i never feel like that before. i felt like a territory than a human being. as if i was being bargined for. The action the male's actions were suppose to make me take offence. purposfully. and i took, hard.
Now i knew who he was. it was the seventh grade when i met this boy. his grey eyes were green back then, they were so beautiful- sparkling light green. i fell hard, though i was only thirteen. I grew more knowing him well till tenth grade where i was completely and madly in love with his mysterious ways.
but i was blind not knowing how those green eyes can turn so dark. his warm heart was only a lie.

**flashback**
the cool air tickles my cheeks but the body around me keeps me warm. He looks down at me and smiles.
"you look hot, babe." he says.
i faintly smile at his comment. he was always considered a more popular one. he rarely had alot of time for me. he always had plans with his friends and his part-time job somewhere i didnt know.
we walk into the gym door, the music fills my ears. many bodies dance around us.
he leads me to his friends. he greets them, craking jokes. i stay quiet. i never really got along with this kind of crowd. they were mean.
his friend zach looks over my shoulder.
"um... paul we have a problem." he points.
i try to turn to look but paul is quicker than i am. he turns me the other way. we walk fast through the crowd.
"ok babe, we are going outside."
i start to panic as the fear flashes through his eyes.
"paul whats happening!?!" i begin to tremble.
he picks me up putting me on one of his shoulders. not saying a word. he starts to walk faster. he mazes through the people out the door.
"paul put me down" i scream. we run outside to the darkness. drops me on the ground. i fall to the ground. he never acted this way with me.
"SHUT UP!" he shouts.
i never been so scared. he stands over me peering into me with eyes that are not his.
"paul?" a girl calls behind him her blond hair falls over her crossed arms.
"hi ashley." he says.
"oh so i guess you brought that slut here too." she says.
she walks over to us. "you jerk." she pushes him.
"and you" she turns to me. "i cant believe you went for ANOTHER man... how many men do you go through whore? just trying to get lucky?" she spats.
she walks off. paul turns to me with a smirk.
"bye babe" he bends down putting his hand on my theigh. "see you around"
he walks off laughing. im left in the darkness in the mudd.
**end of flashback**
"lets get some food in you, love." harry says softly taking my hand.
we walk to a booth selling bottle of soda and cottoncandy.
"can we two cottoncandies and a large bottle of soda?" he says to the cashyear.
"of course you can." she says looking at me with consern.
i look down and fidle with my fingers.
harry hands the laddy the money. she trades us with our order. we walk away from the booth.
i carry my large soda with two hands like a small child. harry puts both cottoncandy bags into one hand and leads me to a small park in the middle of the carnivel . we sit on a bench.
"i will be right back just wait here" he hands me the bags.
he leaves me on the bench alone.
about ten minutes later he returns wraped in a blanket.
"up" he says. i obey.
he lays the blanket onto the bench. i sit back into the place i was before.
"lay" i say.
next it was his turn to obey. he puts his head onto my lap. i stroke through his curls.
"cottoncandy?" he says looking up at the pink stuff in the bag.
i pull it out and pop it into his mouth. he takes time to suck on my fingers. i giggle. i feed the rest of the bag occaionally sneaking me some.
the firewords begin to start. the colors dye the sky. beautiful.
harry sits up to get a better look. i catch his eye giving him a small smile. the glow from the firewords light up his beautiful face. he is amazing.
he leans towards me. my heart pumps faster with every decreasing centemeter. his nose brushes mine. his silky lips press against mine. the touch overwehelms me. tasting his lips. my whole body gets a wave of sensation and warmth. i want more.
he pulls back slightly, our forehead stay in contact. our eyes stay locked together.
i hold on to the sight of his green eyes that i think i am now falling for.

Notes

here is another chapter! i will update later. XOXOXO