Remember When?
Junior Year/Take Me Home Tour
Clary:
Graduation year! My last season ever of football. Honestly I don't know what I was going to do after this. Well I did since I had a kick ass internship lined up for me at Radio One over in London. I've kind of drifted apart from the boys. Even Ellie and Perrie. I really only talk to Nicole and Lilly now. Which was fine. I don't mind it that much. Less drama if you ask me. My mom was a blubbering mess when I got my diploma. Then it was time for my summer internship! I was beyond excited. I met Ryan there. He told me that his friend across the hall was looking for a roommate. So that's also how I met Penelope. She such a sweetheart. Penny was a teacher at one of the fancy schools here in the city. I think like 1st grade. But I'm not sure. Either way I live with her now. This is also the year that I officially ended all ties to One Direction and the girls. They were performing at Madison Square Gardens in NYC. So Harry called and said he had two tickets for me. Well problem with that was I was an ocean away. I tried to tell him but he just got cranky at me then hung up. So I couldn't go and neither could Nicole since she had football practice. So that's when the boys along with Ellie and Perrie decided I was no longer their friend. Which was fine. Can you imagine all the shit I would get for just knowing them? I look and see the hate that Eleanor and Perrie get. I tried to move on but the guy wasn't Niall. He was really nice and super good at football but it just wasn't right. I know it is really stupid considering I broke up with Niall and didn't let him back into my life. But he's just something I can't seem to shake. Nicole and Lilly like to point out songs and say things like that one is probably about you. I just have to find a way to get over him. I need to get back to my normal…back to before I knew him. Hopefully work will distract me enough and I'll find the right guy. But for right now I try to hide the fact that I knew One Direction. Because I don't really have the energy to explain what happened to people. Its just better if I pretend that it never happened at all.
Niall:
Our biggest tour yet. We were finally going to America and to some Asian countries. It was crazy insane. We were all beyond pumped. Perrie landed herself in a group as well. They were called Little Mix. We were all excited. Ellie was off being a student. But we made it all work. Except with Clary. She started to reply later and later to Harry. Or sometimes she just wouldn't respond. I think he was hoping that the gig at Madison Square Garden would fix thing between them. But she didn't show. We were all beyond shocked. But Harry was pissed. I think that was the last straw for all of us. We were just done trying to get her back. So we severed all ties with her. None of us spoke of her again. But she was still in the back of my mind. Like a reoccurring nightmare you can't seem to shake. She was my silent muse for some of the songs I helped write. Which was a lot of songs. I couldn't help it she was always on my mind. When it was late at night I would sometimes wonder what she was doing…if she was awake too looking out at the sky thinking of me too. I watched silently through her failed relationships. Mostly just football players from her school. They didn’t last long a couple of moths at most. I can't help but think it was because she still wanted me. I even tried to date some girl to get over her. But Barbara was awful. All clingy and just whiny. So I dumped her recently. Clary is still unreachable. Not even El and Perrie talk to her anymore. I guess this has to become my new normal. But I don't want it to be…I just want her back in my life. But I don't have the guts to text her. I don't even know where she is. Is she still in America or Ireland or is she in England? I have no clue. I'm off for a long time…so I'm finally getting that knee surgery. Which I am not too excited about. A part of me feels like she is here in London but I also know that its just wishful thinking. Its been like 3 years why do I still miss her and love her?
Graduation year! My last season ever of football. Honestly I don't know what I was going to do after this. Well I did since I had a kick ass internship lined up for me at Radio One over in London. I've kind of drifted apart from the boys. Even Ellie and Perrie. I really only talk to Nicole and Lilly now. Which was fine. I don't mind it that much. Less drama if you ask me. My mom was a blubbering mess when I got my diploma. Then it was time for my summer internship! I was beyond excited. I met Ryan there. He told me that his friend across the hall was looking for a roommate. So that's also how I met Penelope. She such a sweetheart. Penny was a teacher at one of the fancy schools here in the city. I think like 1st grade. But I'm not sure. Either way I live with her now. This is also the year that I officially ended all ties to One Direction and the girls. They were performing at Madison Square Gardens in NYC. So Harry called and said he had two tickets for me. Well problem with that was I was an ocean away. I tried to tell him but he just got cranky at me then hung up. So I couldn't go and neither could Nicole since she had football practice. So that's when the boys along with Ellie and Perrie decided I was no longer their friend. Which was fine. Can you imagine all the shit I would get for just knowing them? I look and see the hate that Eleanor and Perrie get. I tried to move on but the guy wasn't Niall. He was really nice and super good at football but it just wasn't right. I know it is really stupid considering I broke up with Niall and didn't let him back into my life. But he's just something I can't seem to shake. Nicole and Lilly like to point out songs and say things like that one is probably about you. I just have to find a way to get over him. I need to get back to my normal…back to before I knew him. Hopefully work will distract me enough and I'll find the right guy. But for right now I try to hide the fact that I knew One Direction. Because I don't really have the energy to explain what happened to people. Its just better if I pretend that it never happened at all.
Niall:
Our biggest tour yet. We were finally going to America and to some Asian countries. It was crazy insane. We were all beyond pumped. Perrie landed herself in a group as well. They were called Little Mix. We were all excited. Ellie was off being a student. But we made it all work. Except with Clary. She started to reply later and later to Harry. Or sometimes she just wouldn't respond. I think he was hoping that the gig at Madison Square Garden would fix thing between them. But she didn't show. We were all beyond shocked. But Harry was pissed. I think that was the last straw for all of us. We were just done trying to get her back. So we severed all ties with her. None of us spoke of her again. But she was still in the back of my mind. Like a reoccurring nightmare you can't seem to shake. She was my silent muse for some of the songs I helped write. Which was a lot of songs. I couldn't help it she was always on my mind. When it was late at night I would sometimes wonder what she was doing…if she was awake too looking out at the sky thinking of me too. I watched silently through her failed relationships. Mostly just football players from her school. They didn’t last long a couple of moths at most. I can't help but think it was because she still wanted me. I even tried to date some girl to get over her. But Barbara was awful. All clingy and just whiny. So I dumped her recently. Clary is still unreachable. Not even El and Perrie talk to her anymore. I guess this has to become my new normal. But I don't want it to be…I just want her back in my life. But I don't have the guts to text her. I don't even know where she is. Is she still in America or Ireland or is she in England? I have no clue. I'm off for a long time…so I'm finally getting that knee surgery. Which I am not too excited about. A part of me feels like she is here in London but I also know that its just wishful thinking. Its been like 3 years why do I still miss her and love her?
Notes
Okay well I probs won't update this story in awhile since I am going to finish up 'The Setup' but then I will update this one! :) So I'm sorry if it will be awhile but I want to finish up the story.
Thanks for understanding!
~A xxxx
@redheadedbeauty
Yeah he is ... I wanted to save the picture that's why i asked but thanks
4/11/15