Tongue Tied *some sexual content*

Harry's pov:

I kept getting woke up in the night by Louis shuffling about being loud as fuck. I never got out o see what his deal was though because I can't face him right now. Not after what I did and all.

I roll over just waking up and see it's past noon. That was a nice sleep. I yawn loudly and stretch out before crawling out of bed. I think it's best to just forget about last night. I make my way down stairs and see Louis and Lindsey. What the fuck. I peek around the corner and lean against the wall so they don't see me.

Why is she here? Maybe she just wants to see me? Fucking hell.

" Harry?" I hear her voice say. It sounds shuttered and mute.

" Uh yeah.. It's me." I walk around the corner in only my shirt and sweats. She stares at me for a moment. Louis eyes are red as he looks over to me.

" You are an awful man! I- I can't believe you would do this... To you best friend.. And to me!" She says pointing her finger. Her eyes well up with tears. They know.

Louis buries his face into his hands as she begins to yell.

" I tried Harry.. I tried believing you could change! I should've known you never would.. But I sure in the hell didn't know you would take it this far. Why do this Harry.. Why?" She stops talking and touches Louis shoulder.

" Why do what? I didn't do anything! I don't know what the fuck your talking about!" I say feeling my chest get hot. When I'm nervous my chest gets heated and it sucks. Good thing I'm wearing a shirt so they can't see.

" You don't do you... Your a liar." She turns to Louis and whispers something then he stands up. As he stands I see he has all his bags packed and they are in front of the couch.

" Louis? What the hell is going on!?" I say jumping in front if him frustrated at this point. He looks up at me hurt and confused.

" You slept with my ex wife Harry... my pregnant ex wife." He pushes me with his arm causing me to lose my balance and he grabs his bags.

" I'm leaving. And I never want to hear from you again.. I hope you and Natalie can work something out you heartless bastard." He spits out turning to walk away. He stops at the door as Lindsey stands there for a moment. Why did he even call her anyway?!?!

" I.." Should I lie? No.. Lying isn't going to help right now,

" It was an accident I swear she came onto me-" I'm cut off by Louis shouting.

" Don't try that bullshit on me! She came on to you.. Please Harry! She didn't do anything. You came onto her." He scoffs.

" STOP! Just stop it guys." Lindsey yells.

" Lindsey please try to understand... I am telling the truth. I didn't mean to... I left because I didn't want to hurt you!" I beg.

" All you wanted.. Wa- was to get me in bed... And that's it." Tears are falling down her face.

" We- we have something I've never had before.. With a girl. We had a friendship.. I was changing for you." I'm on the verge of crying. She stares at me for a moment.

" We had nothing... And we never will." Se turns to face the door and Louis. Out of last minute decision I bolt over there and close the door. Tears are streaming down my face.

" You guys.. Are all I have! I would never lie to you! I love you guys to death! And that's all that should matter! And yes I had sex with your ex wife Louis.. But she came onto me! Like I said a thousand times! I'm your best friend so you should believe me. She tricked me Louis she did! And Lindsey.. You can't leave me like this..y out just can't...Lindsey I-" I stop thinking of a word to put in there... I can't say I love you.. I can't.. Because I don't.. I don't love her?

" I need you... Both of you." My body slides down the door and I grasp my knees.

" I- I don't k- I... I." She stops talking and helps me to my feet. She looks into my eyes.

" It's best if I go... It really is.. It's hard for me too but.. I realize it what ends to happen." She hugs me. I don't hug back. She kisses my cheek and goes out the door. She bolts to her car. In no times he's gone.. Out of my life. Just like that.

" Louis.. Please don't..." I try.

" Bye Harry." He walks out he door.

" FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU GUYS! I don't need you anyway!" I shout closing the door. My vision is blurred as I make my way to the kicthen. I swim everything off the counters. I open up the cabinets and throw all of the plates on the ground with loud crashes.

" FUCK YOU! I'd not need them!" I yell. But I do need them. I cry harder as I throw shit around.

I make it to the living room a and I look at the t.v. I walk over to it and yank out the cord and push it down. It makes a huge crash and I decide it's not enough. I'm so angry right now.

I find my baseball bat and start whacking the t.v. By time I'm done destroying it I'm breathing heavy and can't think straight. I take a look around and everything is messed up. Everything.

What mom is up pose to do now.. I have nothing.. I have no job.. No money.. My dad. I have to call my dad.

I search frantically for my phone. There it is! It's on the couch. I pick it up and the screen is all cracked. Damn it! I chuck it at the wall and grab my keys off the table. I run out to my car.

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" Is there a pay phone near by?" I ask the worker of Bargain Save.

" Yes There's one in the back.. It's free so just dial nine first." I nod and thank him rushing back there.

I pick up the phone frantically and dial dad's number. It rings a few times.

" Hello?" He answers.

" Dad! It's me.. I'm in in some deep shit right now.."

" What? What are you talking about?" He says.

" Louis..listen he left... And I'm all by myself and I need help dad.. I really need it." I try not to cry thinking about how Lindsey left too. I'm such a fucking screw up!

" Have you talked to that gal of yours.. She seemed helpful."

" She... She left too... Just are you going to fucking help me or not!"

" Jesus son... I.. I can't right now." He says. I run my fingers through my hair angry.

" Whatever i don't need it." I hang up and go out the store. I climb in my car and sit there. I lean my forehead on the steering wheel. I guess there's only one last thing to do.

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