Maybe (harry styles fanfic)
chapter 11
i know that the male straping me can feel harrys tensness as he goes a little faster with the bucket. my stomach twist at the sight of harry. my throut starts to dry.
relief floods through my body as the male makes his way to another cart. we sit in silence as i dont dare look at harry. i can feel him relax slowly. from the corner of my eye i see him release his hands and sit back into his seat. the wheel begins to move.
"who is he" harry says as soon we get out of ears reach.
"i-i dont know harry." i sputter out.
"yes you do." he says numbly.
"well he looks familier" i try to say calmly.
i reach my hand to harrys cheek trying to calm him. i dare to look into his green orabs that seem darker than before. i become scared like before, i tried to hide it but its to late. a flicker of consern in his eyes tells me he sensed it.
"are you jelly" i say trying to lighten the mood.
"not funny" he avoiding my eye contact trying to hide his dimples away from me. "maybe i am" he says as his face reddens.
"maybe" i say repeating his actions.
"but maybe you seen him somewhere like the store. not actually knowing him" he says sounding a little hopful.
i give out a little huff and look out to our veiw. it was so amazing high up like this.
"its so beautiful" i say.
"you know i like the veiw i have beside me." he say observing me.
i giggle a bit. "thankyou"
as the ride slow to a stop i think about what may happen next. i put my hand on harrys forearm trying to find a way to calm him.
"harry please its going to be ok" i begg.
i feel him trying to hold on. his breathing picks up as the male gets closer.
i mouth the word "please" again and again.
i watch as he fight it. trying to stay calm, for me. he clentches his fist. as the male unbuckles me. the male is more confident as he watches harry holding back his darkness. he lets me out and i wait next to the cart for harry. he looks at me up and down and smirks. i feel uncomfortable like this. harry looks at his straight in the eye trying to make it obvious im his. he finally lets out harry who jumps out of the seat shoving the male away. he keeps his eye contact.
"come on, love" he trys to say gentally. he puts his arm around me protectivly and kisses me on the cheek.
i hear the male quietly laugh as we walk away from the wheel. tear tease the brim of my eyes. i snugg into harry, grasping onto his shirt. he masks soothing noises to try to calm me.
relief floods through my body as the male makes his way to another cart. we sit in silence as i dont dare look at harry. i can feel him relax slowly. from the corner of my eye i see him release his hands and sit back into his seat. the wheel begins to move.
"who is he" harry says as soon we get out of ears reach.
"i-i dont know harry." i sputter out.
"yes you do." he says numbly.
"well he looks familier" i try to say calmly.
i reach my hand to harrys cheek trying to calm him. i dare to look into his green orabs that seem darker than before. i become scared like before, i tried to hide it but its to late. a flicker of consern in his eyes tells me he sensed it.
"are you jelly" i say trying to lighten the mood.
"not funny" he avoiding my eye contact trying to hide his dimples away from me. "maybe i am" he says as his face reddens.
"maybe" i say repeating his actions.
"but maybe you seen him somewhere like the store. not actually knowing him" he says sounding a little hopful.
i give out a little huff and look out to our veiw. it was so amazing high up like this.
"its so beautiful" i say.
"you know i like the veiw i have beside me." he say observing me.
i giggle a bit. "thankyou"
as the ride slow to a stop i think about what may happen next. i put my hand on harrys forearm trying to find a way to calm him.
"harry please its going to be ok" i begg.
i feel him trying to hold on. his breathing picks up as the male gets closer.
i mouth the word "please" again and again.
i watch as he fight it. trying to stay calm, for me. he clentches his fist. as the male unbuckles me. the male is more confident as he watches harry holding back his darkness. he lets me out and i wait next to the cart for harry. he looks at me up and down and smirks. i feel uncomfortable like this. harry looks at his straight in the eye trying to make it obvious im his. he finally lets out harry who jumps out of the seat shoving the male away. he keeps his eye contact.
"come on, love" he trys to say gentally. he puts his arm around me protectivly and kisses me on the cheek.
i hear the male quietly laugh as we walk away from the wheel. tear tease the brim of my eyes. i snugg into harry, grasping onto his shirt. he masks soothing noises to try to calm me.
4/30/13