“I hate you. Goodbye.” That’s the last thing Nicole said to me before she walked out of our flat. I just stood there. Did she really hate me? I guess I couldn’t blame her. I was a douche, but the real question was did I really love Jessica? Was it all really worth it or I was just looking for adventure? Sure Jessica was pretty, but I met her at the club four months ago and had s** with her. Nicole and I have almost been together for seven months, She is perfect not just pretty, She is my everything and I threw it away for some girl I wanted to hook up with at the club? I’m such an idiot. Nicole was always there for me. Always the girl I’d come running too. I noticed it now, when It's too late, I didn't know how much She meant to me before I lost it all. She put up with all the rumors, all the hate, and all of my c*** just because she loved me. She gave up normal life, just for me and I can't even stay loyal to her. I just realized I let the best thing that has ever happened to me slip ouy of my hands. I loved her. I sat on the edge of the bed with my head in my hands. Tears flooded. I sat there for awhile until my phone began buzzing. It was Liam. “Hello?” “Harry?” “Yeah?” I said with a scratchy voice. “What’d you do to Nicole?” “What? Why? Where is she? Is she okay?!” “I was driving, and I saw a girl that looked a lot like Nicole curled up sleeping on the bench, so I turned around and drove by again and it was her! I figured it had something to do with you.” “She..uh left.” “You let her leave? You know if she leaves she has nowhere else to go! She dropped everything in the state to be with you here! And you let her leave?! IT’s freezing out! I’m surprised she doesn’t have hypothermia…yet. You know Harry, for five seconds stop thinking about yourself! She loves you, and I don’t know what you did, but you obviously don’t care.” That hit hard. I had come to a whole new realization of how much I had hurt Nicole. “I do care. I really regret cheating. Im so sorry-” “Bull****, Harry. If you cared you would’ve chased her instead of letting her leave. And you don't regret the cheating you're only sorry you got caught. It’s a good thing I found her, or God knows what could’ve happened. I'm taking her to the hospital.” “W-” but I was cut off by Liam hanging up on me. I wasn't sorry I get caught, I really cared about her