I woke up the next morning to Louis knocking on my door.

“Morning Lindsay… Or should I say good afternoon.” He says coming and sitting on the edge of my bed.

“What time is it?” I say rubbing my eyes.

“It’s almost 1.”

“PM?!” I yell. “Oh my gosh! How did I sleep so late?!”

“You had a rough night last night! You needed to sleep.” I look down at my hands remembering what happened last night.

“He’s downstairs. He’s been here since 10, just waiting for you to wake up. How about you go shower and get ready and then you can go talk to him?”

I nod my head and pull Louis in for a hug.

“You’re the best you know that?” I say.

“Yeah yeah I know.” He says smiling and leaves the room so I could get ready.

I take a shower, dry my hair and change and try to make myself look cute. I take a last look in the mirror and head downstairs.

My heart skipped a beat when I saw Harry sitting there on the couch. He looked over to me and stood immediately. I just continued to look at him and then at Louis who was drinking his tea in the kitchen, he got up and tapping my shoulder before he went into his room and closed the door.

I walked over to Harry and stayed starring at his eyes. He removed his hands from his pocket and I flung my arms around his neck pulling him close to me. He was shocked at first but them wrapped his arms around my waist burring his head into my neck.

We stayed there for a while, not saying anything.

I pulled away and rested my forehead on his.

“I love you. And I’m.. I'm so sorry.” He whispered, a small tremble in his voice.

“I know you are and I’m sorry for leaving.” He now looked at me with a surprised look, obviously not expecting me to apologize.

“Louis talked with me last night and helped me realize that I can’t just leave every time we have a fight. We’re going to have to work it out, because I love you and I want this.” I say moving our intertwined hands into view.

Harry uses his other hand to wipe away the tears on the edges of my eyes.

“I’m sorry I’ve been going out and getting drunk. I’m sorry that I haven’t been spending time with you and I’m sorry for hurting you so badly. I love you Lindsay and the last thing I wanted to do was hurt you and make you leave. I promise we’re going to spend time together before I go on tour.” He says kissing my hand.

“What you said yesterday, about you thinking I was going to be the person you spent the rest of you life with…. I couldn’t believe it. Since the day I met you Lindsay I knew you were going to be the girl I wanted to be with forever. Waking up this morning without you in my arms was one of the worst feelings I’ve ever experienced and knowing that it was my fault was almost too much to take.”

“Harry…” I said stopping him before he started to cry too. “I love you. And I promise to never leave again.”

He smiles and moves his hands to the sides of my face pulling me in for a deep kiss. We stay there for a little bit before he pulls away and rests his forehead on mine.

“God. I love you so much.” He says and I smile, giving him another kiss.

“Let me get my stuff and we can go home okay?” I say breaking away from him.

“Okay hurry babe, I have a special day planned.” He called after me and I went into the spare bedroom to get all my things.

I walk towards the front door and Harry takes my duffle bag from me.

“I’m going to go thank Lou but I’ll be right out okay?” I said giving him a peck on the lips.

“Of course baby. I’ll be in the car!” He says closing the door behind him.

“LOU!” You scream and he comes out of his room.

“Thank you so much!” You say pulling him in for a hug.

“Of course love. Harry loves you so much, you’re all he talks about you know?” He says smiling at me.

“I know and I love him too. I’m lucky to have a friend like you Louis.” I say breaking our hug.

“I’ll always be here for you and I know you’d do the same for me. Now go have a fun day with your man!” he says in his sassy voice.

This caused me to laugh and I said goodbye and headed towards Harry’s car.

“Let’s go home babe.” I said giving Harry a kiss, the buckling my seatbelt.

Things have been good since Harry and I had our fight. He’s been drinking a lot less and has been spending a lot more time with me before he leaves for tour. He takes me out on fun dates and our sex life has never been better. We were nearing the day when Harry had to leave to go on tour again and we both avoided talking about the subject, but Harry knew we had to talk about it and today was the day.

“So when we get to California, you’re going to meet up with us right?” He said rubbing my hand while we lay cuddle on our couch.

“Yes! And you’ll finally get to have dinner with my parents!” I could feel Harry tense up and I giggled a little bit. “Don’t be nervous Harry, they’re going to love you. Just like I do.” I said turning to kiss his nose. He scrunched up his nose and smiled showing his dimples.

“We’ll only be a part for 6 weeks.” He said tightening his grip on my waist.

“Only 6 weeks.” I groaned and sunk into Harry’s arms.

“It’ll go by quick babe. You’ll be with me before you know it.”

“I want to do something before I leave. Will you come with me?” Harry says. I nod and he leads me to his Range Rover.

“Harry where are we going?!” I say after we’ve been driving for awhile. We pull up to Harry’s friend tattoo shop and he parks the car in front.

Security helps to usher us inside and I try your best to avoid the screaming fans. I’ve gotten used to them, but sometimes it’s still hard to get past them. Luckily Harry’s Friend John had closed the shop for us. Once inside I turned to Harry with a confused look on my face.

“Another tattoo? Really?” I say smirking and Harry pulls me in for a hug.

“I know you’re not a huge fan of tattoos, but I wanted us to get a matching one. Something small and simple but special that only we know about. Well and John.” He says laughing.

“you..you… want me to get a tattoo?” I say shocked. I don’t have any tattoos and was never planning on getting any.

“Only if you want to babe. I’m going to another one, but I want us to get a matching one too, just for us.”

“Okay. You get the first one and then I’ll think about us getting matching ones.” You say kissing him lightly.

Harry laughs and John comes out of the backroom.

“Harry!” He says and comes over to pull Harry in for a hug.

“John! How have you been man?”

“Great! Great! What are we doing today?” He says.

“I actually want to let Lindsay pick that out.” He said introducing me to John. “John, this is my girlfriend Lindsay.”

“Pleasure to meet you. I’ve heard a lot about you!” John says and I laugh a bit.

“Anything you want babe.” Harry says to me giving me a kiss on the head.

John handed me a paper and pen and I wrote “I love you” in my handwriting on it with a little heart next to it. I showed it to Harry and he smiled wide.

“I love it!” he said. “I was hoping you would do something like that.” He showed John that he wanted it right above his heart.

I watched as Harry got his tattoo stenciled on and then permanently inked on his forever. I held his hand, but Harry was a pro at tattoos and didn’t feel the pain from it. I think he just wanted me there to talk with him.

John finished and Harry looked at it in the mirror.

“Amazing! I love it! Thanks John!” Harry was all smiles. “Can we take a picture with it Lindsay?” He asked and I smiled and walked over to his right side so his tattoo would show in the picture. We got one normal one and one of us kissing.

Harry was quick to put it on Twitter, always wanting to show off his new ink.

@Harry_Styles: New tattoo thanks to @JohnDTattoo. I love you too @LindsayShaw muahhh .xx

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(THE ONE OF HARRY AND I SMILING)

“I love you.” He said giving me a quick kiss.

“I love you too. I want to get a matching tattoo but I honestly have no idea what to do Harry.” You say laughing.

“Well I had an idea. You know how I’ve always wanted to get an infinity sign? Well I say this online and thought it would be perfect for us.”

He took out his phone and showed me this:

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyoqi8Nu1E1rov128o1_500.jpg

“Harry I love it!!!” I said squealing and Harry smiled and showed the picture to John who went and drew it up.

Harry went first and took it like a champ. I, however, was extremely scared for the pain. Harry could tell and was right by my side, holding my hand and kissing it.

I finished it and John put a bandage on it, then went to the backroom.

“Only we’ll know the significance now,” he said pulling me into his arms. “Forever.” he whispered in my ear and my mind started racing. I thought back to the first time we ever said we loved each other. And when we said goodbye before he left we would always end with ‘I love you. Forever.’ This tattoo was now a reminder than forever was meant for Harry and I. Us meeting and falling in love was a complete act of fate and our love was strong enough to get through anything; being half way across the world was nothing because I loved him and he loved me. Forever.

“I love you Harry.” I said looking up at his dark green eyes.

“And I love you Lindsay.”

“Forever.” We both whispered in unison and our lips crashed together. We had a deep kiss and we broke apart. Harry paid and said goodbye to John before we left to face the fans again, more paparazzi outside than before.

@LindsayShaw: He’s the only one I want. Forever. xx

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(THE ONE OF HARRY AND I KISSING)

“New tattoo Harry?” They yelled “Any plans for an engagement you two?!” another yelled and that caught me off guard.

I mean I knew that I wanted to be with Harry forever, but marriage hadn’t really crossed my mind. Harry and I hadn’t talked about kids, or what we wanted to do in life before we settled down. He was still touring with One Direction and living out his dream, he wasn’t ready to get married and I don’t think I was either. I still had so many things I wanted to do before I had kids.

We both got into the car and I could see that Harry was thinking about something as well. We rode in comfortable silence back to our house but we kept our hands intertwined.

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