I walked into the white room where I saw Nicole lying. It was all my fault. I sat down in a chair just watching her sleep peacefully while her chest slowly rose up and down. I couldn’t help but smile at how beautiful she was even when she was weak; however, I also couldn’t help but be mad at myself for being the reason she was weak. A few minutes later her eyes fluttered open. Her face instantly dropped when she saw me. “W-why are you here?” She asked.Her face was extremely pale, and she looked exhausted,what bothered me most were her puffy red eyes and blotchy cheeks from where the tears had stained. She had been crying…all because of me. “I…uh, came to visit you. To make sure you were alright,” I said scratching the back of my neck. “I’m fine. Now you can leave. what do you care anyways? Came to see how broken I am? Came to laugh at me? ” She tried to sound confident, but I could hear her voice start to break. She turned her head so I couldn’t see the tears welling up in her eyes. “What does she have that I don’t?” She asked looking down while twiddling with her fingers. I took a deep breath and grabbed Nicole’s hands. She seemed hesitant at first, but she didn’t pull away. Nicole I made a mistake..A huge one. I thought I wanted her, but when you said you hated me before you left, I knew I had just made the worst decision of my life. Nicole, I love you so much. And I can’t believe losing you made me realize you’re the one. You’re the one I want to marry. The one I want to have kids with. The one I want to grow old with, but mostly the one that I’ll love until I die.” I could see a small smile on her face, but it dropped when she reminded herself it was my fault. “But..you cheated on me. You said you lo-“ I cut her off. “Give me on more chance. I’ll spend the rest of my life proving to you that you’re the love of my life.” She looked up at me and gave a small smile and nodded. I pressed my lips to hers. “I love you Nicole.” "I love you too Harry, but one more screw up and I swear I'll chop your d*** off" She mumbled into my curls, making me chuckle. She was my love of the life and I was hers..