Tongue Tied *some sexual content*

Harry's pov:

I feel his arms go around me then I back up feeling awkward and needing to process this new information. What the hell just happened. It run around to walk out of the door but Lindsey is standing there.

" See Harry... You have been looking in the wrong people." She says. I'm confused by this.

" What... What are you talking about!" I say backing up and I feel Louis help me regain my balance.

" Louis... Well you see .. He... Sit down so we can talk.." She says pointing to a chair. I kind of don't want too. I feel like I need to get out of here. Mainly away from Louis. Because I don't know what to think right now.

" No... I need to go. Just please." I beg not facing Louis or even making contact. She looks at me and I can hear Louis cry behind me walking into the bathroom.

" Harry please! You need to hear this." she tries.

I manage to break through her and run out of the door. My best friend just fucking kissed me!

' You liked it '

' No '

' Don't deny it '

I shake my head as I walk trying to block out my own mind.

Louis gay and never told me! I thought we were best friends.. I never knew he wanted to be more ever!

" Harry wait!" I feel her hand touch my shoulder.

" Wait for what! I have nothing to wait for!" I shout pulling her hands off of me.

" You do! Listen Harry.. I'm not dating Louis okay."

" Figured since ahem he's gay!" I say.

" But after he told me everything I knew... It was never suppose to be me and you Harry. It was suppose to be you and him." She says.

" So your okay with me going and fucking Louis in the ass and we be friends!?" I say sarcastically.

" Stop being a fool Harry!" She slaps my arm.

" Well Jesus this is a lot of information to take in... I can't just say I live him right this fucking instance! He can't demand my love!" I say. I see Louis appear from the door way of her room and he walks out to us.

For some reason now that when he's by me I want to kiss him. I want to keep him all to myself. But I've never felt this before so it could be a phase because he just told me and my brain is trying to take over things right... Damn it I don't know! His head hangs low.

" Im going to to leave you guys alone... But Harry just know I want to be your friend and I am willing to help you thought anything... I'm willing to let go because ... He loves you more than I could. And it took me this long to realize it but I wasn't brought into your life to date you and fall in love. I was brought in too show you your 'true love.'' She smiles and hugs me then Louis.

She walks away and I feel an awkward tension between me and Louis I haven't felt before.

" I do like you I know you may think it's weird being gay and all but-"

" Save it Louis... It's fine.. I just don't know how to feel.. It's all new information and my head is spinning man." I sit on the curb as he sits next to me.

" I know.. And it was bad to wait this long to tell you... But that's why me.. And Natalie spilt." I remember her and the fact she said she's pregnant. Oh boy if he was gay why would he be having sex with all these women?

" If your gay and are fancying me then why did you sleep with all those girls and get your wife pregnant?"

" Well one she said she was never pregnant... Which I'm taking into court because this is ridiculous and two... Because I thought if I did my gay would go away."

I laugh a little and look at the sky. I mean I feel like I do like Louis and that I always have. But I don't know what to really think.

" Harry... I want to kiss you." Louis says and I look at him.

I feel my cheeks flush. This has never happened before. Oh my god. I hate the way he's making me feel.

" I- uhm I don't kn-" he places his finger over my lips.

" Just yes or no." He says smirking.

I feel like this whole thing is a dream. It's all so surreal.

I turn my attention back to Louis who is sitting impatiently. I dint speak but instead I lean forward closing my eyes hoping I don't look like a fool. I must not have because in almost an instance I feel Louis lips pressed against my own. It felt right to be honest. It felt like my lips fit his perfectly. And there's no place I'd rather be.

Pushing the boundary I slip my Tongue into his mouth as his hand caresses my face his fingertips grazing my hair. I've never kissed a guy before. It isn't so bad. I feel him scooch closer as the kiss deepens and he nibbles on my bottom lip and a small groan escapes my throat. I'm surprised I almost just flicking moaned. I try not to think about it so it doesn't get awkward. But it doesn't feel awkward until....

" Louis!?" I say pulling away immmedatly.

" I uhm... Well sorry?" He says placing his hands over his already hard on.

" we are outside and two.... I've never done anything with a guy.. Like sexual.." I say admitting.

" Neither have I... But I'm willing to with you." He says poking my nose and standing up.

This could be something right.. with Louis.. Just maybe.

I mean I am tired of sleeping alone...

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