay now? We can walk back if you want to…I won't make you get in there." He sets me down and looks at me. I know he's telling the truth but that's a long walk.
"Its fine Niall…I'm better now…I'm sorry for--"
"You have no reason to be sorry Clary. I know it will take time…I just never saw that coming. I'll wait as long as you need to. I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere." I hug him again. So thankful he's there for me no matter what.
"I love you." He chuckles a bit then whispers in my ear.
"I don't think I'll ever get used to hearing you say that Clarissa." We make our way over to the rest of the group. Liam asks Nicole what happened but she doesn't say. Which I'm thankful for. Everyone smiles at me and we get on our way. We stop off and drop Zayn and Perrie. Then Louis and Eleanor. Then we go to my building. And everyone piles out. Niall grab my suitcase from my hand and carries it for me. I feel so exhausted. Nicole and Penny notice and say that we will just see each other at the big gathering tomorrow at Harry's place. Penny goes right to her room. Harry hugs me goodbye and drives off. Liam is crashing with Nicole. So that left Niall and I alone in my room. I take off my boot and get ready for bed. Once I'm all ready Niall gets ready then joins me in bed. "I am sorry if I gave you a fright today Niall…it just all hit me." I was turned away from him so he rolled me over to face him, brushing the hair out of my face.
"Clary…talk to me please. I know its hard and it wasn't too bad…they just wouldn't let me go after you so I could comfort you. Which was very rude if ya ask me." I giggle and then sigh. I really should tell him what I see…maybe that will help. I think I drift off kind of because all I hear is Niall's voice. "We'll talk in the morning…you need your sleep evidently. Good night Clary…sweet dreams."

Notes

Here you guys goo! I might update again this weekend! Buuut I want to see some awesome comments and maybe some more votes!! :))

So yesterday I did a favor for my guy friend which involved playing soccer (I was a sub for his team) and so went to go save the ball from going out of bounds right? And the like officials had this cart thing to get out to the field. It rained earlier so the grass was wet...and so I saved the ball but slid into the car. And I have this huge gash and bump on my leg...it hurts to walk. :(

That's all for now. Enjoy the update babes!!
~Annie Xxx