No Regrets
39-Take A Breath
Charlotte’s P.O.V
I woke up the next morning to the sunlight shining in through my blinds; I forgot to close them last night. I checked my phone and saw that it was 9:30 and I had two texts both from Zayn.
On my way to check up on him Sent at 8:14
Just left his flat, he wasn’t doing do well earlier but he’s calmed down a little Sent at 11:56
Wow, he was there for a really long time. Poor Niall. I can’t imagine what happened last night and I hoped he wasn’t too bad. I stretched and got out of bed, still worrying about Niall. I decided to text him to see how he was.
Hey Ni, just wanted to say good morning J See ya when you wake up for breakfast?
I didn’t want to tell him that I knew how upset he had been last night, so I figured that text would work. I sent it and then hopped in the shower to help wake myself up. I looked down at my new tattoo and smiled. I really did like it. I made sure it didn’t get wet which was harder then it looked. When I hopped out of the shower I checked my phone and saw that I had one text from Niall.
Morning Princess, I’ll be at your flat in 10 for breakfast?
He sent that five minutes ago, and I quickly replied.
Can’t wait Ni!
I finished drying off and headed into my closet. I was going to have to go straight from breakfast to the hospital so I dressed relatively comfortable. I put on high-waisted black nylon leggings, a light pink Mickey Mouse loose shirt, my blue sneakers, and a grey leather jacket. I slipped on a gold ring, checked to make sure Niall’s necklace and Kylie’s ring were still on, then grabbed a scarf with anchors on it and tied it around my head so you wouldn’t see the skin. I put on my usual quick makeup and by the time I finished I heard a knock on the door. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=81072946
I quickly grabbed my small fringe backpack that had my wallet, earphones and a book in it for the chemo session and headed for the door. For some reason all the running around had made me out of breath and it was hard to take in a deep breath. I shook it off, opened the door and smiled at Niall. Just from a quick glance I could tell that he had been crying. His eyes were still a little bloodshot but he looked pretty happy. He tackled me in a hug and whispered good morning in my ear. I laughed and kissed his cheek. He grabbed my hand and we closed the door and headed towards the elevator.
“How’d you sleep?” I asked him, trying not to sound concerned.
“Look I now Zayn said something to you, but I’m fine now, it was just the shock.” He said, looking me in the eyes. My heart melted looking into those bright blue eyes and I bit my lip and nodded my head. He smiled back at me and pressed a gentle kiss to my lips. I smiled into the kiss and kissed him back. We slowly pulled apart as the elevator doors opened and walked outside hand in hand. We started to walk down the sidewalk to the same café that we went to the day after I met them.
We easily filled the walk with conversation on the long walk to the café but by the time we got there I could hardly breathe. I was sitting in the booth, clutching my sides with my hands and gasping for air. Niall was rubbing my back and trying to calm me down.
“What’s wrong Char, what’s happening?” He asked in a panicked voice.
“Can’t…breathe…” I choked out and his eyes opened and he grabbed his phone and dialed a number as he tried to soothe me.
“Zayn, we are at the café down the road and Char can’t breathe. Can you pick us up and bring us to the hospital?” He said in a rushed tone as I tried to regain my breath. I heard someone talking on the other line and then Niall hung up. “Okay, Char, Zayn is coming to take us to the hospital, okay? Just focus on your breathing, we will get you some oxygen as soon as we can.” He kept saying as he helped me walk outside to wait for Zayn. By now my head was pounding and I was growing extremely dizzy. Niall felt me swaying and quickly picked me up bridal style knowing I wouldn’t have been able to carry my weight much longer.
“Come ON Zayn! Shh, Princess, I’m here, keep talking to me, look at me okay? Keep your eyes open? Char stay with me! Zayn! Hurry!” He kept alternating between making sure I was still breathing and looking for Zayn. “Finally!” I barely registered a car stopping and Niall opening the door and climbing in. I was lying in his lap, barely conscious as I struggled to breathe, my vision now going blurry and making my head hurt that much worse. I felt the car lurch and spin as Niall kept talking to me, telling me to keep my eyes open and keep trying to breathe.
“Niall…” I choked out and he looked down at me and I could see panic in his eyes. “Calm…down. I’ll…be…fine.” I said with a hoarse voice after forced breaths. I knew I was the one in trouble but all I cared about was making sure Niall was OK. Niall closed his eyes and nodded. He pressed a kiss to my forehead and even in my under oxygenated state I could still feel the fire and tingling sensation that spread across my forehead from the touch of his lips. I slowly lifted my hand to his cheek and caressed it. He leaned into it, savoring my touch.
“Here.” Zayn’s voice said from what sounded like far away. Niall’s eyes snapped open as he exited the car with me still in his arms. Zayn followed us into the emergency entrance.
“We need a doctor, she can’t breathe!” Niall said to one of the nurses who immediately ran to get a wheelchair to put me down in. Another nurse ran through double doors to get a doctor. Niall gently sat me down in the wheelchair and as soon as I sat down he grabbed my hand. I smiled weakly at him, and the last thing I saw was his face.
I woke up the next morning to the sunlight shining in through my blinds; I forgot to close them last night. I checked my phone and saw that it was 9:30 and I had two texts both from Zayn.
On my way to check up on him Sent at 8:14
Just left his flat, he wasn’t doing do well earlier but he’s calmed down a little Sent at 11:56
Wow, he was there for a really long time. Poor Niall. I can’t imagine what happened last night and I hoped he wasn’t too bad. I stretched and got out of bed, still worrying about Niall. I decided to text him to see how he was.
Hey Ni, just wanted to say good morning J See ya when you wake up for breakfast?
I didn’t want to tell him that I knew how upset he had been last night, so I figured that text would work. I sent it and then hopped in the shower to help wake myself up. I looked down at my new tattoo and smiled. I really did like it. I made sure it didn’t get wet which was harder then it looked. When I hopped out of the shower I checked my phone and saw that I had one text from Niall.
Morning Princess, I’ll be at your flat in 10 for breakfast?
He sent that five minutes ago, and I quickly replied.
Can’t wait Ni!
I finished drying off and headed into my closet. I was going to have to go straight from breakfast to the hospital so I dressed relatively comfortable. I put on high-waisted black nylon leggings, a light pink Mickey Mouse loose shirt, my blue sneakers, and a grey leather jacket. I slipped on a gold ring, checked to make sure Niall’s necklace and Kylie’s ring were still on, then grabbed a scarf with anchors on it and tied it around my head so you wouldn’t see the skin. I put on my usual quick makeup and by the time I finished I heard a knock on the door. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=81072946
I quickly grabbed my small fringe backpack that had my wallet, earphones and a book in it for the chemo session and headed for the door. For some reason all the running around had made me out of breath and it was hard to take in a deep breath. I shook it off, opened the door and smiled at Niall. Just from a quick glance I could tell that he had been crying. His eyes were still a little bloodshot but he looked pretty happy. He tackled me in a hug and whispered good morning in my ear. I laughed and kissed his cheek. He grabbed my hand and we closed the door and headed towards the elevator.
“How’d you sleep?” I asked him, trying not to sound concerned.
“Look I now Zayn said something to you, but I’m fine now, it was just the shock.” He said, looking me in the eyes. My heart melted looking into those bright blue eyes and I bit my lip and nodded my head. He smiled back at me and pressed a gentle kiss to my lips. I smiled into the kiss and kissed him back. We slowly pulled apart as the elevator doors opened and walked outside hand in hand. We started to walk down the sidewalk to the same café that we went to the day after I met them.
We easily filled the walk with conversation on the long walk to the café but by the time we got there I could hardly breathe. I was sitting in the booth, clutching my sides with my hands and gasping for air. Niall was rubbing my back and trying to calm me down.
“What’s wrong Char, what’s happening?” He asked in a panicked voice.
“Can’t…breathe…” I choked out and his eyes opened and he grabbed his phone and dialed a number as he tried to soothe me.
“Zayn, we are at the café down the road and Char can’t breathe. Can you pick us up and bring us to the hospital?” He said in a rushed tone as I tried to regain my breath. I heard someone talking on the other line and then Niall hung up. “Okay, Char, Zayn is coming to take us to the hospital, okay? Just focus on your breathing, we will get you some oxygen as soon as we can.” He kept saying as he helped me walk outside to wait for Zayn. By now my head was pounding and I was growing extremely dizzy. Niall felt me swaying and quickly picked me up bridal style knowing I wouldn’t have been able to carry my weight much longer.
“Come ON Zayn! Shh, Princess, I’m here, keep talking to me, look at me okay? Keep your eyes open? Char stay with me! Zayn! Hurry!” He kept alternating between making sure I was still breathing and looking for Zayn. “Finally!” I barely registered a car stopping and Niall opening the door and climbing in. I was lying in his lap, barely conscious as I struggled to breathe, my vision now going blurry and making my head hurt that much worse. I felt the car lurch and spin as Niall kept talking to me, telling me to keep my eyes open and keep trying to breathe.
“Niall…” I choked out and he looked down at me and I could see panic in his eyes. “Calm…down. I’ll…be…fine.” I said with a hoarse voice after forced breaths. I knew I was the one in trouble but all I cared about was making sure Niall was OK. Niall closed his eyes and nodded. He pressed a kiss to my forehead and even in my under oxygenated state I could still feel the fire and tingling sensation that spread across my forehead from the touch of his lips. I slowly lifted my hand to his cheek and caressed it. He leaned into it, savoring my touch.
“Here.” Zayn’s voice said from what sounded like far away. Niall’s eyes snapped open as he exited the car with me still in his arms. Zayn followed us into the emergency entrance.
“We need a doctor, she can’t breathe!” Niall said to one of the nurses who immediately ran to get a wheelchair to put me down in. Another nurse ran through double doors to get a doctor. Niall gently sat me down in the wheelchair and as soon as I sat down he grabbed my hand. I smiled weakly at him, and the last thing I saw was his face.
Notes
Don't hate me!Let me know what you guys think happens to her, why can't she breath???
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7/21/13